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Above, I see you

I saw you last night
streaking across the sky then fading away, I smiled to myself
not making any wishes, just watching .
I knew my time with you would be short
I just enjoyed the moment while it lasted;
as you were in life
burning quickly and bright then fading away into the night,
and i know now for me
that love at first sight was not meant to be.
Heaven did send you
but i was too young to see

Seeing It All

Sometimes how we feel
We cannot conceal
Be it an emotional bad
Something that leaves us sad
Or one of tremendous love
We are thinking constantly of
Sometimes when we try
To let things pass us by
They grow stronger just the same
Though we refuse to give them a name
Sometimes we linger in emotion
Without a second notion
Of where it will all lead
Or what we may later need
For there is anger, love and fear
Sadness, smiles and cheer
In all the walks of life
Be it blissful or full of strife
It may be only a smile
To keep us going while
We search for meaning in today
Or just take time to play
It may be the friend in you
Which helps to carry me through
Or the touch of my hand
That helps you continue to stand
Whatever the story may be
It is nice to be able to see
All these parts become a whole
Which gradually eases the soul

" Walking in the rain "

By the lake, in the park
the day growing dark
storm clouds rolling in the sky
holding back the tears,
not wanting to cry
suddenly feeling the rain gently falling on my face
wondering why i had come to this place
was it for the memories of you
somethimg i felt i had to do
the wind blowing all around me
chilling my body completely
finding myself walking in the rain
cleaning away my life's daily strain
washing away the stress in my mind
trying to get a better outlook on my life
now my eyes fill with tears
knowing crying won't erase my fears
being alone, with you gone
walking in the rain all alone
making my way back home
with my thoughts and memories
rain dripping on me, through the trees
wshing i could see your face
now i know why i come to this place

Secret life.
In my minds eye, I sit with with you beneath the stars. We share our dreams of a brighter future.
We expose our most intimate feelings, exchanging glances, perhaps blushing at times. Our hearts
filling with the joy and excitement of our love, passion and the prospect of our future. I awaken, turn to embrace you. Your not there. Was it all just a dream? Are you real? Or are you a figment of my imagination. A fantasy of my inner most desires?

"A Point In My Life"

I remember a point in my life not long ago,
I was so hard to get along with... I ran everyone away,
I can't seem to remember why I was that way,
Angry, hurt, tired or maybe just confused,

But over the last few years of my life I've changed,
They say you can't teach an old dog new tricks,
Well maybe we can at least adjust to our environment,
Mine has been blessed with some wonderful people,

I hurt a lot of people in my life and been hurt by many in return,
Karma "is" and everyone will experience it eventually,
Mine is growing in a positive natural rhythm,
I am the happiest I have been at any point in my life,

I think, and of course this is a personal opinion,
That after we reach an inner self awareness of who we are,
Of how we are and what we want,
Our lives become this self projected ideal of "Me",

I have found a love that has taken me to new heights of inner awareness,
I have found out of all the billions of people out there the other half of "Me",
It is the most incredible feeling to just feel loved back,
My future lies with you, we are as lovers should be...In love,

The memory of your touch

The memory of your touch
haunts me
I'm flooded with sensations
images
Breaking my concentration
unbidden

My heart leaps--and falls
Tugging against my mental leash
willful
Refusing to obey my commands

The feel of your skin
Your lips on mine
The current that flowed
Your refusal to stop
Taking me places I've never been

My heart torn wide open
Lying bleeding on the floor
Refuses to obey my commands
Still beats
with love
for you

"Tunnel of Life"

Traveling through the tunnel of life
feelings of existence
some form of pretense
searching for happiness
sometimes getting lost
time seems to fly
years swiftly go by
turning around, moving fast
suddenly the future is the past
living through imagination
hoping for self perfection
pondering aimlessly in dreams
finding courage in life's extremes
each day a new adventure
bad days turn into a blurr
learning to laugh, taking time to smile
knowing your journey only last for awhile
following the blue prints of life
getting ready for when the journey ends
wondering in amazement when a new life begins
hoping for the best
when life puts us to a test
traveling through the tunnel of life
wrong turns or right
enjoy your time, enjoy your life

