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FROM MY SOUL

The angels in the heavens
in amazement ask me how
through all eternity
not before and never after
no one ever took your place
They don't know my heart
was meant for you alone.
It never was
I love you less or more
but only that I do
My love has no condition
it is whole and it's complete
I never loved before
and I never will again
There's always only been you
A million years ago
and a million years from now
without you
there's only emptiness,
and the sound of wretched weeping
coming from my soul

Copyright © Dina, April, 2000
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YOU AND I

Here we are together love
Together you and I
Back to how we started when
There was just you and I
So many years have now gone by
In this house full of memories.
Do you remember our first puppy
And how he used to cry?
We didn't get much sleep at first
And then we learned about
Getting no sleep at all.
When we had our first born child
What a miracle we made, love
Together you and I
Suddenly we were a family
There were so many busy days
So many things to do
I'll always remember
When our firstborn started school
Picnics in the park down by the lake
And trips to the zoo
Amusement parks and class trips
Packing lunches at dawn for school
Piano lessons, dance and plays
Those sure were busy days
Teen romances, happiness and tears
And our grown babies wedding days
Now here we are together love,
It's just you and I
The way we were so many years ago.
In those busy days did I remember
To say I love you dear, more each day
More than the day before?
Did I remember to tell you, love
How glad I was to share
All these years with you?
I wouldn't have missed a minute of it
But I'm glad now that part's done
And you and I, much smarter now,
Can share the setting sun.
Let's sit outside upon the swing
And let me tell you more
I love you more my love
Than I ever did before
And every day it seems
Even more and more.
Thanks for sharing my life with me
The best part's yet to come
And now we start anew.
In this big old house again
Together you and I.

Copyright © Dina
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PUPPIES

A box full of puppies that I went to see
and every one of them looked back at me
each puppy face as cute as could be
little tails wagging as if saying, "take me"
I sat on the floor, gathered them into my arms
each tried to impress me with all of their charms
baby blue eyes and fat puppy paws
each running and sliding around on the floors
I wanted them all, oh what should I do?
that's when it happened, it was then that I knew
it wasn't my choice, I knew I'd been chose
by a warm puppy kiss on the tip of my nose.

Copyright © by Dina
KisSoSoft@aol.com
October 1999





FADED MEMORIES

faded memories
of the times we used to talk
of love, of hopes,
when you loved me and I loved you,
when we talked about always ... forever
when we couldn't wait until we'd be together,
but slowly,
the memory is starting to fade
was it ever real?
you said it was - but I cry,
for you, for us, for what could have been
the memories of what we seemed to have
and now you never call, you don't write,
you don't answer anymore
I should have known
when you didn't want to see me it wasn't real...
sometimes you still say you love me
but then, how can you stand the awful silence?
you don't have time for me anymore
this wasn't supposed to happen to us
and yet, like an old photograph
the edges are fading, the images blurring
and when I can no longer hold back the feelings
they return as if they were new
and it hurts so much I cry
for without a word,
silently, you said goodbye
and I wish, oh how I wish
it could be yesterday again
but then, I'd have to face today once more
and I couldn't stand the pain
of watching us become a memory again
you don't love me anymore
and crying all the tears I've cried
and all the tears I've yet to cry
as silently, without a word,
you said goodbye.

Copyright © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998





YOU LIED

The night we met I should have known my life
with you I'd be alone. The first feeling I had of you
I remember, was I didn't like you very much. An actor?
So full of yourself as you shook my hand,
avoiding my eyes
more as if to impress the crowd of people all around.
We didn't really speak as you tried to entertain
with jokes tumbling from your mouth..
one following another, expecting applause.
I didn't listen to the voice inside that told me simply,
step aside. I caught you in so many lies, and still,
I let you talk me into being your bride.
And now so many years have passed and I remember all
the lies.
The cold, empty, lonely nights. You don't understand
or let me speak, you do not see me anymore.
You're still an actor, waiting for the crowd to roar.
But there's only silence from all the empty words you
speak in a
neverending stream as you ignore the loneliness I feel
inside.
You're not real, you have no heart. Your soul had died
long before I became your bride.
You lied, you lied! Now years have come and gone.
I have no more tears to cry, there are no words left in this song.
The music died, the band went home.
You promised me children then changed your mind
and I haven't had my unborn child.
I feel the emptiness inside. There's never been a tender
touch.
You do not listen, cannot hear or want to know
the screams, the emptiness inside my heart.
For all the lonely years. Goodbye.

Copyright © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998





I WISH FOR YOU

I feel you crying from deep inside
where dead hopes and dreams reside
I try and hope to be your friend
and wish your misery would end.
You are a very special man
always there to lend a hand,
you put aside your unfilled dreams
but inside I can hear your screams
as silently you bear the load
and travel on your lonely road.
There are many things I wish for you
but there's so little I can do
because you choose to bear in silence
all the new and remembered violence,
the loneliness and sorrow you endure,
I wish that I could somehow cure.
It may help for you to know
that in my way I love you so
and I will always be your friend -
my prayers for you to God I send
that someday soon all this will end
and on this road will be a bend.
I hope you will find such happiness
and you will have all that is best
to fill your heart and soul with joy
and forever, happiness, but mostly joy.

Copyright © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998





ABOVE THE REST

You are the one that makes me glow
you are the one that I love so
thoughts of you linger night and day
to the Lord I bow and pray
that a man like you has come my way.
A man like a lion with a mane of gold,
a heart so true
I think of you whatever I do.
I know that I have been so blessed
you're the one above all the rest.
I love you with all my heart and soul,
to make you happy is my goal.

