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CLOUD CASTLE

So, do you think of me as the wicked witch
withering away in your enchanted castle in the clouds?
Do I repulse you?
Is that why you shudder
every time I glance at you?
So you got your pretty princess locked up in the tower,
you know I used to be your queen.
What happened to the mystical magical love
we shared?
I shared,
you pretended.
I'm the one pretending now that you still care
in the dungeon of your castle but you don't know,
just don't care.
Your mind, up in the tower with a princess that I wish were me,
never will be again.
Want to say I don't care ...
that would be lying -
and the only person that lies is you.
Live your perfect world that you built
in the puffy white clouds.
I hope it disappears like the love you had for me
- or did you?
I hope you did -
that's all I have to hold
and keep in my heart,
beating for a love
that ended
before it began.

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com






AWAY FROM YOU

I'll live upon a high hill away from it all
This way I could never hear him call

Never thought I would end up this way
I guess I must be blind not to have seen it before today

I know I want to keep him nearby
I'm not sure what to do so I'll ask him why

If he and I remain friends then everything would be fine
I'm sure he's already heard that line

I am going to go on pretending like everything's okay
As long as I get to keep my heart at least for today

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com






GIVING IN

No ties No emotions No heartbreak
Get real
I could never promise anything so without compassion
So why did I give in
Don't tell me it wasn't anything important
For me it was
More than I realized More than I wanted
More than I ever wanted
To give in

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





GRANDMA AND I

I lick the vanilla frosting off the old wooden spoon
as grandma and I laugh together humming a familiar tune

A tranquil aroma surrounds our kitchen while filling our souls.
For she and I have been baking a feast
creating everything from chicken dumplings to dinner rolls.

As we conjure up recipes grandma entertains me
Telling me stories of when she was young and pretty

I giggle at some and look at her with awe for the others.
As I watch her carefully kneading the dough with her fingers

She adds salt and spice always arriving at the perfect flavor.
Thought the cakes and pies are a treasure
I know that my memory of sharing time with my grandma
is what I will savor.

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





THE WALL

Every time the love in my heart
gets close to your body you move away
I am not a revolting sorceress
I am a young fair maiden that wishes to be your queen
Yet I do not succeed
Could never conquer your heart
built a cold brick wall against me
I've tried to destroy it
even attempted to climb over it
to catch a glimpse of love
have let a young girl enter past this wall
without notice
let her innocence and shyness control your heart
moreover your body
I have given you more than life
more than my inner self
again
you recoil like I'm a snake with a poisonous bite
I've tried to move on
the mention of your name
brings on the scent and feeling of your body
next to mine
as my passion once again rekindles
burning into the dark empty space
that you have left me in.

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





ALONE
(abandonment)

To only have one night with you
save the feeling of your soft touch
caressing my innermost desires

remain in that dark splendor with you forever
against pure cotton sheets
beneath my willing soul

all this taken away
left with memories
of attraction

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





BROKEN HEART

Knife slowly
curdling down the pathways
of a pulsating heart
Knowingly
Pulling at the life attached
Crimson wet blood
surrounds the body
no longer feeling
still twitching
from the memory
Cold night, close bodies
radiate heat like a burn
contaminated
tearing acid that rips
until a hole develops
never to be mended
too deep darling
why do you put your arms around me
yearning for me
Don't put your hand there
you're leaving tomorrow
stop pulling me down
can't stop
need to have power
so tired
the heat
like a fire cast out and forgotten
when the warmth isn't there
left cold dusty ashes
spread over me
until I die
the knife drops
clink clink clink
the nightmare's over
now there's nothing left to dream

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





BREAKING GLASS

Why don't I hate you and want you to die
One usually loathes the ones who make them cry.

Why don't I want to kill you and tear your heart apart
Even though that's what you did to mine right from the start.

Why don't I want to throw you out on the street
You're the one who caused me to feel worthless
like a stranger you meet.

Why don't I make you feel the same pain
I guess it's because you make me feel so insane.

Why don't I tell you how I feel, tears and all
I guess it's because of the sound of your voice when you call.

Why don't I show my hurt and sadness
I don't want you to love me even less

Why do I want to start our love once more
I guess it's because at least I have feeling when my heart's tore.

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





AFTERSHOCK

Waxen faces stretch upon the rising precipice where the dying lay
Ash smeared irises confirm that the Lord not only gives but he takes away

Angels nestle their heads upon each other to sigh
As a mother feverishly combs among the dust, deaf to the word die

Into the breach of despair crimson rain drips painfully fast
As the air is filled with a hopeless desire for the past

Recollection of innocence paints a scene
Of ruby laden ornaments with forbidden chocolate upon the pure pillows so keen

Remaining cries break the silent memories only to reach a quiet yet torturous end.
For in the mind the sound of these mangled voices will never transcend

Cathedral bells attempt to end the suffering
The chimes fail as all hope is missing

Unable to shut out the death the eyes close and fill with a tear
Realizing that the painful vision of dark death will never disappear

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





SUCCUMBING

I pity him
He'd rather let his mind wander
Rather ruin his life
Breathe in the cursed plant of evil
Never Breathe out
Don't turn to me
His life is wasted
Doesn't realize I care
If he only stopped a minute to breathe
thought about what he was doing
Maybe he wouldn't be so
L o s t

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





SECRET

Bright white moon appears over the majestic clouds
Take a look closer he's laughing out loud

Precariously watching time go
If the wondrous mind could just tell the body no.