Reasons
There is not always reasons for how I act,
I try to be there for everyone else and forget about myself.
I try to solve the world's problems and at the end of the day,
I realize that I did nothing for myself.
But by that time I am broken.
Too broken to worry about what I need.
I sometimes disregard these feelings just because I don't care.
Then that moment comes when I realize that I have neglected myself.
That's where the trouble starts,
Because I have gotten so behind and have neglected myself,
I expect the world to do for.
By this time, everyone is tired and finished from their day of hell.
There is no time for my needs.
I must do for myself.
That's when I realize the only person there for me is myself.
I can't depend on or trust anyone.
I've learned that early in life.
Who can change that?
Then in my life you come like a wind which can not be described or heard....
Just felt.
I feel.
I feel that you are part of me,
Present or not, you are always here.
I can't understand that.
Why are you here?
Why do you care?
No one else has, yet you do.
But over all my life, the defenses have been built.
To protect me.
To protect others from me.
I can't let you in.
I realized that I slipped up and let you in.
Now I'm scared.
What do I do?
I push you away and put the walls back up.
It's always safer behind the walls.
There's a door though.
That door is locked and you are the bearer of the key.
You just have to unlock the door.
I know you've tried, and you're tired.
You can't find the key and you're tired of banging on the door.
Misery loves company and I'm dragging you down.
You realize you must do what you have to do.
So you leave.
That's what you feel must be done.
You are waiting for the door to open.
But by leaving, the walls will keep growing.
How can you try to get in when you're so far from the castle.
Are you sure you want to enter?
You leave and I am all alone.
It is not your fault.
I erected the wall and locked the doors.
No one can get in.
I wish it weren't so because I love you so much.
Maybe time will break the lock or maybe it won't.
I speak with many tongues but you don't understand me.
You spoiled me.
Now I feel neglected.
It's not your fault and it's not your problems.
Journey off to where you must go.
Do what you must do.
Just know I will always be me and here.
Me is the problem though.
I can't explain myself.
I don't know myself.
I know you though and with this knowledge I am happy.
Where is here?
In your heart.
In your mind.
With you always.
The way you are.
The way it was.
I can't blame you.
I told you to do.
I can't tell you to stop.
I don't want you to stop.
Keeping going.
Shoot for the moon.
Land among the stars.
I'll be there.
We'll be there.
Now is time for you.
Enjoy it.
I need you.
I need you because I love you.
I love you because of you.
You are and will always be loved.
Words mean nothing.
Action says it all.
You will see.
I will show you.
I love you.

POEM OF LIFE

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
to sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We all were meant to learn some things,
but never meant to stay...

Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know.
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
And when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the lord.

SUCCESS

With your body, open your mind,
Bring up the courage you have left behind.
To have this strength,
To keep the faith,
You can fight the odds
against your fate.
Just believe in yourself
For the dream is alive,
Don't hide your emotions,
Keep up your pride.
You can achieve success
In everything you do,
Just let yourself go
It's all up to YOU!

LOVE IS

Love they say is patient,
Love they say is kind.
It sees beyond another's faults
For Love they say is blind.

Love takes away the me and mine,
Instead it's us and we.
Yours and mine is ours now
For Love is unity.

Love will not deminish,
Or rust or fade with years.
But it will gain it's strength
from time, from laughter, joy and tears.

Love is God's own gift to us,
A present from above.
He gives us peace,
He gives us joy,
But first He gave us Love.

RISK

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out for another is to risk involvement
To expose your feelings is to risk
exposing your true self
To place your ideal, your dreams before a crowd
is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return

To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure

Yet risks must be taken
Because the greatest hazard in life is risking
NOTHING

The person who risks nothing
Does nothing
Has nothing
Is nothing

Self-realisation is harder than
Self Sacrifice

Do You Know?
Just wanted to let you know
just wanted to say
that every moment in your arms
I feel closer to heaven everyday.
every second without you by my side
I sit away and ponder on the love and pride
for you that I hold deap inside.
Though we're not always together
in eachothers arms
I can always feel our love forever
lingering in my soul completeing my karm.
Not enough time in this world to be with you
even eternity is too short for love to tend to
Every long lasting moment with you
is always never enough
how can love be so beautiful when you near
then when your gone it's so tuff.
saying good-bye is always what I fear
I always have to give another kiss
or another touch
or just one more look into your eyes
just so you know one thing is clear
My emotions and feelings for you
are beyond just the words
"I love you"
though very strong
they still can't compete
with the true feelings I have for you can never be beat
I guess I can't say how I feel any better than,
not just loveing you, but being IN LOVE with you.
So I say it again, just to make it clear
There's nothing I wouldn't do
to always keep you near
but for the moments when you're not hear
I just want you to remember one thing is and will always be true
I'm madly, deeply, spirtually, emotionally, and completely
IN LOVE WITH YOU.

