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Down in the city streets, the sewer's smoke...

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UNCONSCIOUSNESS

There you go with your pathetic envy
Envy me, envy you, envy the burnt on her skin
There are no solution for your protection
The sun will burn your skin without mercy
From your toes to your lovely chin
You will fry by living in oblivion

You forget what the sun is good for
You loose your mind to parade before your enemies
You get invisible sequels to look like a goddess
And the reflection on the water is your mentor
And he will ask you for royalties
And then the decay will start, endless

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WHEN

I won't be more or less
We ain't no more a curing placebo
In disgrace when it goes zero
Located nowhere here comes the last burden
Lost and reborn, I play too much with my ego
Be sure to let it go, before it knocks at your door
End this nightmare that ain't farewell
Grace of the lord above that blesses our Dulcinea
On the road to the final set
No one will lead you when you'll be gone
Endlessness is more than an answer

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THE PERFECT END

I know one sure good way to fight Aphrodite
I know one way to follow the path of the light
I know one big way to meet the maker
It's not in the sky that were made the faker

I know one rule you should never break
I know one heart you should never take
I know one woman that should have been mine
But you can't possess the continuum line

I know one thing that I'll do for sure
I know one thing that I love to endure
I know one person that I want to make cry
I will jump in the lava and Kids will die

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OVER AND OVER AGAIN

Doom to live the same nightmare over and over
I wasn't able to get over the feeling that I lost something
And then she appeared in a smile but with a gun behind her back
I knew I should have turned her away
This wasn't the bargain I need
I'm a cash machine without the greed
I know I won't let her go away
I know that I died too soon
I saw the gentleman taking her for a ride
And giving her to the lonesome bride
And I was there when the truck met her
Doom to live the same nightmare, over and over

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UP DOWN OF LEFT AND RIGHT IS

Such a perfect mess
Unleash version of you
Identified by the point on the "i"
Complexity of my mind that makes me been synthetic
I don't want to be I
Dead end of someone who's already dead
Erase my mind or make me die

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IF YOU UNDERSTAND YOU MIGHT BE DEAD

I hate to look in the mirrors because I lie
I cross my finger when I see a black cat
Even in the middle of the light
I know we are out there to fight
I lie because I believe that we are all here
I pray because there may be someone above my head
I pray because I know we might be dead
I will be eaten by worms and shared to the rat
I'm not afraid of death and that is a lie

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FURTHER

Le chemin le plus long que j'ai pris
Jamais un arrêt pour me reposer
Mais plusieurs chutes dans les bas côtés
Toujours plus rapide et plus loin
Cette envie qui agît comme un putain de frein
J'en ai marre de planifier mon trajet
Encore un chemin qui mène au rejet
Plus je m'approche du but et plus je suis une brute
Sans état d'âme et sans réflexion
Sûrement le plus grand des histrions
Je me joue tous les plus grands coups de pute
Je donne des leçons alors que je n'ai jamais appris

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KREEK

I just came back from the lilac park
When I met the queen of umbrellas
In the spin of the winds
The invisible spiral gave the tone
I was aphone
What will I tell to my fellas
Silence is a good payback

I just went to the silly school
Where I met the alcohol fool
We drank all night long 'till the Chu Chu stop
I was in a cell with a female cop
No one was busted
With the queen of umbrellas with a dirty bed

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LE VOYAGEUR

J'ai vu un pays plein de blanc et de froid
Qui nous repoussait toi et moi
Le vent chantait des chansons pleines de frissons
Nous nous refroidissions
Et lorsque le brouillard s'y mêlait
Et que nos pieds gelaient
Nous nous sentions bien
Si loin

Les pieds blancs, avançant doucement
Toujours plus lentement, seulement
Tous les rideaux s'ouvraient dès qu'on les passait
Les dames d'hiver nous regardaient
Elles pleuraient et nous glaçaient
On avait si froid mais ça nous plaisait
Ces grands voiles blancs
Plein de soupirs et de sang

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I don't want you to understand
I don't want to make glass of sand
I don't want you at all

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All that scars on my body
Melting iron burn my soul
I love the feeling of aches
I feel like I could die and I like it
No one can say it isn't true
Same as always we deny what is reality
And every one who's asking for answers
Now I'm about to tell you
Endless pain is the source of jive

