"Loneliness"
By: Vanessa Perkins
My hear it acheing
My heart is breaking
There's an emptiness I feel that won't go away
It's there every minute of everyday
All the heavyness, and the pain...
Is nearly driving me insane
I am so lonely, and feel all alone
Why can't I find a sweet and caring guy, to call my own
Each day feels the same as the one before
And all these emotions I feel, I can no longer ignore
An ocean of tears roll down my face
As I hope that my depression and loneliness will soon be erased.
Copyright ©2000 Vanessa Perkins

Alone
She sits in her own corner all by herself
She feels like someone stuck her back on a shelf
When she cries no one hears its like her tear turn to ice
She prays that someone would be nice
And say hi or even smile when they walk by
Only they don't even sigh
So everyday in school she sits in her little space
Wishing someone would see the loneliness upon her face
She just wants a friend by her side she can do anything only she doesn't
realize she already can.
Susan Danielle Annis

ALONE
I set here late at night.
Trying to think of something bright.
Like my children that are so hard at play.
And keep me company thourghout the day.
The green grass and blue skies above
And the wonderful gift of Gods great love.
The beautiful stars that light the sky.
The mischievous look in a childs eye.
All these things are wonderful and great.
For a while you forget the worlds hate.
But what does it all mean. The world and above.
If for you, this late night there is no one to
Share any love.
Alan Hart

"My Heart Will Go On"
There are sometimes I feel that I am so alone,
However each new day does set a new tone.
We must learn to deal with what comes our way,
It seems so hard even for me, to know what to say.
Some days it feels like I do not know where to begin,
"My Heart Will Go On", even when my patience is thin.
Some days of turmoil seem to just keep going on,
However the depth of my love will be so strong.
I know that there are angels watching you and me,
Their songs are of love, you can listen and see.
We are surrounded with love by friends we met,
So many that were strangers on the Internet.
There must be good days ahead for all that care,
I'll keep on writing and all that I have to share.
Some day there must be some peace for you and me,
I hope be happy again, and maybe shout with glee.
My love and always with pen in hand, Sandy
http://home.earthlink.net/~sandysstudio

Alone
Crying
Oh so softly
A drizzle upon my ears
How I wish we could be together
How it hurts not to have you near
Almost everyday I think of you
That simple smile
Eyes so blue
Cringing in despair
Reality gripping,
Tearing,
My heart to shreds
Alone
Life isn't fair
So they say
But how I wish
They were mistaken
Laughing in glee
I could prove them wrong
Faltering I fall down
Slowly at first
Gaining speed at last
Until I land
Alone
Aching
Oh how it hurts
But I have to be alone
It was meant to be
A sad, sad fate
But the only one that I can see.
.-CB-.
cangel2@hotmail.com

A Distance
I am here,
wondering where you are.
I see you every day
but I can't get enough of you.
You don't know who I am
and you never will.
so I wonder and ask why,
but I'll never get an answer
and I'll never understand that lie.
It's not your fault,
It's mine.
I saw you and I knew,
and I let my feelings of you to go straight to my heart,
and it's painful.
I isolate myself,
because there is no other way.
Sara Maye
e-mail: IceGrn1013@aol.com)

Lost
running always running
its so dark i cant see anything
i stumble and i fall
when i turn to feel the ground for the object
that took my balance i find nothing but cold damp earth
i rise and run again
i dont know where im going
i dont know why im here
i dont know when ill stop
i dont know if ill find what im looking for
i scream and i cry but im never heard
why cant i see????
by cassandra CassieJoF6@aol.com

Alienated
Surrounded by people, yet alone
yes that's right, it happens
when you are smiling, talking and laughing
but from inside your heart is broken
and no one can see those tears.
Sometimes, life comes to a stand
you think everything is fine but its not
you think your life is in order
but its not
you go about doing your business as usual
and pretend that nothing is wrong
but deep down there is an empty feeling
which bothers you
you ask yourself; what's wrong?
everything seems to be fine
and you are miserable
you don't know what to do
that emptiness surrounds your heart
and you are with people yet alone.
Written by FUNMANJIM@aol.com

"Goodbye"
When you look at me.
I feel as though you are tring to fall in love with me all Over again.
You are trying to hard.
It is not working.
I know you don't love me the same.
When I see you cry.
I knew why.
You and I are not working out.
I hate to say this.
I think it is time to say Goodbye.
By:Samantha Thompson

Pain
When pain hits in the heart
it hits pretty hard
Soon your heart will become a puzzle
and you would be all comfortable.
You thought it would go away,
but little did you know it wasn't that way.
You got all depressed
and you became a mess.
You sat down to think, what was it that you did,
soon you came to realize, it wasn't your fault
he was the one who got caught.
Waica Robledo

'Last Night'
Last night I tried to talk to you
Hoping to make things better
So I stood there and poured my heart out
In the rainy weather
You looked me in the eyes
I said that you needed some more time
You just wanted to be friends
But maybe someday you'd be mine
I didn't wanna cry again
I've shed too many tears
So I all did was scream and yell
I wasted my whole year
Thanks a lot of all the tears
the agony and the pain
But later when I find someone new
You'll be the one going insane
Amanda

Alone
Always alone
In a crowd full of people
Always silent
In the midst of chatter
Soul screaming
So loud
That no one can hear it
Heart bleeding
So much
That it seems part of it all
Mind knowing all
But knowing so little
Body accepting
Trying to change what it can't
Not succeeding
It all comes together
Into a person
Screaming, bleeding, and knowing
And they wonder why she feels she needs to leave
To everyone else
She seems almost perfect
pretty popular and smart
but when she looks at herself
she feels only disgust
for the person that is there
and the parts that are not
Wondering why she ever let those parts go
she sits by herself
silently tears flowing down her face
Crushed into a corner
to never return
to wait forever
for something that won't happen
Looking down through eyes that aren't hers
But are
Pretty popular and smart
Screaming bleeding and knowing
She's gone
And the person that is left
Isn't me

Alone
Written by Apejo82403@aol.com
I got on
So scared to sit alone.
I see a "cool" guy.
"Can I sit with you?" I ask.
"Yeah, but . . . " he said.
So it happened
So young, innocent, not knowing
what to do.
Deep inside I am screaming
for help.
With everyone laughing and not
saying a word.
All I could do was be quiet . . .
so I could be "cool."
He told me not to tell
So nothing happened.
He would not be the star he is
today,
If I would have told anyone.
The memory,
I will never forget was when . . .
"I was so scared to sit alone."

Who Am I?
Written by Angel Gillman
Who is this person that I am,
Trying to find my identity.
I have nothing to lose or gain,
But respect for myself.
Who am I?
The more I try to figure it out,
The farther I get away.
Trying to find myself in this world,
Wanting to know myself.
Who am I?
No relatives, No friends.
I'm all alone with strangers.
What happened to me?
Will I ever find myself?
Here I lay all alone,
No one to hold onto.
No one to say it's o.k.
No one to talk, too.
I don't know anybody.
I don't have nobody.
The gentle breeze trying to help me.
Helping me remember my memories.
The more I try to remember,
The less I know.
Who am I?
By: Angel Gillman |