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| The People You're Creating When the time is yours... The time is gone. When it feels so right... It's on it's way to wrong. When you love so much... Can you always be sure? That your love is a touch... That your love is a cure? When you feel as if you're hated... Will you make it through? This unpredictable life... These unappreciated dues. When you say what you feel... Will they look at you and laugh? When you know what you've learned... Will they stab you in the back? If you fall from where you're standing... Will they try to make the save? When you stand on what you're saying... Will they listen as the road you pave? When the time is yours... The future's awaiting... The person you become... The people you're creating. Today or When Today I woke up with a hurting heart, but it wasn't from medical problems. It was from a forgotten love of my past that painfully reentered my dreams. During these dreams, I felt as if I were reborn. I felt the feeling of love again without a worry in the world. It was she who made me happy, it was she who opened my heart and committed murder to all my pain. However, this murder wasn't total death. The pain came back and it came back to stay. Now it's infected and peroxide doesn't even foam..........so maybe I'm not normal? I'll probably never see her again in this life unless she continues to peacefully visit my dreams. If she does, maybe one day I can stay, stay with her in another world, stay with her in another time, stay with her by not waking up..........at least my heart will never hurt again! To Live, To Believe I can't truly say that I feel the pain of the paralyzed. However, I can truly say that I would do anything to help heal a wounded heart. Not being able to move or control your body is one of the scariest things known to me. When I witness people trapped in these chairs created to travel, it takes my breath away and stops my heart. Just knowing that there is a power as strong as a person living with everyday stillness is an overwhelming inspiration to me. And should be to us all! What can be done to let them walk again? What I wouldn't give to see them rise and stand. Maybe one day an unnatural cure will come. Maybe one day the disadvantage will be conquered. The growing confusion between happy and sad, bad and good, continues to react back and forth in the minds of the committed victims. So if the partying isn't enough, if the drugs and alcohol aren't enough, shouldn't a paralyzed body set an example? What If...Again? What if you were that overweight person sitting in the corner, thinking everyone in the room has looked at you at least once and had something negative to say? What if you were one half of that elderly couple that was wanting so badly to be young again, but were still so cool? What if you were that patient laying in a hospital bed not knowing if you were going to live or die? What if you had a chance to save somebody else's life, but you wussed out because you were too worried about your own? Put yourself in other people's worlds, experience the look through other people's eyes, learn the territory, and make yourself at home. If you can truly understand and overcome this obstacle, then maybe one day we will all be equal, maybe one day we will all agree on decisions, maybe one day our worries won't be problems. What if again? Our journey begins What I Want? Another world.......... Is where I want to go! Another life.......... Is what I want to show! Another face.......... Is what I want to feel! Another card.......... Is what I want to deal! Another person.......... Is who I want to be! Another lover.......... Is who I want to see! Another hand.......... Is what I want to hold! Another business.......... Is what I want to fold! Another sickness.......... Is what I want to end! Another straight line.......... Is what I want to bend! Another power.......... Is what I want to have! Another lucky number.......... Is what I want to grab! Another time.......... I don't know what I want? You You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house--- You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies--- You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder--- You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher--- You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer--- You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition--- You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison--- You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance--- In my existance..............Believe............I do In our existance.............I live...........for you. Youmeus Dreamed you Seen you Met you Knew you Wanted you Touched you Done you Loved you Dreamed me Seen me Met me Knew me Wanted me Touched me Done me Loved me Dreamed us Seen us Met us Knew us Wanted us Touched us Done us Loved us Your Own Strange Eyes Look into your own eyes... Check into yourself. Look into your own world... Look without the help Of people who try to change you... Of people who try to hurt you. The people that...try to make you. Something you're not... Something un-new. Look into your own past... Create the history Of things you've done and things you're gonna do... Of things you love and things you'll breakthrough. The things that fit... The descriptions of you Are the things you need To stand out in this zoo. Look into......your mirror of lies..... Look deep into....... Your own strange eyes. Heroes We fly inside as if we are never coming back. We fly outside as if there were no tomorrow. We think without thinking..........we rise! We respond without responding..........we leave! We live this life as if we are in death proof bodysuites. We live this life as if we are in..........sane! We starve without starving..........we continue! We became without becoming..........we cherish! We always expect the overwhelming unexpected. We cry without crying..........we act! We save without saving..........we pretend! We run for you with thoughts of your life ending. We provide without providing..........we wait! We extend without extending..........we stay! We are the choosen few who save your tomorrows. We grow without growing..........we maintain! We help without helping..........we are? The ones who risk our birthdays for yours. The ones who risk our existence for the world. We follow the danger, where ever it goes. |
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