The End Of All Things And the Beginings Of New Ones
Your Life is like a Spring Blossom, A Summer Rose
Fresh with new life and great dreams ahead
Mine is like an Autumn Flower, Winters Lilly
Willted and fallen with but a short time left upon this world
Good bye Old Friend
My peaceful rest calls me forth
The endless slumber of eternity beckons me now
The sleep from pain, sorrow, hatered, grief
and wishes never to come true
Dont feel sorry and don't cry
Have no regret because all things in this world
come to an end
Some day many years from now yours will come as well
But I am called now, the cold grip on my shoulders tells
me that sleep awaits
Some of us were not ment to meet again in this world
Dont worry I will see you again in a little while in the
place where no shadows fall............
Joe Bridges April 29th 3:00 a.m. In the year of the Storm Ninteen
Hundred and Ninty Nine

SAD
Im feeling a little low,
Time is running ever so slow.
Feeling like I want to cry,
Lifes so crap, I want to die.
Nothing in the world is worth this pain,
My existance on earth is only causing strain.
The weather inside my head is thunder,
Is it all worth it? That I wonder.
When describing my life, you have to swear,
Will I ever wake from this nightmare?
Ill go to bed early and rise the next day,
And hopefully my problems will all go away.

My Sadness
I met you with a cold and silent heart,
And now I can't bare to see us apart.
Sometimes you anger me and that may be so,
But I love and I won't let you go.
Through thick and thin you were there,
Yet sometimes delivered a cold,harsh stare.
Our time has been fun our time has been grand
But now life has delt us a disturbing hand.
Our joyous time must come to a hault,
And for some reason I feel,as if it's my fault.
I wish we had more time to spend with each other,
I'm just so sad we don't have forever.
But I'm loving now and I'll love you till the end,
I'll thank you forever,
You are my DEAREST FRIEND.
Lisa Randel HEY_JOE@prodigy.net

Untitiled
I quit, it's no use, all efforts in vain
I struggle, I pry, this cage brings me pain
This cage has a lock, a lock with no key
What's in can't escape, forever bound they will be
I've tried with my tounge
The lock to pick, to set them free
But I mumble, I stutter, I stammer
My tounge's not the key
Fingers and wooden cues
I present them in a tune
But nothing's noteworthy
The struggle resumes
My tounge or a tune
These keys always fail
So I try with my actions
Maybe they will prevail
I jerk, I turn, I twist
I do everthing right
But even this key won't fit
I give up the fight
All methods are lost
No more keys exist
They remain locked eternal
In this dark caged abyss
I tear up in a corner of lonliness
My wretched familiar home
Crying out in utter silence
The cage remains closed
Who's got the key, where is it?
These questions frustrate my mind
But such questions are useless
They just waste my time
Written by
here's another one.....

untitled
What's wrong with me
who do I think I am?
What's gotten inside me?
I don't know, but I can't let it out.
One blink and I'm happy
The next blink and I'm sad
Who am I kidding though?
I'm not really happy
It's just the song I like for you to hear... sometimes
The real song is ugly, I don't think you want to hear it
Wait... you do?
No, no you don't, trust me, it hurts my ears to
Do you mind if I ask you a questions?
No, it's not too personal, I'm not a personal guy
Where does your song come from?
I mean, is it real, or just fake and two-sided like mine?
You don't have to answer
Just blow me off like everyone else
I'm used to it, I've even begun to like it now
I like the taste, the taste of pain
To some it's bitter, they quickly spew it out
But me, no, I chew it up and swallow
Say, could I have some more?
Don't pass me your's though
I only eat off my own plate.
Written by jwilkins@kirk.anderson.com
EMAIL HIM AND TELL HIM 'IT'S OK'
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The Loosing Game
Roll the dice,
Heart Pounding,
Close my eyes and prey,
What will the dice say?
Winner! I hear,
Feeling Faint,
Money, Money, Money.
Gambling isnt funny.
Putting on more money,
Kissing the ticket,
Will my horse win?,
Or will I lose everything?
Lottery numbers too,
Dream of what to buy,
Balls rolling your way,
You havent got a say.
Cant afford to go out,
Say all day at bingo,
Fun for a few hours,
Bills pile up like towers.
Nichola Firth
Jan 99

