Poetry by - Joseph R PHILLIPS - Send your comments to Joseph vantose@usa.net - Poetry - http://maxpages.com/nichola/Joseph_R

From Me to you

When...I think of you.
I turn blue.
I lay awake at night with only.
My thoughts of you.
When...I think of you.
It hurts me so.
To think of you.
Your my dreams and my pain.
You feel so closes but your so far.
When...I think of you.
I wonder if my love is true.
I realy don't know what to feel.
But ifs its true.
Then its for no one but you.
When...Think of you.
I think my love is true.
I realy miss you.
Oh how I wish.
I could hold you.

By. Joseph R.Phillips

I would like to dedicate this to Katrina Powell....
With out her my life would be alot darker...
Word can't express how I feel about her......

Life-N-Death

Life

You start out thinking you know it all...
You end it knowing nothing....
All you work for, all you become.
Is gone in a flash...
Peole frinds will never be the same...
You change grow leearn...
You see things differnt...
Things that uses to be everything...
Are now nothing...
All things are equal..
Yet diffrent...
Life is not to be under stood...
But lived to its fullest....

Death

You fear it but you don't under stand it...
Life is followed by death...
Death is not to be feared but welcomed..
Its the end of one cycle and the start of anouther...
It is only nature that brings it...
Only the dead under stand it....

Joseph R. Phillips

The Long Distance

Its a long way...
To go for you...
Its hard to see the further...
On my way to start over...
Its the past that has cursed me...
Thats not the life I want for you...
Its what I have done...
The pain of it still hurts me...

It seems so far from me...
The things I want to give you...
Its gona be a long battle...
To over come my past...
Its not gona be easy...
The distance is great...
Its your love..
The beleafe you have in me...

It is the thought...
Of being with you...
It makes me want to fight...
To go the distance...
It makes me forget the past...
To hope for the further...

Joseph R. Phillips

I would like to dedicate this to Katrina Powell

Long Gone

Hay that man has lost his mind....
What man your the only guy here....
Oh man, we've lost our mind.....
We who your the only one here.....
Oh man, I've lost me mind....
Siting out late one night....
I happen to notice my head was not right......
I begin to think about what it was that was gone....
Then I realized...
I had lost my mind....
I started to talk to my self....
Like crazy people do....
I tried to rember...
When it was...
I had lost my mind....
As I begin to shout....
My mind was gone...
I have no sanity left...
I'm to crazy for you all....
Theres nothing left up stirs...
Just an empty head...
No one will site by the freak....
But I will causes I'll fit right in.....
Its been a long time now....
My mind is long gone.......

Joseph R. Phillips

Things Change....

I look back at the past....
Remembering the things I use to do...
My friends I miss the most...
The times we would sit up late....
Just talking the night away....
How I miss the way we would laugh the night away...
Things are different now...
My friends are all gone...
They mover along......
I don't know why I'm stuck in the past...
I guess I just miss the was things was....
Drinking the night away....
Playing our games...
Screwing our lives away....
Cruseing the dogs with a drunken rage...
I miss how they would stand at my side....
No matter if I was right or wrong...
Now I know to cherishes the moment....
Cause things change.....
They never stay the same.......

Joseph R. Phillips

Pain

As I sit here in the dark...
All I can feel is pain...
I have nothing else left...
The only thing I see is my death...
As I site here in the dark...
All I have is my hurt....
Now days all i want...
Is for my pain to end...
As I sit here in the dark...
Wishing my pain was gone...
Hopping the last of me would go numb...
I just sit back and look for the end...
As I sit here in the dark...
Hopping my life would end...
Thinking of all my past sins...
I know where I'll be going...
As I site here in the dark...
Knowing where I'll burn...
No worse it could be...
It must be better than the life I lead...
As I sit here in the dark...
Just looking for a way to get away from my pain...
My life I must end...
A new hell I must begin...
As I site here in the dark...

Joseph R. Phillips

A Day In The World

The sunlight is blocked by acid rain clouds...
But thats ok, because there is a hole in the ozone....
The trees are dieing.....
But thats ok, because we can't see them though the smog...
We can't hear the birds though all the noise...
But thats ok, because who wants to hear birds die.....
The water is grey....
But thats ok, because who wants to go swiming with dead wish....
Everybody is at war...
But thats ok, because big business is makeing money....
Kids are dieing from radiation poisoning....
But thats ok, becausewe have nuclear power....
We dump wast in the ocean....
But thats ok, because we don't live there...
The erth is being destroyed.....
But thats ok, because we got green paper.....
People kill people....
But thats ok, because who would want to live in this world anyway????

Joseph R. Phillips

Its Over

People come and people go.
I always liked to watch the show.
Now most of you are gone.
Buster Brown drunk on the floor.
Wolf howling at the moon.
StarBuck is spaced out.
GMan on the hunt for love.
Ashton playing her games.
Sot stoned to the bone.
Clover gone long ago I miss her.
K a true frind to almost all.
Tink what can I say .
Herb confused and even more confused.
Kat no her own now.
Spice I love her.
And Kris always there for me.
Things have changed.
They will never be the same.
The room is dead now.
The end is near.
The fun is gone.
Now I'm sad to say.
I'll miss it all.
The time is here.
The time to say By By Everybody....

By Joseph R. Phillips (Vantose Vezeren)

Dark Sole

Life is here..
Death is near..
Now its time to find...
Something to live for....

Life is here...
Death is near......
I see nothing worth....
Liveing for.....

Life is here...
Death is near....
I'm ready to go....
Its my time to die..

Life is here...
Death is near....
Now I see some thing...
Maybe something to live for.....

Life is here....
Death is near.....
Its to late now.....
Its over for me......

Life is here ...
Death is near....
I see the light...
It might be what I need...

Life is here..
Death is near..
Now I see death comeing for me...
I'm ready to fught....

Life is here..
Death is near..
In the darkness of the night...
My life I may loses..

Life is here..
Death is near..
With the pain of my life...
The darkness of Death comes for me....

Life is here..
Death in near..
Now the light shins on me...
The light I can see tonight...

Life is nrear..
Death is near..
The light shins bright...
I head for it to night..

Life is here..
Death is near..
For now i live though the night....
For now I'm in the light....

Better Then Dropping The Soap In A Prison Shower....

My life is bad...
My life really sucks.....
Some times I would...
Rather get poked in the eye with a sharp stick...
Then go though a day of my life...
My life is bad....
My life really sucks.....
Some times I would.....
Rather get set on fire....
Then go though a day of my life.....
My life is bad.....
My life really sucks.....
Some times I would....
Rather get beat in the head with a club...
Then go though a day of my life....
My life is bad....
My life really sucks....
Some times I would....
Rather be put in a pit of snakes...
Then go though a day of my life....
My life is bad....
My life really sucks...
But at least its better.....
Then dropping the soap in a prison shower......

By Joseph R. Phillips (Vantose Vezeren)

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