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| " When you lose, do not lose the lesson " |
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| Quicksand (9/29/07) Help me push myself through this stagnant quicksand. Swallowing me whole, like an anaconda, unhinging its Jaws ever so slowly. Taking me in, inch by inch, one shattered bone after another. Numb now to myself, to you, my predator. No longer in the midst of the painful bite filled with venom, Which struck me upon gazing in the mirror. Like aging wine, my mind decompresses, my memories turn Into decaying reflections, staring back up at me from far below. No longer chasing, I'm coming to you my love, much sooner than expected. © Gadi Veneziano A mile from the Tolls (9/2006) Uglier than mud on roadside snow left behind by a storm gone by.. The shriek of tires spinning, silky wet pavement.. So dark. Awakening at the sound of lightning, the sight of invisible thunder. Dizzying stench of hair burning.. Shallow breathes, eyes open with fear. A splash of fate, washed away into the cracked mirror gazing back. A touch of limbo, peacefully taking me under its mysterious spell. A pinch of sedation, pointing me in the direction of the heavens. Sleep. Yearning for everlasting sleep, unaware of the shadows creeping in. © Gadi Veneziano Me, myself, and I (sept. 98, april 01) Cool breeze and autumn leaves A tortured soul A wound unhealing My ship is rudderless and heading for the rocks I know everything is going to be lost. Been here before - you would think I knew the map And could find the easiest way out Vision is blurred and cannot read the signs Blundering on filled with relentless self-doubt The ideals seem taller than a mountain With a face that is too steep to climb Dreams of sitting on the summit are fading Just like the moon eclipsing the sun. Where have I been during all these years And weren't there lessons I should have learnt Circumstances may change but the feelings are the same I placed my hand in the fire and got burnt There are no surprises left - only pain smoke rises, melting within the sounds of summer © copyright, Gadi, 2001 Broken Petals ( 2/9/2001) burnt cigarette ash, coffee stained wooden desk. Rotten thoughts from a day already gone by swing by my head. Endless suffering from the souls, which dance around me, brings me down, without a clear sign or the satisfaction of knowing why or how. But now I see, train tracks never ending, lessons unlearned again. Investing in unknown roads, turning into broken pavements colorful sunsets which fade away from the bleeding distant horizon kindness wasted, piercing tears which soak my already decaying heart. furiousity settles now, tired of this dysfunctional mind of mine. frustrated with my aching eyes, there is nothing left to see, so much to offer, plenty to give, no one to please. maybe weak, very cold, no clear sign of inviting ease.. © copyright, Gadi, 2001 A sigh, a tear, a thought..( 1/1/01) sympathy overturned, sand dunes build upon me.. chills sent down to my toes, my skin darkens. crystal eyes stare back at me, cracked mirror.. a sigh, a tear, a thought. where have I gone? desparate moves rejected yet again, I crumble to my knees. my addiction gets thicker, deeper. Identity lost, turned to dunes of soft white sand.. a sigh, a tear, a thought. where have I gone? another sad poem written in this chapter, not finished. more to come, like descending water off a mountain, in spring.. and if is the last, the night's stars will welcome me home. I wont sigh, cry, or think. my question answered.. © copyright, Gadi, 2001 Losing Me ( 9/23/98 ) tears come down like raindrops on a stormy night visions creep in and out of my head, disturbing the light fears cascade from mountain tops, rivers overflow I turned away from my sadness, yet I no longer glow Identity lost, my heart holding on to simple hope two worlds clash together, I cannot breath, barley cope take away this mystery, take away this strange pain trying so hard, even feeling some faith, yet I am still stuck out in the rain feeling a bit crazy, or even a bit happy does not seem right I remind myself about all the days, the nights, when I gave up that fight Yet I am still here, faking a smile, when all I got for her is hurt once again I force myself to believe, and once more I'm left in the dirt... © copyright, Gadi, 1998 Feeling a bit disconnected ( 8/13/98 ) This anger tears me up inside separates right from wrong, splits my soul in two steers my heart, late at night, moon bright, faith dead cold Feeling a bit disconnected from the truth as her healing light slowly fades from view mountains don't seem to crash down into the deep sea like passion was once on its way into ecstasy the past of another haunts me, never letting go as if my own, so hard and painful, so simply wrong floating on the wings of selfish pride a bit too high and I crumble down into the world I've tried so hard to leave behind love and hate clash together in my eyes as I stare deep into the mirror, I realize its all been a pack of dark lies trying so hard to get it straight, to get it right but birds still fly, and lions still fight tell me how does she feel, take away her shield unravel her beauty, and dry her tears not sure of the reasons, not even sure of my own