

FOREVER PAIN
Why all this misery, why all this pain?
No one deserves as much pain as I get.
If anyone was me, I know they would fret.
I sit here and wonder, what will become
of this feeling inside called Forever Pain.
What did I do to deserve such pain?
If someone could tell me, I won't do it again
I fear there is nothing that can help me get through
this misery and pain that's making me blue.
I'm going out of my mind
IN order to find
Some sort of peace that would be ever so kind.
Why all this abuse? Why no gain?
Why all the misery? Why all the pain?
There is no one in the world
That could make me feel
As if I was loved
To help my heart heal.
The tears I shed are beyond the point of extreme.
I wish someone could say that it's all just a dream.
But I have to face reality
In order to realize
That the answers I am searching for
Are right before my eyes.
The way I see it, which in my eyes is true.
That the reason my heart is making me blue
Is that I never will be able to gain
Anything besides for, Forever Pain.
Copyright © Brat4887@aol.com
December, 9, 1998

SO COLD
You can't leave me locked up in this dark lonely hole
As if I'm some sort of insensitive soul
I try to be good to you, I try to behave
But it feels like I'm burying myself into my own six foot grave
You tell me you love me, can it be true?
Don't think so, your words are so cold they're making me blue
Feelings, emotions, I have them too
Move out with the old and in with the new
You can't understand the anguish and pain
that's growing in my heart, driving me insane!
You tell me you love me, can it be true?
Don't think so, your words are so cold they're making me blue
You call me annoying, a young ugly child
These hateful words are making me want to run wild!
I don't want to stay, I just want to go
So, I will walk, walk away, I want you to know
I am a child at heart, and a teen who's strong
You will one day see that all you did was wrong
You tell me you love me, can it be true?
Don't think so, your words are so cold they're making me blue.
Copyright © Brat4887@aol.com
August, 1999

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