CHAPTER 1
“You always abandon me, and you never forgive me, even if I apologize to you many times, Finn ! I hate you, I hate you to be indifferent to me, I know I had made a mistake and made you hurt in the past, but I try my best to recover and surrender myself to you still you never give me a damned, I hate you Finnerella so much coz you think you are too high to be reached by me, although I try every night to surrender myself, still, you never touch me ! You are stubborn, Finn, as a mule! You think that you had no mistake and you are always right, who do you think you are? You are so confident just by being able to get along with Bobbie, my Son? You proud yourself just by having so many girls admiring you madly and having sex with you ? Let me jot down, Finn, start from Airin, Your secretary Nadya, and your friends abroad in abundance! They all are shits Finn, you never know what true love is! Don’t be so stupid Finnerella! Don’t be!” Estella shouted to Finnerella out loud. “You know Finn, I arranged a divorce, just to be with you, just to make our dreams come true, but you never talked to me, even asked for once, and now here a copy of my certification of a divorce ! but now it is of no use, Finn, you hurt me so much Finn ! a lot ! I have decided to live alone without you ! You will see Finn, I could live alone without you !” She shouted.
They were in the Finn’s bedroom in the morning, until Bobbie came into the bed room in hurry, to know what’s going on with them. Finnerella just kept quiet and looked at the floor, she felt so weak to hear those words come from Estella mouth, the most beautiful lips she had ever had. And when Finn saw Bobbie, Bobbie ran to Finn and gave her a Hug. Bobbie was looking at her mom surprisingly, the boy never see his mom to be angry as much as he saw this morning, and he was a lil bit afraid of his mom himself.
“Bobbie, come to mummy, Let’us go! And never come back to her” Estella took her son and went to the other bedroom, that usually occupied by Bobbie. Estella packed the things of Bobbie’s, and she put Bobbie on to bed, let him sit in quiet. She kept silent for a moment, she was feeling guilty of creating this inconvenience for him. “Bobbie, please forgive me, it doesn’t mean that mommy get angry to you, we need to go from here, far away from Mommy Finn”, Said Estella. Bobbie just kept silent, and as the steps taken by Estella to leave Bobbie to Finn’s bedroom, Tears were falling down from Bobbie’s eyes to cheecks one by one.
Estella came into Finn’s bedroom, and took her clothes and goods, to be packed in the bag, and left the room and carry Bobbie and left the apartment by closing the door so strong. Finn just kept quiet and saw whatever Estella has given her this morning. And then she stood up and came close to the window. She was trying to look around and seeing the leaving of the person whom she love so much. She said to herself, Estella.. you never know… you will never know. Slow and so soft she began to cry…
Finn was still in her ambiguity memorizing all the things they shared together, and all the paths have been made durings the times flying in her life. She then convinced herself that she didn’t deserve to have a dream... Finn a lil bit surprised when someone was knocking the apartment door. She walked thru the bedroom and living room to open the door. There was a man infront of the door. She openned the door and what a morning surprise to meet the husband of Estella was standing infront of her face. “You never give up, Finn? After you stole my wife’s heart, and now you want to take both of them for you” Harry said while at the same time push Finn’s shoulder. They came in three. Harry came in first and the others follow and closed the door. Finn stepped backward. “What do you want from me?” Asked Finn to Harry. “Hahahahaha… harry laugh out loud… don’t ask! You have put my family life into a mesh! And now I will pay the same!” Said harry in a cruel face. “I will let you know how wonderful it would be to have sex with a man, even I bring you along 2 men for you, so that, you will never spoil my wife anymore! You hear me? A-N-Y-M-O-R-E!!” Harry was madly angry with Finn. And then Harry gave signs to both of his friends to take Finn to the bed room and pleased them to do what they really want to do with the girl he hate so much. Harry spent the time in the living room, waited for both of his friends enjoying their “breakfast”. What happenned in the Finn’s bedroom can not be stopped again, although Finn tried resist herself to protect her esteem, her prestige, her life but it was so hard to fight against two strong men who enjoy raping her take turns. And when all the things Finnished, Harry came into the bedroom and hit her face till the blood comes out from her mouth, Finn then fell unconscious.
Harry and Friends, then left her, naked covering by bed cover. And leave a piece of a paper written “I hate you Bitch because of stealing my wife!” Closed the apartment door without locking it.
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