keeping secrets ch.7
so we hopped back into the jeep and took off for some dance club. "hey, what does jc stand for?"
i asked.
"it stands for joshua chasez" he said "why?" he asked
"just wondering" i said. when we got to the club the bouncer acknowledged jc by saying "hello mr.
chasez, your table is waiting."
"thanks" jc replied and slipped him some money. We walked in and over towards an empty table. i
was about to sit down when he said "oh no, no more tables tonight". He pulled me out onto the
dance floor. we danced for about 6 fast songs and let me tell you that boy can get down. Finally
a slow song came on and jc pulled me close to him. our hot and sweaty bodies touching made my
senses go wild. i rested my head on his chest and he put his arms around my waist. i closed my
eyes and took everything in. after awhile i heard jc singing softly in my ear.
"Josh?" i asked
"hmmm?" he said
"What song is this?" i asked.
"She's all i ever had by ricky martin" he said
"oh" i said. i rested my head down for the rest of the song. when it was over the dj came on and
said,"Ok people we're gonna speed this up a little with i want you back by nsync".
"lets take a rest and get something to drink" jc suggested. i agreed and i went to the table to
sit down while jc got the drinks. he came back with 2 waters. "jc" i began.
"yeah?" he asked
"where are we? hiking?" i said. come on we're at a club we need some real drinks. i got up and
and went over to the bar. a couple minutes later i returned with: lemons, salt,shot glasses and
a bottle of vodka. he eyed them wearily "I have to work early tomorrow morning" he said. " you
need to live a little" i said. i straddled him sitting in his chair and kissed him and let my
tongue explore. i pulled away and he said "well ok but just a little". i licked my wrist shook
some salt on it, poured him a shot, and got a lemon slice ready. he took my wrist licked it,
tossed down the shot and bit into the lemon. he pulled me in for another kiss, his lips tasted
like sour lemon juice. we pulled away and both did some more shots together. i had just fininshed
my 3rd when 2 guys came up to us. through theirs and jc's slurred speech i learned that they were
2/5 of nsync. the one with the funny dreads introduced himself first then introduced his girlfriend
Ari. the other one with the red hair said he was joey, he went to kiss my hand but he got a stern
look from his girlfriend. she introduced herself as jen. they all pulled up some chairs and sat
with us. they joined us in our little drinking game. about 10 minutes later 4 more people were
making their way over towards us. they introduced themselves as justin who was with a girl named
lindsey, and lance who was with someone named diane. we resumed our game but justin and lance
seemed to be sneaking drinks. i didnt really care, i was completely smashed and so was jc but we
decided to get up and dance because one of my favorite songs was on: blink 182 with what's my age again?
so we danced to that and many others for awhile. at about 3am we decided to leave but we knew we
were both to smashed to drive so we had lindsey drive. she got into the drivers side of jc's jeep
and we got into the backseat. justin decided to follow us in his car for lindsey. as we sat in
the car on the way to my hotel my hands began to wander, they strayed over to jc's pants where
they began to trace circles near his knees and then move up. they found their way to the outline
forming in his pants. i leaned over and began to kiss his neck and moved up to nibble on his earlobe,
"are you going to come up?" i asked........
keeping secrets ch. 8
"do you want me too?" he asked.
"Do you even have to ask that" i said. he nodded yes.
i felt his hand moving under my shirt and as soon as i felt his hand on my skin i gasped,
"god his hands were so cold!" i thought but it felt good on my hot skin. just then lindsey
announced that we had arrived at my hotel. so jc and i untangled ourselves and got out of the car.
lindsey handed jc the keys and ran over to justins car where he was waiting for her. jc pulled me
close and pushed his lips against mine and his hands began to roam right there in the parking lot.
But I pushed him away and said,
"wait until we get to the room, we wouldn't want any fans to see us together would we?"
We quickly ran inside the hotel where jc tried to hide his face and the bulge growing in his pants.
we rushed into the elevator just as the doors were closing. and that is where we cmae in contact
with a fan of the worst kind. This particular one was was a 12 year old who believed that sometime
in the future she would be marrying jc. So as soon as she saw him and she began screaming. OH MY
GOD!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE JC FROM NSYNC!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he was so drunk that he wasn't really paying any
attention, he just smiled and said 'Yep thats me". She ran over and threw her arms around him.
he gave her a little hug, and then she asked "who is that?" all snotty like. and jc's like um....
