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| Chapter 4 The words repeated over and over in JC's head like a broken record, "You're the father....you're the father." JC shook his head and jumped up in frustration. "That is NOT possible Justin! We JUST got together. There is just no way, no way at all." JC said angrily as he paced around the waiting room. Stef sighed and knew that they needed to tell JC what was going on, and what had happened the night of the party. "Josh, why don't you calm down, and have a seat. We have to explain something to you." Stef said quietly. JC sat down and drew a deep breath, unsure of what was going on. "Okay, remember that night of the party?...." Stef trailed off into the story..... *Flashback* "Chris, I don't think that's a good idea." Stef said uneasily. "Oh sure it is Stef! Come on! Live a little! What's it gonna hurt? They never drink that much, and I'm sure they're hilarious when they're drunk!" Chris replied laughing. "Okay, just don't give them too much." Stef replied walking away, unsure of if letting Chris spike Melissa and JC's drinks was a good idea. Chris fixed up their drinks and gave them to Melissa and JC, making sure to keep the drinks coming. About 30 minutes later, JC and Melissa were totally drunk and acting a little wild, and were all over each other, both not knowing what they were doing. As the party continued, everyone kinda forgot about JC and Melissa, figuring they were too drunk to move. JC leaned over and started to nibble on Melissa's ear, making her totally hot. She tilted her head to the side to give him better access as she closed her eyes. He stood up and staggered a little, as he grabbed Melissa's hands as they both trudged up the stairs to JC's room. Everyone was too drunk and too busy dancing to notice the drunk pair heading up the stairs. *The+next+day* "Oh shit." Stef gasped as she walked into JC's room to see JC and Melissa lying in bed together. She ran out of the room and got Justin and explained to him what had happened and what she saw. They both decided that the best thing to do, was to carry Melissa back to her room and pretend nothing ever happened. They both knew how much they liked each other, and knew what kind of problems it could cause them if they found out what had happened. They only did it in order to look out for their friends. They didn't think any harm would come out of it. *two+months+later--the+present* Melissa woke up and felt extremely sick to her stomach. This had been going on for a few days, and her period was late. But she knew that she couldn't be pregnant. She told Stef what was going on with her, and Stef about passed out when she heard Melissa's symptoms. "Melissa, I love you, and you're my best friend. And I think you need to have a pregnacy test done." Stef stated quietly while looking away from her confused friend. "Stef, I don't understand. There is no way I can be pregnant." Melissa stated with a confused look on her face. "Yes there is Melissa, and it's all our faults." Stef replied as tears spilled over her eyes. "Stefanie, I DO NOT understand! There is no way I could be pregnant!" Melissa yelled with tears in her eyes. Stefanie sighed and wiped the tears away from her face, knowing she had to fess up and tell Melissa everything that had happened. "Well, that night we had the party here, Chris spiked yours and JC's drinks, he didn't mean any harm by it, but ya'll got really drunk. And you guys must've snuck up to JC's room when we were all dancing. Cause the next morning, Justin and I found you in JC's bed with him. We freaked out, knowing how much you both liked each other, and we were scared that it might effect your relationship, so Justin carried you back to your bed, and we pretended nothing happened. We didn't think anything would happen!! Oh my god Melissa, I am so sorry...."Stef finished as she started crying harder. Melissa suddenly felt very dizzy and sick. She didn't know how this could happen to her. Now she understood why Stef wanted her to get a pregnancy test. Chances were, she was pregnant with JC's baby. *2+hours+later* "Oh my god Stef...what am I going to do?" Melissa cried as tears fell down her face as they looked at the blue stick in Melissa's hand. Stef wrapped her arms around her best friend. "We'll work this out, everything will be fine. We need to let JC know though." Stef said quietly while rubbing Melissa's back. Melissa only nodded. Scared to think of what this might do to her and JC. *End+Flashback* JC sat there in shock. Melissa was