Magic

The only true magic that I've known is with you.
How you make my worries disappear.
How you make my dreams come true.
How you make my life clear.
The magic is the love that I'm feeling when I'm with you.
Every glimpse of your eyes into mine
Every soft embrace of your touch all over my body
makes my lust, my desire, my passion, my love for you grow and expand through me
as I return these feelings and emotions
through you with my long soft kisses
as I hold you tighter and closer to my heart.
Never wanting to let go of you.
Never wanting to feel you break away from me.
Your lingering essence uplifts my soul
as I stare deeper into your eyes
and kissing your soul with mine.
A subconscious devotion that I can't control
insures my complete love for you.
There's nothing else that I could possibly conclude.
There's magic between me and you.

Why In life?
I'm no one special
Just a regular human
I don't care if you like or dislike what I'm saying
I just felt that I had to express what I feel
What is lifes purpose
How do we prove we exist
If we're all going to die then why do we live
Why do the stars twinkle
Why is there so much violence in the world
Is there such thing as a soulmate
So little time so many questions
Will there ever be answers
Only time will tell

Tomorrow's A New Beginning

Tomorrow may never come
You may only have today
There are things to be forgotton
And dreams to be displayed
Never knowing of no promisees
You live from day to day
Because Tomorrow may never come
You may only have today

An old man once told me
My dreams of yesterday
He said keep in mind
That time is time
And don't let it get away
Today is the beginning
Tomorrow you have yet to see
Accept the way you feel today
Cause It was meant to be.

"THE BUTTERFLY"

the child sits
watching from his window
the others laughing
as they merrily go

one unstoppable tear
rolls down his pale face
a butterfly flutters in
alighting on the window case

startled to see
so unexpected a thing
the little boy tries
to touch the colorful wing

a spark snaps
from wing to finger tip
and suddenly the saddened child
is on a merry winged trip

across the open field
to nectar rich flowers
he flutters freely
for color filled hours

he laughs out loud
as on the fluttering wings
he soars into the air
so happy he sings

up and down
and all around the trees
he rides the butterfly
at long last free

into the clouds
and out again into the blue
of the clear bright sky
he finds happiness true

free from the wheelchair
and the painful disease
he slips away
leaving with delighted ease

his mother found him
sitting in his wheelchair
with a big happy smile
a butterfly in his tussled hair

it made it easier to see
the look of joy
on the face
of her departed little boy

If you could read my eyes.

If you could read my eyes.
Look deep into the center you can
almost feal my pain.
A life of verbal put downs.
A life of violent pain.
If you could see my heart '
the pieces that won't mend.
If you could read my mind
your confusion wouldn't be rear.
I live with this confusionand always in fear.
My eyes have a solom sad glaze to them.
A heart filled with pain,I wonder at times
if I will go insane.

If I Could

If i could fly, were would i go,and how far would i soar,
could i see the ocean and it's never ending shore.
would i fly, up to the heavens, and look down from above,
could i fly into your arms, and would you give me love.
would i fly to the higest mountain, and perch upon its peaks,
could you hear my desperate cry, for love the that i do seek.
would you take my wings away,or tell me to be free,
could you let me fly away,and just simply let me be.
would you feel a loss for me, if my wings i could not spread,
could you take the time my sweet, to listen to what i've said.
well if you could, and if you would, do all the things above,
there'd be no need for me to fly, except to claim your love.

Dreaming On Tylenol P.M

Am I in some faraway land?
Did I really come this far?
I only meant to go a little deep.
Didn't mean to past reality.
Oh wow, rainbows everywhere.
It's so beautifully right.
I'm just going to love tonight.
Listen!
The wind has such a sweet hum.
Man, no wonder they said P.M.
Oh my bones feel at ease.
I feel lighter than ever.
Is my dream shrinking? !
NO! I don't want to go back yet!
Am I flying?
Oh yes, I am!
My hair feels so free.
Maybe I shouldn't have taken so many.
The trees are pink.
I am a tattooed canvas.
I blend in with the leaves!
Or maybe I'm really just transparent?
I Love You,
I'm not coming back.
If you could only see,
What lies before my mind.
Then you would want me to stay,
In this dream.