Infinite

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COWARD

Do you think that I can feel hate or love? I will lie if I say that I don't, I do... I did, but I don't want to feel anymore, any kind of feelings, I don't want to get hurt, I don't want to hurt no more. I didn't like to feel that way before, now every time I think, I'm hurt, the stupid brain inside my skull makes a wound every time it makes a moves. I'll never calculate again, I'll keep lying to myself and I'll keep keeping my eyes looking at the ground, and I'll stay in the closet with the door closed, I love to be that kind of blind, the one that allowed you not to see, not to see what's in front of you, I don't like blindness that let you go in heavens for a few while and when the fall comes the wound is great, I won't let you come down, only because I won't recall you or any one, I'm off, you are all dead, that will make me feel well... maybe

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TERMINUS

I am so gorgeous, I touch the walls, that hurts
I am so happy to get to the end of the line
So happy to die without being blind
So happy that I cry
I can't wait to be fried

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BIG CITY

Je me suis paumé dans un quartier malfamé
Où les gens sont méchants rien qu'en te regardant
Où leurs pensées font mal et nous mettent à leurs pieds
Où les regards sont lourds et méprisants

Je me suis dépêché de passer cet endroit
Où la terre ne tourne jamais à l'endroit
Où l'envers du décor est la réalité
Où tous nous travers passent à côté

Je suis arrivé à la porte de la ville
Où la sortie m'empêchais de rejoindre ma vie
Où les gens tout à coup s'éparpillent
Où tu as compris que tu as toujours demeuré ici

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SUNLIGHT

I'm tired of facing you in the mirrors
I broke the glass, I cut the leash
I turned out the light in the hall of mirrors
And I've prepared your last dish

I'm kind of exhausted when I listen to you
I cover my ears to avoid your comments
I know this won't help it to be true
And I think this has no sense

I was a tornado, full of stamina
I took all the dope to fly away
I shoot the birds on the trip to Valhalla
And now I'm stuck between the rays

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LYING ON THE GROUND

Guardian angel where have you been?
Guardian angel my dreams aren't clean
Guardian angel, my life is full of non sense
Guardian angel, my lines are senseless
Guardian angel, one last dance
Guardian angel, I am a mess

Why the hell am I talking to a tree?

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IN THE SHOWER (pathetic song)

Deal with it, I'm a drug addict
Deal with it, my veins are full of shit
Deal with it, needles are in my district
Deal with it, there ain't no heat

Like this is a surprise for you
Like you didn't know anything about blue
Like this is a ray of light coming through
Like you gonna leave me, not you!

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Ah, tu es plein d'idées
Ah, moi j' passe à côté
Ah, je me suis dévoilé
Ah, je suis très embêté

Ah, ah, ah, ah...

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Driving me insane, won't drive you in the good place
Giving yourself away, won't give you the lord's grace

Touching the sky when you know one has already fried
Following the rules because Draco made them die
Just for a little something like a soft lie
Just an omnipotent where glittering has tried

Killing yourself to live until they come to your door
Killing yourself to live until they knock you down

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H.A.

So now I know your pain, I can't get it out
So now it's stuck in my brain, I want it out
So now you are crying for help
I'm here but I'm out

Tomorrow I will go under the tunnel of the rivers
Tomorrow I will go further and fight the poisoned ones
Tomorrow I'll be there
I'll be there and I'll be gone

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1+1 = 2 ; 2+1 = 1 ou 2 ; 1=0 ; 2=2x1

Je voulais voir les perles de rosées glissées le long de son visage déchiré par la mort d'un trop long naufrage, sauf que pour assisté à cette évènement, il fallait beaucoup plus qu'un peu de cran. J'étais à cran tant que j'ai glissé mon visage et que je l'ai déchiré tout le long de mon naufrage qui m'emportait peu à peu vers la mort.
J'en ai vu des vivants qui jouaient aux morts jusqu'à ce que le temps les rattrape et joue de leurs raisons sans raisons car ils avaient tort, et ils sont morts. J'étais mort avant d'avoir joué, cent raisons d'avoir le temps de rattraper les vivants et leurs raisons, et leurs torts.
J'ai poussé une charette le long d'un fleuve plein de vies et d'envie qui enivre la vie jusqu'à ce qu'on reconnaisse notre sens. Mes sens s'enflâme par le chemin du fleuve qui pousse ma charette d'envie, ivre jusqu'à ce que je renaisse con.