Copyright © KisSoSoft@aol.com, 1998





MY PRAYER

Heavenly Father up above,
please help this man I truly love.
Give him power, give him strength,
give him angels that you sent
to help him fight the devil's might.
Never again let him lose sight
that your love will see him through.
And Dear God, I ask of you,
help him to know that my love is true,
and please let him always love me too.
Help us join together in this fight.
Give us both all of heaven's might.
Banish the devil from my love's life
and take from his this awful strife
with your mercy, compassion and your love,
Help him dear God, from up above.

Copyright © KisSoSoft@aol.com, 1998





I'M YOUR FRIEND

Often I think how lucky I am
to have such a tender, loving friend.
The fact that we can share so much
and tell each other things we feel.
There are ways that you're so wise;
you teach me things I'd never know,
to understand life, and so many things
I never would have known before.
You give to me so very much
I can't even start to tell,
and yet I'm filled with so much guilt
for there's no way I can repay
the many things you do for me
as your sorrows go without help,
for you, who deserve so much more.
You may doubt I care, but don't!
I do, I do, I really do.
There is a kind of love friends share
and many times our hearts we bare,
but I'm the lucky one it seems
for all you give to me.
And I look for ways to be
all the things you are to me.
But you're so strong and silent,
while I go rambling on,
and still you listen and advise
you are so very kind and wise.
How lucky can I be except
I wish you'd let me try
to do for you the things you do for me
and help to lighten the big load
you carry deep within.
At least I want you to know
you can say anything to me
for I'm your friend
and will be to the end.

Copyright © KisSoSoft@aol.com, 1998





MY LOVE

How can I tell you
how much you mean to me
you're everything I do
and everything I see.
You're the center of my universe
sometimes I feel my heart will burst
with all the love I feel inside
with all you are, you are my guide.
I know one thing and this is true,
if all on earth could be like you
Heaven's doors would open wide,
the angels would be mystified.
They'd play their harps and gently sing
and God Himself, who is our King,
would surely know that there is hope
for all the other common folk.
My love, when it is you I see,
I wonder how can you love me.
I thank the Lord on bended knee
that of all the others, you've chosen me.
And every single day I pray
to make you happy every day,
to fill your life with so much love.
I ask our Father from above
to make your every dream come true,
to never ever make you blue.
My love, I long for you each day
that we will love in every way.
Until our lives on earth are through,
my love, I want to be with you.

Copyright by KisSoSoft@aol.com © 1998





THIS MORNING

this morning,
I woke up
crying
because you're so far away...
so distant...
nothing is the same -
will it ever be again?
you're leaving me
slowly
a little more each day
a little at a time
my heart feels broken
and I miss you
the way we used to be
you and me
the hopes
the dreams
how we laughed
and talked
and I ache inside
the hunger
the longing to be with you
the dreams we had
and I wonder why?
how?
without you
my life has been in vain
so much sorrow
so much pain
until you loved me
and I loved you
and I still do
but like wisps of smoke
you're vanishing,
disappearing
as I cry
and wonder
where you are
where you've gone.
how could this be?
there's no more you and me?
then I should die
there's no more reason to live
except to cry
and wish
and wonder why.
maybe it was a dream
and I woke up,
this morning...?
Copyright by KisSoSoft@aol.com, 1998





PROPHECY - THE DAY I DIED

Today must be the day I died
and I haven't yet begun to cry
for all the broken dreams,
for all my deep down silent screams,
so many promises unkept,
the nights I never even slept.
How I ache to be in your arms,
to hear your voice with all its charms.
I long to feel your loving kiss,
for us to share the promised bliss.
How can I still love you so much?
Still long to feel your tender touch?
And yet, for so long I have known,
you'd gone and left me all alone.
I can't even start to express
the awful, aching emptiness,
my soul has lost its mate -
this is the cruelest trick of fate.
How can I face tomorrow
so full of all this painful sorrow,
to live without the hope
that all the words you spoke
could still somehow still come true,
and there'd still be a me and you?
Yet, in a strange way there's relief
not facing all this daily grief,
with each days new cruelty
as daily you took out on me
revenge for others from the past;
that's all it was love, in the past.
You made me pay for all the times
they stabbed your heart with silken knives.
I know, my love, they were your fears
that closed your heart, your soul, your ears,
made you distrust the solemn vow
I gave you as I bowed to God.
You had from me the deepest love,
as God's my witness from above.
But still, you ran away from me,
and didn't even stop and see
as I took my last breath.
Losing you has caused my death.

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DEAR GOD

Dear God, how can I live without my love?
Mercifully look down on me from above.
With all the tears that I have cried,
how could it be, I've not yet died?
Why didn't you make me what he wanted?
Someone pretty he could have flaunted?
Please I beg you erase from me,
the memory of how he made love to me.
How his touch set me on fire.
Never before flames leapt higher and higher.
Don't let me remember his gentle kiss,
or how in his arms I felt such bliss.
Take from me my broken heart,
he doesn't want what was his from the start.
There's also the matter of my soul ...
Useless! Without him never will I be whole.
Dear God, please call me home to Thee
for I cannot bear such misery.
Abandoned, alone, in that strange place,
crying, knowing not one face.
In my life I sought not many things,
not money, fame nor diamond rings.
I never knew real love or happiness,
but this time I thought finally I was blessed.
Dear God, why did you let me love him so
if in the end, he'd leave and go?
He didn't want the things he wrote
not with me, I'm such a dope.
Still, I'll cry 'till my life is done
For me he is the only one.
So little did I mean to him
Promises made, only whims.
My tears and agony all in vain
He left me just eternal pain
He walked away, easily discarding
All my love, worth not a word in parting
He left me like the one before me left him
In hatred, but for her he'll yearn 'till his eyes grow dim.
Dear God, please answer one question for me.
Did he ever really care even a little for me?

Copyright © KisSoSoft@AOL.com, 1999





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