"I'm his sister" i said
"good" she said "I wouldn't want you moving in on MY MAN!". luckily it was our floor so we got off
and just as the doors were closing i grabbed jc and kissed him. her mouth dropped as she saw what
i did, but she couldn't do anything because the elevator had closed and moved on.
"I'll race ya to the room" i said.
"ok" he said
"ready...set...go" I said. I pushed him over as I took off but he caught up to me as I was trying to
open the door. He slid his arms around my waist and began sucking on my neck.
"You know, that doesn't help me" I said. Finally after about 5 tries I got the key to work,i walked
in and pulled jc with me.
"I'll be right back" I told him. I walked into the bathroom, and splashed some cold water on my face
and looked into the mirror "God what the hell am I doing?" I asked myself. "This is not what i am
supposed to be doing, he is my story not my lover. Im just getting the story, They are just a story,
he just a story" I had to keep reminding myself that. i splashed some more water
on my face patted it dry and walked out of the bathroom. "didya miss me?" i called out. i looked
over and saw jc passed out on my bed. He looked so peaceful there so i let him sleep. He was
sprawled out across my bed so i carefully moved him over and slid in next to him. as soon as i
closed my eyes i fell asleep. When I awoke the next morning jc was just getting out of bed.
"hey sleepyhead" he said.
"hi" i said "where are you going?" i asked. i glanced at the clock it said 7:15 am. god it's too
early i still had a headache.
"I have a photo shoot and a meeting with my manager. you're welcomed to come to the photo shoot
if you'd like. The other girls will be there."
"ok," i said "but i have to shower and get ready first".
"ok no problem i have to make a few phone calls if thats ok" he said
"go ahead" i said. i went in the bathroom and started the water and made it hot and steamy just
the way i like it. i got undressed and stepped in. i closed my eyes and let the water stream
over my body, and turned around to face the water so i could wash my face. Thats when i felt 2
strong arms slide around my waist and pull me close to him.
"can i join you?" he asked. i nodded and turned to face him. There he stood naked with water
streaming over his muscular body. god he was so sexy!(note- my step father just walked in my room
at this point and scared the shit out of me! ok back to the story). "sorry about falling asleep
last night i was just so tired" he said.
"thats ok" i said
We began to kiss each other hungrily and he pushed me up against the wall. he placed kisses under
my chin and down my neck to my chest where he began to slowly suck on my nipples. first one then
the other. i ran my hands through his hair, a low moan escaped my lips. he made his way back up
where my mouth awaited his. we let our tongues explore each others mouths. I slowly began stroking
him with my pointer finger and thumb then made my way down. I blew on the tip and began sucking,
slowly then faster, every once and awhile dragging my teeth up and down it.
"baby don't tease" he said. i moved back up placing little kisses on his chest as i went. I finally
found his mouth and we began kissing each other hungrily. he pushed me back up against the wall
but pulled away for a second, "are you ok with this?" he asked
"please" i said.
he positioned himself and and began to enter me slowly at first the faster and faster. i wrapped
my legs around him and we moved together in perfect tune. we reached our peaks together. "oh josh!"
i moaned.
"kelly" he managed to get out. we kissed one last time and pulled apart. jc began to wash my back for me .
i turned and took the sponge from him and began rubbing it over his chest. i ran my fingernails down
his chest. "Dont even start again, we have to get going" he said. i fininshed washing my hair and got
out leaving jc to finish washing up. i wrapped myself in a towel and walked out. i dug in my suitcase
and pulled out a pair of black satin panties and a bra to match. i put them on and and stood there
trying to figure out what to wear. i decided on my khaki cargo flares and a black tank top. i was
drying my hair when jc walked out of the bathroom. he was wearing just a towel around his waist
(ok now i know you are all picturing this. nice huh?) i turned back around to finish my hair. when i
was done i turned back towards him and he was done getting dressed. I went back into the bathroom
and out on my makeup. 5 minutes later i was ready. i walked out of the bathroom and he pulled me in
for a kiss before we left.