pregnant with his baby, and he never knew it. Tons of emotions pounded through his body, hurt, anger, frustration, fear, but most of all, his love for Melissa. "When were you guys planning on letting me know about this?" JC questioned, his tone of voice harsh. "JC, we didn't get a chance to even tell you. She just found out yesterday." Justin said looking at his friend. JC sighed and placed his head in his hands, as his mind began to be flooded with thoughts and questions. What if she wouldn't have lost the baby? Would Melissa even look at him the same again? Would she have let him be a part of it's life? JC was confused as to why he was thinking of all of this. Any other time, he would've been furious that they did that to him. But this involved the girl that he loved, and he now knew that he would always love her. ******** JC layed restless in his bed, tossing and turning. His mind was reeling with thoughts. He finally gave up on sleeping, as he reached up and turned his light on. He sat there and rubbed his eyes for a few seconds trying to let his eyes adjust to the sudden change in light. He glanced over at his clock. "Only 8 hours and 23 minutes before I get to see her." JC muttered to himself. He got up and walked over to his dresser and looked at the picture of him, Melissa, Stef, and Justin together. Justin was holding Stef in his arms, and JC was doing the same with Melissa. He picked up the picture and ran his fingers over Melissa's face softly as his eyes welled up with tears. "Why did this have to happen to her? Why wasn't I hurt? Why was it her?" He cried. He sighed and walked over to a nearby chair. He sat down and stared at the picture, getting lost in memories of Melissa. She looked so delicate and fragile in the picture. He felt guilty for never admiting his feelings earlier. They lost so much time. He looked at himself in the picture, and again realized how long he had been in love with her. Before long, JC was fast asleep in the chair, while still clutching onto the picture tightly. *The next morning* indicating what a rough night he had. "Damnit Justin, I wish that we would've told him. I feel so awful." Stef said quietly. "Stef, stop beating yourself up over this. She just found out yesterday." Justin whispered as he pulled Stef into his arms. "What has he been holding all night?" Stef asked. "I don't know, I'm assuming it's that picture of all four of us under the big tree outside that he had on his dresser." "Justin, he really loves her alot." Stef replied as her eyes filled up with tears. "I know baby....I know." Justin said soothingly. *back at the hospital and three nurses rushed into her room to see what had set her heart monitor off. "Quick, go get Dr. Klepper and tell him that Miss Morgan is awake." one of the nurses hurriedly ordered the other as she rushed over to Melissa. "Why am I here?" Melissa choked out. She immediately regreted talking, as she clutched her head in pain. "Miss Morgan, you and Mr. Chasez were in a car accident." Melissa felt like her breath was caught in her throat. She felt very dizzy and scared. "Where is JC? Is he okay?" Melissa whispered with tears in her eyes. "Mr. Chasez is just fine. He was admitted, and then released with a few stitches. He should be here any minute to see you." the nurse said while looking at her watch. Melissa had a strange, empty feeling for some reason. But she couldn't exactly understand why she felt that way. Then it hit her. "Did I lose the baby?" she choked out, part of her knowing that she did. "Yes you did. I'm very sorry." The nurse said quietly. Melissa layed back and closed her eyes, and let her emotions wash over her. She knew she wasn't ready for a baby, especially JC's, but now that she had lost it, it was like a part of her was missing. She was carrying JC's child, a man she truly loved, and she had lost it. She still thought that JC didn't know, and she felt awful for keeping it from him. She didn't know how she was going to face him. They had a long talk one night how trust was the key point in a relationship. "If you don't have trust, you have nothing." JC's voice ran through her head as a tear ran down her cheek. "Melissa?" she heard his voice call softly. Her eyes remained closed, still thinking that it was just his voice running through her head. Her eyes flew open when she felt someone gently wipe one of her tears away. She looked up to see JC looking down at her worriedly. "JC?" she whispered shakily. "Yeah baby, I'm here." he whispered back as he stroked her hand. Melissa sat up