Then the man in the moon wouldn't be laughing at me so

His burning eyes in the darkened sky
sparkle mockingly because they know why

Once twice the die was cast
thought may be this time things would last

Only the man in the moon knows my tears
he has witnessed my solemn fears

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





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TRUTH

There was a little girl who thought that there was a compassionate guy out there in the world but her mind was clouded with their complements and the masculine touch.

No guy cares, or at least the ones she has encountered in her short eighteen years, for those she can vouch.

Thought she could trust as her mind was under a powerful spell he whispered in her ear, "I only want to make you feel good."

She looked at the full moon lighting up the sky and for one moment in time she really, really thought he would.

Should have known he only wanted to have a little fun, what a typical selfish boy

To talk like they love but to act like they hate treating the woman they cross like a toy

The one thing in their mind is not the girl's ruined fate

Now she's alone won't say a word figures its to late

She wishes she could tell someone so he won't do it again

But she can't because she already experienced too much pain

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





HOMECOMING QUEEN

Fate
Luck
Split second decision can make all end
Life takes a wide turn so tell me the right motion
around about just to face reality
again
I'm sick of the laughing
tired of the excluding
angered by the impact
Of the perfect body, flawless face
want it, need it, seize it
devour until empty clones
walk side by side in the hallway to math class

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





FOREVER

I want him here beside me
but a real us could never be

To feel his warmth around me
results in quite a misery

Could never linger in a kiss
One night was all I had to savor erotic bliss

Again, another had me for a fool
Guess I forgot the rule

Never give a damn about another
Unless he wants to be more than a lover

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





TRIBUTE

This is a tribute to all the people that have caused me to feel like s***
The ones that sit on their high pedestal of popularity and beauty but have no wit

I'm sorry I'm not like them or their kind
That's probably because I like to use my mind

Thanks to all the tears you caused me
pain suffering misery stinging like a bee

It'll please them all to know
that they cause all this sorrow

Thanks for telling me that I don't belong
I'm sorry that I got the answers wrong

Thanks for not sitting next to me
picking me last and shutting doors on my fantasy

It's okay I've excepted defeat
I know I'll always be beat

I have one thing they don't have want and need
My own personality with which I'll succeed

I commend them for being all the same
Now I'm not the one that's lame

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





TRIBUTE - TO OUR INNOCENT VICTIMS

Is he really guilty, or is he not?
No one really knows him because we cannot go into his mind
If he did it then why? If he didn't then who did?

I stand as a Christian strong and proud, as a man stands before trial not before my God but before God's people.
No one can really judge him or not, we cannot go into someone's mind, we just cannot judge. Do we have the right to judge? I ask my Lord, do we or not?
So many people died, victims of a madman, or at least that's what they judge.

What are my tears for? I think their searching for the truth, I wish I could find it somewhere,
maybe it was in the rubble, or check the piles of ashes on the ground.

Should we kill this accused man of death? Or will we be like him, because if we kill him, are we not doing the same thing?
That is if he really did it.

Why do we kill, is it for revenge? Or for the salvation of our hurting souls.
May God help me piece together my soul.

My God, you know. Give me an answer if you could.
Why do people kill? Why do they lie? I think its because they are human and humans one day die.

My memory is small but my vision is very clear.
Many children were burned and torn. Did you see this my Lord?
If you did then why didn't you stop it. I love you my God, you know what is best.
Why does it have to hurt so much?

We will all one day know the truth,
I my God will know the truth and then I shall be saved.

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





GIVING IN

No ties No emotions No heartbreak
Get real
I could never promise anything so without compassion
So why did I give in
Don't tell me it wasn't anything important
For me it was
More than I realized More than I wanted
More than I ever wanted
To give in

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





ALONE
(abandonment)

To only have one night with you
save the feeling of your soft touch
caressing my innermost desires

remain in that dark splendor with you forever
against pure cotton sheets
beneath my willing soul

all this taken away
left with memories
of attraction

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





THE SMALLEST

Glance upon my jaded life
wake up and breathe in the vapors of stimulating reality
as one morning
I realize I'm only a grain of sand
Look into the well as the clear water turns
a circumvented path uninterrupted
until
a pudgy pebble plops down into it
splash
as it sinks to the cursed bottom
Not a minute later the water appears
unjeopardized
Decades later a girl peers into the depth of the great stone well
yelling her name
not thinking of the water that once was
but of her own echoed name.

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





OLD FRIEND

I can't believe that you would change so fast
It was only last month when I saw you last

May be I was blinded by your beautiful baby blues
holding my hand and looking ever so thoughtfully certainly were not good clues

I would have never known you liked another
would never have imagined that she would be your lover

Your told me yourself that she wasn't the one for you
so what's a girl like me to do

I guess the best thing is to forget your name
since she is not the only one to blame

after all it takes two to kiss
at least that's one clue that I'll never miss

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





SUNRISE

Gray stricken day
settles upon the blue specks of the horizon
as I sip on my morning coffee
remembering the shadows
chased as the clock says midnight
steam slowly seeps from the cup
into my face
awaiting
the surprises that this day will bring

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





DREAM

Tears cascade down
as the pain remains unbearable
choking on my last breath
one wish
a hope
to be loved
as much as I love
my pulse quickens
soon it will be over
I'm not ready
not yet
I have so much more to give
only to be accepted
was what I was after
don't lock me out again
I haven't the strength to find the key

Copyright © Anna Danilewicz, 1999
turtlesoupoo@gurlmail.com





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