Father
I think of you some but not as much anymore
Worrying about the whole situation leaves me sitting in a bore
But still some days its more upsetting than a bore
I thought I told myself I wouldn't let it get to me I thoguth I swore?
Dad it hurts it makes me cry
You have your new family and I don't even get a try
Sometimes I wonder if I got sick and died
Would you cry?
Would you wish that you had treated me differently then you did?
Only now goodbye would be your last bid
What am I supposed to do?
Sit around and wait for you?
Only why am I asking you? you pay me no mind?
Maybe someday the answers I will find.
Susan Danielle Annis
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