slowly as JC sat down on the bed beside her. She took his hand and intertwined her fingers with his, as she looked into his eyes. "JC, there's something that you need to know." Melissa began, but was silenced as JC softly put his finger up to her lips. "I already know." JC said quietly. "JC, I'm so sorry." she replied as another tear rolled down her cheek. "Shhhhh...don't cry." he whispered softly as he pulled her carefully onto his lap, being sure not to hurt her, as he cradled her. She buried her head in his chest and cried as JC held her tightly and rocked her. "I wasn't ready to have a baby. But it was a part of me, and it was a part of you. And I love you so much, and that made everything okay." she whispered as she looked up at him with a tear-stained face. He looked down at her and ran a hand across her cheek softly, as he wiped away her tears. "We'll get through this. And we'll get through it together, and that's because I love you Melissa." He quietly murmured, as he leaned down and placed a soft, sweet kiss on her lips. Chapter Six *The next day takes me away to where I always heard it could be...I heard it could be. Just a dream in the wind to carry me, soon I will be free...." the sweet sounds of Melissa's favorite song lingered through her head, arrousing her from her sleep. She slowly opened her eyes to see all the guys around her bed singing to her. She sat up, and was relieved that her head didn't throb anymore. JC sat down beside her and took her hands in his, as he continued to sing. Melissa felt a small tear rolling down her cheek. JC reached up and gently wiped it away with his thumb. "That'll be one dollar." Chris cracked when the song was over. Everyone looked at him, and just shook their heads and smiled. "What?? I thought it was funny!!" He defended. JC ignored Chris' attempts at making everyone laugh, and turned back to Melissa. "Good news." he whispered smiling. "Oh so there IS such a thing as good news?" she replied, still upset with all that had happened. "Yes baby, there is. You're going home today." he said while stroking her hand. Before she had time answer, a nurse came into the room with a wheelchair. "Just to let you guys know, you're now booked to perform in the rest of the rooms on the floor." she laughed as she walked over to Melissa. "We charge a dollar for our services." Chris continued. "Chris! Give it up!" Lance cried. "What? I didn't do anything." Chris replied innocently. "Well, I'm going to have to ask all of you to leave for a few minutes. You can wait right outside the door while I get Melissa ready to go home." the nurse said. Everyone waved and was on their way out the door, except for JC who lingered behind. Melissa looked up at him and grinned. "You have to leave too baby. Just because you're my boyfriend doesn't mean you get to stay." Melissa giggled. JC looked down at her and silently pleaded with his eyes, not wanting to leave her side for a second. Melissa pulled him down to her and softly kissed his lips. "Just go wait outside, this won't take but a second." she whispered before placing her lips on his again. JC smiled at her before walking out the door to meet up with the others. "Well, the doctor told me that she was going to be very emotional the first couple of weeks. She may not show it right now, but she's being torn apart by losing the baby. And he said that we all needed to be there for her to help her get through this. Especially you JC." Stef stopped to look at him before continuing. "He also said that she would go through a period of major mood swings, depression being the one she would experience the most." "Well, I know this is going to be hard, but we're all going to have to be there, and to keep her mind off of this." Lance added. Everyone nodded in agreement as the nurse emerged from the room pushing Melissa in a wheelchair. "This girl is ready to go home!" the nurse laughed. "Well, we want her home." JC added as he looked at Melissa and smiled. Everyone walked outside and stopped as Lance pulled the car up. The nurse helped Melissa up and whispered in her ear, "Hold on to him honey." she said as she looked at JC. Melissa smiled, "Oh I will. I don't plan on letting go." *Back at the house~* "I'm going to go upstairs and lay down." Melissa replied tiredly. Everyone looked at her with worried looks. "I'm FINE you guys, I'm just tired." Melissa cried as she turned to go upstairs. JC sat at the table feeling helpless. He wanted to help her so much, but he was unsure of how to. He finally got up and started walking towards