Tru Luv Still?
My love for Jeni is Super Strong,
But her love for me doesn't last too long,
Why can't she just love me unsted of testing her feelings,
But her excuses are "I need to see if your the one for me",
I don't really feel loved by her anymore,
I ask one question and she kicks me out the door,
There is no way I can hate her or even just like her,
Because I know my love for her will always last forever,
God I wish I could change how she finds something about me to
hate,
And change it around to love before its too late,
If she left me for one of the many guys she plans to see,
I seriously would go up to her face and tell her if u hate me
tell me,
She blames it on Stress and Depression,
But I personally think its something more,
When she gets mad at me I feel like my heart was torn out,
And than she starts blaming everything on me which makes me want
to pout,
I really wish I could change this problem,
But no mater what I do she wont even try to be kind,
I wish I could help her out ending with the body, starting with
the mind,
She says to me one minute that she loves me,
The next i'm being swept out to sea,
I'm scared that i'll loose her,
I sometines don't think she realizes i'm a person,
I feel that sometimes she thinks i'm here to use till she finds
the right one,
Well I dedicate this poem to the problems i'm having,
I hope some day I can be able to tell her without her anger,
I at least to want to be the target where she points her finger.
Willie Huffaker
This poem was written about the problems in my relationship With Jenifer Van Dusen.
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