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| Love Really Hurts |
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| Real love hurts, real love is vulnerable, Real love is trusting, real love is insecure, Real love will take you far beyond yourself, therefore real love will devestate. |
How Do You Say Good-Bye? |
No Happiness For Me |
How do you say good-bye to the one good thing in your life
The one happiness you have in a world full of pain and strife
How do you let someone who go who touched your heart so deep
How do you tell them the hill you have to climb is getting too steep
How do you let the most precious thing you've ever found go
After letting such a strong bond of love and friendship grow
When they look in your eyes and ask you why
How do you tell them you can't handle living a lie
How do you explain you've used up all your strength, you can't fight anymore
That your going to throw in the towel, and throw out the oar
That its not fair to either of you the way things are and they won't change
You know thier not willing, thier life they would have to rearrange
Thats not fair to them, the situation is not fair to you, and love can't make it through
So your heads a mess, your heart hurts and your feeling bluer then blue
So you know you have to say Good-bye,
But Please tell me how do you say Good-Bye???
Written 11-1-99 |
Every one seems so happy, there are smiles everywhere
My house is fill of laughter and I can't believe I am here
My mother is telling stories, my little brother is telling jokes
My older brother thinks all my troubles will disapear with a few tokes
My best friends with my oldest brother, they make eachother swoon
And everybodys so excited because the babys due real soon
My little sister is in my room because she wants to play
Everyone seems to be celebrating in thier own special way
I feel so out of place here, I really don't belong
To be sad in all this happiness seems so wrong
I really love them all and I am glad there doing great
I only wish somehow I could have a simular fate
They have all been so good to me, trying to make me smile
I can sometimes play along for them but it only lasts awhile
There is so much love in my house its quite a sight to see
My true love has left me all alone, theres no happiness for me.
Written 2-4-2000 |
| No Where To Hide |
Rollar Coaster Ride |
Laying in bed at night awake, starring at the ceiling at first you can cry no tears
Then the realization hits you like a brick wall of the reality of your worst fears
You can almost see your heart breaking and feel the emptiness growing taking its tole
You knew you gave him everything you had, your heart, your body, your soul
You realize he never loved you, he gave you nothing back but a broken heart
You thought you knew him so well, that he would never make salty tears start
After all the time you spent together you now see he never heard a word you said
The more you think about it, the pain grows in your heart and in your head
A single tear drop falls from your eye and rolls right down your cheeck
The memories flood your mind and then everything starts to turn bleak
The pain sweeps over your body, a pain you have no choice but to face
The tears you were holding back fall uncontrolably and soak your pillow case
You drown your wails in your pillow so not to wake your family around the bend
You cry so hard your throat hurts, its not till you can't breath that the tears end
But they don't really stop, they mearly subside in a minute more tears fall
You cry till theres no tears left but you know they didn't really stop at all
You know even when your eyes are dry you are crying deep inside
Its an endless pain in your heart, and theres no where you can hide |
Its like you have taken me on an emotional rollarcoaster ride
You take me high, then you drop me low and only you can decide
I am down, then you lift me up, just to drop me down again
This ride dosn't stop for anything, not snow, not sleet, not rain
Afew sharp turns, a couple of twists, we go upside down and around
Topsy turvey, a steep hill, now a huge drop, I thought I hit the ground
Higher and higher and higher still I think I touched a cloud
Then lower and lower you drop me, i guess you think your aloud
When you take me high it feels so good, you really make me fly
When you let me down it feels so bad, never a stormier sky
Sometimes rides are fun but if you ride too long you get dizzy and weak
You start to wonder if this ride will ever end or will it reach its peak
You wonder how long you can hold on, how long you can continue to ride
You start to question if you can make it or if your going to fall out the side
When do you know when the ride will stop, if it will be alright
Do you only ride so long and then decide to jump off one stormy night
I'll admit I don't know, I'm so confused, this ride has numbed my brain
If it dosen't stop soon, i think I might totally lose it and go insane
How do you know, oh how do you know, when a turn should be your last
The scariest thing is if I find out, will this ride be a thing of the past |
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