her room, as he knocked softly on her door, and walked in to find her laying on her bed with tears rolling down her face. He walked towards her slowly and sat down on the edge of the bed. "Melissa, what's wrong?" he whispered quietly. "Nothing's wrong JC!" she snapped. "If nothing's wrong, why are you crying??" he said, starting to get frustrated. "You wouldn't understand! You don't know what it's like to lose a baby!" She sat up and yelled. "The hell I don't understand! It was my baby too you know!" JC snapped back, immediately regreting yelling at her. But she wasn't the only one hurting. Melissa looked at him in shock, then she looked away. "Yeah, but you wasn't the one carrying it." She muttered. "Melissa, it was STILL a part of me that you lost! You're not the only one hurting here!" JC cried as he stood up and walked towards the door. Melissa cringed as JC slammed the door, then she collapsed to her bed in sobs. Chapter 7 JC stormed down the stairs. He was upset and frustrated with the way Melissa was shutting him out, but most of all, he was upset at himself for taking it out on her. It wasn't her fault, and he regretted it more and more with each passing second. "Whoa, JC, what's wrong with you?" Justin asked as soon as he saw JC. "Nothing." JC snapped as he grabbed his keys off the table and started towards the door. "Josh, what's going on?" Stef questioned, walking into the living room. "For the last time, NOTHING!" he screamed as he slammed the door shut and ran towards his jeep. "Damnit." Stef muttered to herself as she ran up the stairs towards Melissa's room. Stef stopped in front of her door and heard loud sobs filtering from the other side of the door. She knocked softly. "Melissa?" she called out. "Leave me alone!" Melissa screamed in reply. "Melissa, just open the door and talk to me." Stef urged. "I said leave me the hell alone!" she spat out as she continued to cry. Stef stood there for a few more minutes, when all of a sudden, an errie silence filled Melissa's room. "Melissa?" There was no reply. Stef started to get worried as she knocked on the door again, and still got no reply. Stef tried to turn the doorknob, and found that it was locked. "Justin!" Stef screamed as she ran back down the stairs. "What Stef?" Justin came out of the kitchen and met her at the bottom of the stairs. "Melissa is really upset, and she was crying, and now there's nothing coming out of her room and the damn door is locked." A look of fear swept across Justin's young face as he raced up the stair's to Melissa's room. He knocked on the door and called out her name, and got the same response Stef got, silence. Stef was standing beside Justin as he backed up. "Look out Stef." Justin commanded as he reared back and kicked open the door. They both raced into Melissa's room to see her hunched over in a corner, unconcious. "Damnit, call her doctor Stef." Justin said as he rushed over to her. Stef ran out of her room and raced down stairs to call her doctor. Justin picked her up in his arms and layed her on her bed. He then rushed into her bathroom and got a wet washcloth and put it on her forehead. "Melissa? Come on girl....wake up." Justin whispered quietly. Justin and Melissa were very close. Almost like brother and sister. They shared everything with each other, and it killed him to see her like this. A part of him wanted to go out and knock some sense into JC for doing this to her, but another part of him understood why JC reacted that way. Because he loved her and cared for her, and his emotions were all mixed up. "Justin? Her doctor said that she just passed out because of all the stress, and to just try to keep her calm." Stef said as she walked back into the room. "I also called JC, but he has his cell phone turned off." Justin looked back down at Melissa, and noticed her eyelids fluttering a little. "Melissa?" Hey eyes opened slowly as she looked up to see Justin hovering over her. She tried to sit up, but Justin slowly pushed her back down. "Oh no you don't. You scared the hell out of us, you're gonna just lay here for a while." "No Justin, there's something I need to do, I have a phone call to make." she said quietly. "JC has his phone turned off." Justin said, assuming she wanted to call JC. "No, I don't need to call him." she answered. "Well, who do you have to call?" he asked. "The airport." she said as she looked away. "What?? Why the airport?" "I'm going back home to Arkansas. I can't stay here any longer." CONTINUE |
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