"You do realize that there can be no touching, kissing, groping, or feet episodes when we leave
this room right?" he asked me.
"yeah i know" I said. " we are just friends"
"in everybodys eyes we are just friends, we walk apart not right next to each other got it?" he asked.
"yeah although "just friends" dont do what we just did in the shower" i said
he smiled "i know" he said slyly
we walked out the door and i grabbed his ass.
"hey" he said.
"sorry i just had to do it" i said. he laughed and we walked to the elevator.
Keeping Secrets ch. 9
As we waited for the elevator I made a mental note to talk to all the guys' girlfriends, and get the scoop on as much as i could. the doors opened and we walked in, the elevator was empty and an idea formed in my head. "hey jc" i said
"huh?" he asked "you know we could make this elevator a fun place if i pushed this button right here"i said pointing to the stop button.
"dont tempt me" he said "i have to get to this photo shoot otherwise lou and johnny will kill me,
but if we didnt have anywhere to be i would jump you right here and now".
"I might just hold you to that" i said. just then the elevator doors opened and an old man and woman
walked in. they were holding hands and he gave her a little kiss on the cheek. they were holding towels and in their bathing and got off on the 2 floor where the pool, sauna, and workout rooms were.
"Ohhhhh old people are so cute!" i said.
"i know they looked so cute, i think thats cool that they still have a little spark in them at such an old age," jc said.
We finally arrived at the ground floor and walked out of the elevator. we walked out of the hotel and jc said "now where in the hell is the car?". we seached for a couple minutes and then found it.
Jc drove for about 20 minutes and pulled into a parking lot. the sign on the building said "playgirl",
(no just playing,) it said teen people. we jumped out of the car and ran to the bulding seeing as how
we were already a half hour late. as i opened the door I ran smack dab into big fat balding man.
He immediately began ragging on jc about being late. "we got side-tracked" he said glancing at me.
i tried to hide my smile, but lou gave me a nasty look and said "jc you know the rules".
"yeah i know" he said "well hurry up and get into wardrobe, god you look like you slept in those clothes!" lou said jc smirked and said, "well, at least i took a shower this morning"
"well that just makes my day so much better knowing that" lou said sarcastically. "get going" he said and pushed jc toward a door down the hall. I started to follow but Lou told me that i had to go with him. I got the whole speech about keeping their reputations in tact, and not letting anyone especially the press know about our little fling as he called it. I found it quite humorous that he was telling me all this and i was the one he was really supposed to keep information from. He brought me to a room where two girls were watching tv and talking to each other. "wait here" he commanded me. I walked in and recognized them as some of the girls from last night. The blonde on the left was lindsey and the brunette was....oh shit i didnt remember her name. when i walked in they smiled, and lindsey said "so how ya feeling today?"
"the bottle of asprin has been my good friend today" i said smiling. I sat down and the girls were watching american pie. "so..." i said. i reached in my purse, hit the record button on the recorder and pulled out a pack of gum. "want a piece" i offered. they each took a piece. so you're lindsey, justin 's girlfriend right? i asked.
"yeah" she said.
"sorry i was a little too smashed to really remember anyone or anything. "im really sorry but i forgot your name" i said
"im diane, lances girlfriend" she said.
"oh thats cool" i said so how long have you guys been with them?"
"almost a year" lindsey said.
"about 7 months" said diane.
"wow i've never been to a photo shoot before what do they have to do?" i asked
"basically?" diane asked "they stand in different poses for 3 hours and get their pictures taken.
"so what do you guys do for that time?" i asked
"well we usually just hang out and chat about what has been happening in the life of nsync, like crazy fans, or things like that." that sounded really boring so i decided try and lay down because my head hurt. i fell asleep quickly and lindsey and diane resumed what they had been talking about before i had come which was how drunk lance and justin had been last night.
"man j was so drunk last night, i hate it when he is like that, he gets so full of himself and
thinks that he's the fucking king of the world." lindsey said.
"i know what you're saying, i mean lance is supposed to be the shy one and the gentleman of the group,
but last night he was hitting on all these girls and he was being the worlds biggest ass when he '
pulled those two girls out onto the dance floor. although i laughed my ass off at him when he started to dance with both of them. god that man cannot dance and it gets worse with alcohol!!!". said diane
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