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INSANITY

THIS IS DEDICATED TO ANYONE LOST IN THEIR OWN WORLD.

LORD PLEASE LET IT RAIN ON MY FACE,
SO THAT IT COULD WASH AWAY ALL MY TEARS.
LIFE IS A NEVER-ENDING RACE,
FILLED WITH SO MANY OF MY FEARS...
SO I ESCAPE,
ONLY TO FIND THAT I, AM TRAPPED,
IN MY CREATED REALITY.
THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN ON ME,
I KEEP ON GASPING FOR AIR,
I CAN HEAR MY HEART BEATING,
I CAN FEEL MY SOUL TREMBLE.
THIS IS MY FAULT,
THIS IS MY MISTAKE,
DUE TO MY MISCONCEPTION.
THIS IS MY UNKNOWN DIMENSION,
IN WHICH I HAVE DISTILLED IN ME,
AND HAVE CHOSEN TO LIVE IN,
MY CREATED MISERY.
MY MIND IS PREOCCUPIED,
FILLED WITH ILL INTENTIONS,
I, AM TUCKED DEEPLY INSIDE THIS WILLOW NIGHTMARE.
I WANT TO LET GO OF THESE HOLLOW LAYERS OF REDEMPTION,
BUT IN ME THEY ARE COILED.
ALOUD I HEAR THE BECKONING SOUNDS OF EAGERLY ANTICIPATED DEMAINS.
IT IS UP TO ME TO RECOIL AND REKINDLE MY SANITY,
FOR I , AM THE ONLY ONE THAT HOLDS THE KEY.
MY THOUGHTS RIDE LIKE TIDES OF CRIMSON PASSION.
I AROUSE MY MORAL INTEGRITY,
I FANTASIZE OF CONTEMPLATING BLISS,
I OVERLOOK THE BREEZE OF LOVE'S IMMORTAL,
I IGNORE MY HEARTS COMMAND.
LIKE STONE I STAND TO WATCH IN DISMAL ARRAYS OF CONFUSION,
I SO UNKNOWINGLY CREATED.
AS I THE DREAMKEEPER ONLY CAN CREATE THE DREAMS,
THE REALITY THAT WAS ONCE IN ME IS LOST,
MY RECOVERY DEPENDS ON ME.
I WILL HOLD THIS WORLD,
AND IT SHALL LIVE INSIDE MY CREATED REALITY,
FOR TIME STANDS STILL TO ME.
I MUST FIND MY SALVATION,
I MUST REGAIN MY SANITY.

SIDE BY SIDE

THIS IS DEDICATED TO ANYONE THAT HAS MADE YOU A STRONGER PERSON AND HAS MADE
YOU GROW. THANK YOU!

THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE,
THINKING WHILE MY EYES ARE SETTING ON YOU.
YOU MUST HAVE BEEN SENT FROM MY FATHER ABOVE,
FOR YOU WERE MADE FOR ME TO LOVE.
I AM THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING GIVEN TO ME,
NOW BECAUSE OF YOU I AM ABLE TO SEE.
I HAVE A CLEARER VISION OF WHY WE ARE HERE,
WHY IN LIFE THERE'S THINGS WE FEAR.
I GO THROUGH EVERYDAY,
THANKING GOD AND I PRAY.
FOR NOW NO LONGER DO I FEAR,
EVEN IF THE END IS NEAR,
EVEN IF THE END REACHES HERE,
BECAUSE YOU ARE HERE BY MY SIDE.

MYSELF
THIS IS TO EVERYONE THAT HAS LIVED FOR SOMEONE, BUT THAT PERSON HASN'T LIVED
FOR THEM.

WHEN YOU LEFT I WAS LOST,
FOR YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE I LOVED.
I LIVED MY LIFE EACH DAY FOR YOU,
AND THERE WAS NOTHING I WOULDN'T DO.
I WASNT SURE HOW I WAS GOING TO COPE EACH DAY,
WITHOUT YOU TO GUIDE ME TO SHOW ME THE WAY.
YOU ABANDONED ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THERE,
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO LOVE ME JUST HAD TO CARE.
OH HOW I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE,
SO I COULD LET YOU KNOW HOW I LOVE YOU DEAR.
BUT MAYBE THIS IS FOR MY BEST,
THIS MIGHT BE GOD'S SENT TEST.
SO I CAN GROW BY MYSELF,
AND LEARN TO LIVE FOR MYSELF.
I'M NOT LIVING FOR YOU ANYMORE,
JUST FOR ME FOREVERMORE.

CRUSH

FIRST TIME I SAW YOUR SMILE,
INTRIGUED BY YOUR STYLE,
I WANTED TO MAKE A MOVE,
BUT FELT I SHOULD KEEP A LOW PROFILE.
SO I SAT IN DEEP CONTEMPLATION,
COMING DOWN TO MY IMAGINATION,
I SAW YOU AS MY NEW INFATUATION.
I KNEW ONE DAY IL'D MAKE YOU MINE,
BECAUSE YOU ARE OH SO FINE.
I'M WILLING TO GIVE YOU ALL OF MY AFFECTION,
I HOPE WE CAN MAKE THIS INTO A LOVE CONNECTION.
I AM WILLING TO RISK A CHANCE,
AT THIS THING THEY CALL ROMANCE

UNTITLED

WHEN I SEE YOU I TREMBLE,
I LOSE ALL CONTROL.
MY BODY IS YEARNING,
WANTING SOME MORE.
I WANT TO FEEL YOUR BODY ALL OVER MINE,
I WANT THIS SENSATION TO LAST TILL THE END OF TIME.
I WANT YOU TO CARESS ME ALL OVER AND HOLD ME CLOSE TO YOU,
THIS FEELING IS SO FAMILIAR AND SIMULTANEOUSLY SO NEW.
ALL I WANT IS PLEASURE,
I'M TRYING TO AVOID THE PAIN,
SO JUST PROMISE......
YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE ME STANDING OUT IN THE RAIN.

FRIEND
DEDICATED TO MY BEST FRIEND MELISSA

YOU ARE MY CHOSEN FAMILY,
YOUR MORE THAN A FRIEND.
YOU'VE BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU,
WHEN NO ONE WAS AROUND,
YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE TO BE FOUND.
THOSE SO CALLED FRIENDS CAME AND WENT,
BUT WE REMAINED THE BEST OF FRIENDS.

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