essence another piece of me breaks in her presence... © copyright, Gadi, 1998 Choking ( 12/28/98 ) Shadows seem to follow me, disturbing my way I refuse to listen, twisting memories try to ruin my day looking up to the sky, searching for an answer among the stars a wolf cried in the distance, like a prisoner trapped behind cold bars within this confusion my soul aches to be set free in my heart I know the truth, but my mind is still engulfed in misery so scared, frightened of what tomorrow has in store for me been betrayed, denied, lied to, and cheated, and so I ask how can I still be false promises, false smiles sent my way, my past full of cold, heavy tears staring into the broken rearview mirror, I thought I has washed away those fears how can I trust I ask with faint, fragile hope how can I believe I ask while trying so hard not to choke so please promise me that your words and beautiful thoughts are true and real I want to much to know, to just believe, but I can't even deal finally the snow outside is falling, bringing down with it my dark world I cannot breathe much longer, this choking has got to stop.. God I’m so cold... © copyright, Gadi, 1998 Death comes to me ( 7/30/99 ) Trembling inside out, tired, I'm scared and pale skin shows it tongue stuck under teeth, tight they do not know, feel it, can't understand me, lie even, like a heart attack is there, in me in my chest, very weak do not stop now please don't try stomach turns eyes close in breathing out heavy, hard death comes free me now or never be. © copyright, Gadi, 1999 Me, myself, and I Cool breeze and autumn leaves A tortured soul A wound unhealing My ship is rudderless and heading for the rocks I know everything is going to be lost. Been here before - you would think I knew the map And could find the easiest way out Vision is blurred and cannot read the signs Blundering on filled with relentless self-doubt The ideals seem taller than a mountain With a face that is too steep to climb Dreams of sitting on the summit are fading Just like the moon eclipsing the sun. Where have I been during all these years And weren't there lessons I should have learnt Circumstances may change but the feelings are the same I placed my hand in the fire and got burnt There are no surprises left - only pain smoke rises, melting within the sounds of summer © copyright, Gadi, 1998 Disease of my own blood A wave of unwelcomed emotions engulfs me, drowns my heart same old song playing in my head, inside I am so torn apart inspired by these dreams, I wake and get distracted by my own fears a foggy wall stands in my way, caved in by these ugly tears as I glance over the bridge I can see parts of my past I thought I was able to forgive, yet his disturbing voice seems to last chills surge all over my body, I am now all alone, so scared this disease of my own blood haunts me, a feeling I cannot dread... © copyright, Gadi, 1999 Lost Thoughts ( 8/24/99 ) roof top breeze, summer's air sad webs recoiling around my soul tighter, a touch of fake joy a rebelling tree stands along many others, blushing red sun crystals in and out of forest's mists bring peace heart unsettled, bad medicine treats my decaying mind mountain shadows, rolling thunder opens another door to be able to see is only a dream, I ache to know... © copyright, Gadi, 1999 Dear God ( 12/24/98 ) I just don't understand how I feel at times like these so alone, so angry, so full of regrets, im now down on my knees I do not know where I have gone wrong, where I lost my way all I can do now is hope and dream, just like I do every day tired and frustrated at the world, I just want to give up if I could only see, maybe even be, I could finally bridge this gap but for now I will still think, cry, try, and wonder God please show me kindness and freedom, I cannot hold on much longer tears flow from within, soaking my broken heart memories fade and visions become cloudy, my soul is torn apart I ask and beg for you to help, to show me that I am still strong but all you do is ask questions, lead me to think that I’ve gone wrong so I pray to you for a sign while friends and family drift further away I am sure that once I believe, my skies will perhaps never be gray... © copyright, Gadi, 1999 Separation ( 9/14/99 ) a separate world, petals melt inside to this universe I swam, drowned with clenched fists, just like you said and I could never lie, nor promise any of those things you crave seems to be so comforting, exposed beyond these walls pain becomes my peace, my reality I would not be ignored again shattered dreams, wishes, and wished underestimated no hope, desire failed joy... © copyright, Gadi, 1999 Untitled ( 1/26/00) A shattered fragile heart, a world apart. misty fog converts clean air to dust and in return, the world's filth surrounds me. useless words wasted on useless souls, forced dreams pushed beyond my weak actions. burning lust never to be regained, and as the new day's hope fades yet again I cringe.. like a dying tree I shiver in the cold winter breeze broken twigs prove to be mine, show no ease, no life. © copyright, Gadi, 2000 Copyright material may not be copied, reproduced, or used in any manner without the express, written permission of the author |
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