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POLYGLOT

I want you to know that I am too slow
I am on the cash and I write between two lines
I am off the clash and I light between two lies
I want you to grow when I am too good

I'm not in your bad mood
I don't want to fire when you had already start
I don't want to hire when you had to be smart
I'm not in the good spot

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CANDIES

For all that good time that we shared
Ended in pleasures and rejuvenations
Lots of people wanted us to stop our heresy
And so many just got envy
Then our passion started to fade away
In the way of delighted times we melt
Oh I liked it

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BEAT

This man that didn't like to talk
Never say too much, to touch
He loved his wife, you can't imagine
When he knew she'll die of a terrible disease
He just decided to accompany her all along the way
He took her to the beach, they fished without worms
He took her to the mountain, just to see the snow
He made her laugh, even if she didn't speak
By looking at her eyes you knew she was happy
When the end was near, he killed his past
She said "Thank You", he killed her and
He put the gun against his head
He pulled the trigger, they are together
Happy

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WINDY AUTOWAY

And I try, and I get your message
And I'm dry, and I want to turn the page
And I pray, and someone answer me
And I stay, may be it wasn't him

And I stare, and you look at me
And I see, may be it wasn't me
And I share, and it's free
And I would be, and it will be

And You'll see, and you'll come back home
And You'll be, my wisdom under the dome
And You care, don't care about me
And You dare, say it was only me

End of the line, it's time to get out of the bus
End of our time, there is no more chance for us
End of the day, you are my only one
End of our day, komm mit mir auf die autobahn

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1+2=1

I'm getting frustrated by the light of the moon
Cuz it is too bright and it shines my spoon
I'm getting confused by the meaning of life
If it's just about me then I'll get a knife

I'm living around a house in the mellow ground
With a giant man that is about two hundred pounds
I'm sticking with the glue that you left to me
With a big tube and the smell makes me feel dizzy

I'm looking up the moon just disappeared
I'm not ruthless but I start to feel the greed
I'm waiting for the signal to start the countdown
The number are numerous but I'll stay in town

1+1 = 2 and 2+1= 1
I'm the Mathematician of the unkind
22 awakes my desire of one
I'm so ready to be blind

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ARROW

Je ne peux pas continuer à faire cela
Je ne peux plus te prendre dans mes bras
Car lorsque je t'ai je ne pense plus qu'à toi
Et c'est pour cela qu'entre nous on est tous las

Je ne veux plus continuer à te mentir, oui encore
Je ne veux pas te rendre tes mémoirs d'Angkor
Car lorsqu'on se voit je ne fais plus d'efforts
Et c'est pour cela que l'article est mort

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DID I FEEL LIKE THAT BEFORE?

I've seen the morning light but it made me blind
I've seen the purple light, I was of her kind

I've been thinking too much, always happy endings
But when you awake, it really aches
I'm tired of those dreams
I'll never get the crown of her realms

I'm not of her kind, I'm not of her world
But I feel so close, what is it that's wrong
Me or may be the wanting song
May be I'm the one from another world

Well, I need the river
I already got the Moon and I know I will have the beach
I just need the laugh of the river
To both smile back to the Moon, on the beach

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NAWAK

I hear your voice, in my head and I scream
Another wet and bad wake up in the morning
Another dream that turn out to be nightmare
I don't want of the fantasy, that's just a flare

When I get out of the tube, I look around
And when there is no trace of you
I'm feeling like a rat of the underground
Dirty, lonely among thousand, do you?

I'd like to talk francly, like in the mirror
My thoughts are good, but I'm afraid of the corridor
I'd like you to tell me what I want to tell you
I want to be a sticky paper and you the glue

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BIRTH

J'ai tant peur que cela reprenne
Je veux pour une fois tenir les rennes
Mais le problème est que je ne connais pas la direction
Je connais un ou deux chemins, comme celui de la maison.

