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THE CITY

The City has its symphony
The horns, the drums, cacophony
The moaning, droning, endless clatter
My loneliness that doesn't matter

The charm has worn off
It's lost its luster
It takes all the courage I can muster
To spend these days neither here nor there
When I'd rather be almost anywhere
Than here today in the city

Copyright © James Spencer, 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com




RAINFALL AT THE MOST INNOPPORTUNE TIMES

It's always raining in her head
She keeps the sun in a jar beside her bed
A bed she leaves only when compelled
The play has lost the meaning it once held

She's a storm in the making
Never certain when it will begin
To her hearts are only for breaking
Still somehow she draws me in

She's a weight around my neck
The straw that finally breaks my back
Bad luck waiting to happen
Happy only when the mood is black

She's seven years of bad days
And all the typical clichés
Every time I'm in her throws
I watch overhead for falling pianos

Tonight she's dressed all to the nines
Playing out her defiance
Slipping beneath the lines in their faces
She's got the masquerade down to a science

Copyright © James Spencer 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com




FRAGILE

Up on the rooftop
Wishing that the rain would stop
She lights another cigarette, and though it's wet
She's illuminated

Seven floors above it all
Wondering when it all will fall
I say, "The city's charming at this hour."
She says, "It's all overrated."

With words, not swords, it's so easy to maim
The wind sweeps through my fragile frame
The beauty here seen from he roof
Remains quite distant; cold; aloof

Copyright © James Spencer 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





INTO THIS NIGHT I'LL FADE

My thoughts slip down the drain
Like rain through the cracks in the pavement
I never meant to say it that way
At least that's not quite what I meant

My hope upon a postage stamp
My life is but a vapor
Like long-forgotten kerosene lamps
Burning yesterday's newspaper

Phone books hang from large brass hooks
The receptionist speaks but never looks
Up from her romance novel
While me and Poe get on our knees and grovel
Moaning about poor lost Lenore
But she don't work the desk no more
She hooked up with some modeling agency
With a reputation and a vacancy

You dig?
There's abstract energy
Flowing here inside of me
Just let it burn out like dew upon grass
In midsummer morn; heat rising fast

Thermometer reads one hundred degrees
While Poe and I (still on our knees)
Agree that sadness is life
And life is madness
With sanity thrown in at random
Solitude is best in tandem

Now we're all watching, waiting, anticipating
Your next performance
Frozen like a cigarette
On lips of loved ones, never met

Now fade gently into the night
Exit slowly...stage right
I've said too much already tonight
Exhausted all I could possibly say
So, into the night I'll fade away

Copyright © James Spencer 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





SOAP STARS AND SILHOUETTES

That summer I swore off love
and smoked my weight in cigarettes
And dreamt of places I hadn't seen yet

Three separate longings
conflicting underneath these city awnings
Friendships on the verge of ending
By the railroad tracks behind you house
we are pretending that we don't want to tear
each other's throats out

She's come between us--we swore she wouldn't
These scenes demean us, but we both adore it
as if this were the stage
We display our angst; our rage
You rushed your lines as you did in class
The instructor used us as examples--the antithesis

We played it out in real-life
I outwitted you, of course
But you got the girl; therefore I lost

How many times did someone threaten to jump
in front of the train as it passed by?
Jessica and Nancy, on more than one occasion
And Tony said he was gonna jump the next train to California
Drunkenly I just took off my shirt and oscillated wildly
(quite out of character for me)

Copyright © James Spencer, 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





A VERSE

I'd have to swim across oceans
To join my mind and emotions

Copyright © James Spencer, 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





ODE TO MY MOTHER

Lower the curtain down on consequence tonight
Question my methods as I cower from the light
What if I drove this car faster?
Would it be enough to offer me an answer?

I sold it short, but these actions speak so much softer
Given the chance I'd give all I can offer
My ears are burning wildfire
Stunning clarity to last me till I tire

Can't you feel my heart is breaking
Emptiness is overtaking
When will I breathe again?

All of these truths are scarcely worth facing
All of these faces are not worth placing
Please, I'm down on my knees again

(Going down, going down...)
Can you see my heart breaking?
This sadness will never go away
It is myself I am forsaking

There are no answers to be found in this bottle
But still I drink and sink full throttle

Copyright © James Spencer, 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





KIRSTEN ON A CLOUD

She floats on a cloud like a radiant star
As her laughter looms in the smoke-filled rooms
Of the two A.M. bar

She comments on my quiet ways
Never faltering
Despite alcohol's haze
But her words--no more than friendly banter
I have no charm so I can't enchant her

As surely as smoke dissipates
This night unfurls, never hesitates
To vanish as all those preceding
And my chivalrous heart is left still beating

Copyright © James Spencer, 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





DEAN'S THEME

You were never fully satisfied
Without an element of danger
Instead of straightening out, as you
Grew up, you just grew stranger

With breakneck speed
You broke their hearts
And that was only the start
Of your best-played part

They weren't fully satisfied
Until you were sealed in a coffin
Risking life and limb
Much too early and too often

With breakneck speed
You broke their hearts
And that was only the start
Of your best-played part
Jimmy, you sly devil...

Copyright © James Spencer, 1999
BoyRacer74@aol.com





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