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| Through the Portals |
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| The Conception, Birth and Growth |
Whenever I was asked to speak to a group of people, the three questions asked repeatedly were; Where did you get the idea for Portals? Why did you create Portals? and How did you accomplish it? After telling the same story over and over again, I decided to put it into a book. Not all of those to whom I speak are adult, so I wrote it very simply. It can be understood by a school child; and it can bring tears to the eyes of an adult.
It is the story of my Mother's death from Alzheimer's Disease, and the effect it had on my life. It is the story of coincidence and encounters, both of which directed my path. Following are poems that are included in tis book. |
| Portals |
I waited at the Portal, full of doubt inside.
Dare I cross the threshold? The door stood open wide.
I counted all the reasons I should hesitate,
I would soon be sixty, it was much too late.
Did I have the courage, or the energy
to confront the challenge that lay ahead of me?
How could I imagine that I had the skill
to begin a journey that was all uphill?
I really must consider, also count the cost,
would failure be my only gain, and my pride be lost?
Then I felt a whisper breathed into my ear,
"With Me you can do it, have no doubt or fear."
So, I took a tiny little step, tried to get a look,
all I saw were shadows, faith was what it took.
Then I took another step, and found to my delight
a group, so supportive, turning darkness into light.
I stepped through that PORTAL, I really had no choice
once I heard the whisper of that inner voice.
Yes, I crossed that PORTAL, just one year ago
and, you crossed it with me, so, ON WITH THE SHOW!
Together we are climbing up that hill to fame,
together we face Glory, together we face shame.
Together we are strengthened, as we meet and share
our soul, our hopes, our vision with those that we know care.
I'm so glad I crossed that PORTAL, because the world I found
inhabited by poets, with pleasure does abound.
When a door opens wide before you, do not be afraid
because the One who opened it, has your pathway laid.
He will not desert you, or leave you all alone
but YOU must cross that PORTAL with footsteps of your own! |
| At Last |
She lay in the bed
uninhabited, motionless
except for the compulsive
movement of the hands
as she unconsciously caressed
the stuffed cat, then
viciously attacked the
lone brown spot
staining the virginal white,
as though some unsightly weed
had insinuated itself into
the pristine garden of fur.
At Last!
The hands rested!
She lay in a pine box,
the left hand inert,
reposed on the stuffed cat.
In her right hand,
a postcard from her niece,
postmarked February 9, 1989.
The day she,
at last,
found peace. |
| Family Reunion |
When Rosie was a little girl
and went outside to play,
"Wait for me, I'm coming too!"
She'd hear sister Ethel say.
When Rose was seventeen
and dancing was the fad,
thirteen year old Ethel said,
"Me too, or I'll tell Dad!"
Yes, little sister Ethel
never passed up the chance
to follow Rosie's footsteps
sneaking out with friends, to dance.
Rose took lots of chances,
but on Ethel kept an eye.
It was known by all, that Ethel,
on Rosie could rely.
Rosie went to Heaven
in nineteen-eighty-nine
and it really bothered Ethel
that she was left behind.
To think that sister Rosie
had seen Jesus on His throne,
and walked and talked with angels,
leaving Ethel here alone.
Now, both girls have joined their
parents, brother Jim and sister Grace,
and I know that this reunion
has made Heaven a happier place. |
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