Je n'ai plus peur du noir, mais de l'espoir
Celui qui me tourmente à chacun de tes au revoirs
Qui me transcende presque chaque soir
Je veux tes bonjours endormis, mal polis et abrutis

Je veux écouter les vagues avec toi
Qu'elles claquent le sol pendant que toi et moi
Nous regarderont le spectacle du ciel, pantois
C'est tout ce que j'attends de ma courte envie

Rallonge ma vie, raccourci mon envie
Chasse de moi les sales écarts de mon vit
Tourne moi en bourrique, refais ma vie
Je n'attends plus que tes envies de fruits

Pour la vie

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ENFIN

Je ne sais plus, si j'ai gagné ou perdu
Je ne sais plus, si je suis parti ou venu
Je ne sais plus, si je ressens ou ne ressens plus
Je ne sais plus, si je suis rasé ou velu

Je ne sais pas, si tu es proche ou loin
Je ne sais pas, si c'est le début ou la fin
Je ne sais pas, ce qu'il advient de moi
Je ne sais pas, si tu n'es plus toi

Enfin je sais que je ne sais pas
Enfin je sais que je ne sais plus
Je sais seulement que tu es moi
Tue moi et je ne serai plus

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I sent memories back to earth until I received a message back... So deep, I almost believed she got it... But someone else caught the memories and told me that it was exactly what she was looking for... Memories... Never, ever cross two desperate souls... Flowing with the whisky falls... The memories of hard nights are better... Didn't she tell me we had to clip together?... Well now I know that I should have focussed on the first reason why I sent those memories back... For her... And I met a mystifier... Lovely mystifier... She stole my memories...

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UNTIL YOU DIG

How deep can you dig?
I'm preparing myself for the falling
I'm hanging in my tree
Ready to jump on the dumps
Sin, lord of the moon
Take me as high as the peak
So I can finally jump

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Je sais que tu n'arriveras jamais
A prétendre que ne l'aime pas
J'ai vu, des montagnes de mensonges
Des comme ça, même pas dans mes songes!
A prendre avec des "je ne veux pas"
Je sais que tu ne dis pas vrai

Je vais te prendre par la main
Et te montrer les différentes routes
J'en connais, des milliers qui vont là
Des belles ici et là, même des sans croix
Et te parler des rapides autoroutes
Je vais te montrer tous les chemins

Cesse de parler, ne m'écoute pas!
Je veux que tu n'écoutes personne, ok?
Personne d'autre que ton "moi"
Moi je te donne des cartes pour t'aider
Cesse de pleurer, arrête pour une fois!
Je veux que tu sois bien, tu le sais?
Je veux que pour une fois tu penses à toi
Toi tu as les cartes pour avancer

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I TOUCHED THE WIND

The wind blows up my mind
The wind, one of a kind
The wind, you couldn't unwind
The wind, that is so fine
The wind, you'll be mine
The wind, color of time
The wind, just for one dime
The wind, have mercy
The wind, eternity

Grace, lord of above, the wind touched my soul, I touched the wind. The winds of Thor were blowing cold, now I know what that means.

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SENSELESSNESS

I don't how much longer we can take it
I don't know how long it will last
Until he finally take the hit
And pull the trigger 'til the blast

Confined in a box between the bricks
I don't know if I can kiss the ticks
I don't know if they'll suck my blood
I'm pushed into their pool of untold

Born the day of the sun
The sorry man wait for the shogun
He got bullets and shotguns
But he's dressed up like nuns

I don't know if we can make sense
I don't know if we'll touch the ground
We are living underground, bound
We are struggling for the unkind, Odens

I knew that you couldn't understand
I knew you were out of the band
Come in and enjoy our depravation
We are food, you are starvation

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MIROIR

J'en ai marre d'être en face de toi
De te regarder comme un éclat
Alors que tu ne l'es pas
J'en ai marre de toi

J'en ai marre de voir tous ces défauts
De devoir les planquer derrière des rideaux
Qui lorsqu'ils tombent sont milles poignards
Qui font hurler les sales braillards

J'en ai marre de penser à ce qui serait si...
Si seulement les baffes que je te mets
Te cachaient ce mauvais reflet
Mais tu aimes ces claques si, les autres aussi...

J'en ai marre de ces jeux à deux
Qui finissent par abîmer les yeux
Qui tourmentent pour si peux
Qui me font tomber du pieux

Je ne serais pas vieux

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