LOST
Comments - Email CHRISTAL06@aol.com
LET ME SEE YOU SMILE AS I DIE
TAKE ME,AS MY BODY BURNS,
LET ME SEE YOU YEARN,WHILE I CRY.
YOU TAKE ONE STEP OF YOUR OWN AND YOU STEP ALL OVER ME.
SILENCE NOW THE SOUND,MY BREATH THE ONLY MOTION AROUND.
LOST SIGHT OF MY SOUL AND IT'S VOID,THINK I'M UNFORGIVEN TO THIS WORLD.I WISH
I WAS DEAD,NO TIME FOR MOURNING.
IN HIDING HATE THAT BURN'S INSIDE,
WHICH ONLY FUELS YOUR SELFISH PRIDE.
THERES NO ONE LEFT TO BLAME,
ALL FACES LOOK THE SAME.
IM FORCING MYSELF TO SMILE,A STATE OF SELF-DENIAL.
IS IT WORTHWHILE?
LIE'S ARE WHAT YOU TELL ME,ADORE ME AS I DRIFT AWAY.....

ABUSED
Comments - Email CHRISTAL06@aol.com
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU,A THOUSAND TIME'S MORE,
YOU LEFT ME LAYING ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR.
YOU TELL ME NOTHING BUT LIE'S,
I CAN TELL BY THE LOOK IN YOUR EYE'S.
YOU FEED ME NOTHING BUT PAIN,
YOU LOCKED ME UP IN A PICTURE FRAME.
YOU CAME BACK FOR MORE AND MORE,
LEFT MY INSIDE'S SO SORE.
I WOULD SCREAM BUT NO ONE WOULD HEAR,
YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ALL OVER ME,YOUR THE ONE I FEAR.
COULDN'T YOU FEEL THE PAIN I FELT,
YOU TIED ME UP WITH YOUR BLACK BELT.
I TRIED TO FIGHT BUT YOU USED ALL YOUR MIGHT.
YOU PULLED ME DOWN TO THE COLD FLOOR,BANGED MY HEAD AGAINST THE DOOR.OVER AND
OVER AGAIN,I COUNTED TEN.
YOU SAT DOWN TO REST AND DRINK YOUR BEER,
I STILL FEEL THAT YOU ARE NEAR.......
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, A THOUSAND TIMES MORE,
YOU LEFT ME LAYING THERE WITH FEAR ON THE FLOOR......
YOUR GONE NOW FOREVER..LOVE YOU???......NEVER!

VOICES
Comments - Email CHRISTAL06@aol.com
VOICES, VOICES IN MY HEAD,
THE BULLET'S IN MY GUN,
MY LOVER,HE'S IN HER BED,
MEMORIES.....DEAD
NOWHERE TO RUN,
NOWHERE TO HIDE,
NO FAMILY,LOVERS OR FRIENDS,
YOU FALL INLOVE THEN LIFE ENDS....
VOICES,VOICES,GO AWAY....
VOICES,VOICES IN MY HEAD,
THE BULLETS IN MY GUN,
MY LOVER,HE'S IN HER BED,
LOVE IS WHAT I FEAR AND THEN I RUN......
~VOICES,VOICES,VOICES...
............BANG.....VOICES,VOICES.....

SINNED ALONE
Comments - Email CHRISTAL06@aol.com
BLOOD FELL FROM ONE CLOUD,
IT WAS HIM,EVERYONE BOWED.
THE WORLD TURNED INTO NOTHING BUT DARK,
TODAYS THE DAY,HE'S MAKING HIS MARK.
PEOPLE SCREAM,PEOPLE CRY,
IN THIS BLACK SKY,THERES HATRED IN HIS EYE.
EVERYONE VANISHED IN THE AIR,
I'M ALL ALONE,CRYING WITH FEAR.
WHY DIDN'T I GO?
IS MY DEATH GOING TO BE REAL SLOW?
I FINALLY REALIZED,IM ALREADY DEAD,
THERES NOTHING TO BE SAID.
I HAVE SINNED AND NOW I PAY,
I REALIZE THAT THIS IS THEE ONLY WAY.....
ALONE |