Whispers, The Eve of Autumn

Whispers
are the dreams of trees
that fall away
during the eve of autumn
sun-swept are days,
hot august nights,
everything seems serene--
but the city streets
are forever burning.
Footsteps, like those
painted as stars
upon the canvas of the dawn
darken my vision,
just as the past
has darkened my forgiveness.
I cannot accept
this bitter taste in my reasoning
you, my silence surrounding,
are my sweetest sorrow.

A Treasure of Thoughts

A treasure of thoughts
All hidden inside
Secrets to my mind
My heart can not forget

People come , people go
Some will leave us, some will stay
But with a lesson to learn
Along the way

When everything looks so bleak
My treasure of thoughts
Will rescue me
Give me hope...
Give me peace...
The inspiration I need
To continue on

My treasure of thoughts
Is not of riches
Nor of fame
But of a friend
That became my thoughts

Your were the dream
The love of my life
Happiness and joy
Candle light dinners
Flowers and sweets
Dancing and music
Romantic walks
Sugar and spice
Everything so nice

You are the one
who touched my heart
Making love by candle light
Till dawns early light
Warms nights by the fire
Snuggled nice and tight
For when we touched
You were
The treasure of my thoughts

My treasure of thoughts
Are not yours
They mean nothing to you
But everything to me
A treasure of thoughts
All mine to keep

A Dream

A dream is a moment,
A moment where we are free,
when we are perfect,
when we are pure.

A dream is a thought,
thoughts of our desires,
our cravings,
our passions

A dream is an eterity,
an instant,
a fragment of time,
which seizes to exist

A dream is an escape,
an escape from our reality,
from our lives,
from our pain

A dream is hope,
hope for new beginnings,
new ends,
new constants,

What is a dream?
Where is a dream?
Why is a dream?
You are my dream.

The Kiss Of Life

I am me in need of discovery,
A secret yet to be found
a stone still settled in the ground.
You are you and I still in waiting
to encounter, in time of life's passions,
in times of honesty, I search for a thirsty soul.
As I wipe the tears of pain,
songs of madness linger through me,
I am not alone, you are reaching, touch my hand.
The kiss of life are the souls
that rest in our arms and touch
our own........

Feelings

UNUSUAL THOUGHTS THAT INVADE ONE'S MIND,
NEVER TO TOUCH, AND NEVER TO FIND,
HAPPINESS ELUDES YOU MOST OF THE TIME,
ALWAYS SEARCHING FOR THAT ONE LITTLE SIGN,
PERHAPS WE WANT WHAT OUR HEARTS CAN'T FEEL,
PERMANANT LOVE, WITH AN AIR TIGHT SEAL;
YESTERDAYS GONE, AND TOMMOROWS NOT REAL,

AT LEAST TILL IT GETS HERE, THEN WE PUT UP THE SHIELD,
MISTAKES WE WILL MAKE, AND THEN WE WILL LEARN,

IT DOSE'NT COME IN CYCLES, AND IT MUST BE EARNED,

TO THINK ANY LESS, THEN YOURSELF YOU WILL BURN,
ONLY BY FAITH WILL THESE FELLINGS BE ADJOURNED,
DESPITE THE COST WE STILL HAVE TO TRY,
ADVENTURIOUS HEARTS ARE SOON TO DIE,
YOU THEN GIVE UP ON LIFE... AND THEN START TO CRY,

"Practicing Life"

The words locked inside scream for release,
Trying to find a way to express myself,
I hold life inside of me till I think I will explode,
Insanity is my closest friend,

Common place evaluation is irrelevant,
Deep seated heartache is a familiar face,
Why is a question I ask myself,
Can I hold on another day?,

Personal decision is a past event,
Holding onto past life as a crutch,
Taking over,
Controlling me,

I hold onto a belief that people are in general good,
Proof is out there... I'm sure,
Fear is consuming me like fire,
Tossing me into the flames,

I hope to smell victory,
I hope to push out indecision,
I pray to God for relief,
I am frightened,

Adam Wolbransky
Philadelphia	Pa.
USA
E-mail me!
TwistedDreams42o@aol.com

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