My Love Poems part3 - Broken Heart! - Poetry - http://maxpages.com/myxsoul/My_Love_Poems

Souls Combined
The silence of my room is my only companion
I sit and reflect on our time together
My mind fills with that of long ago
When you and I were as one
My mind forgets times more recent
With your fallen hands and closing eyes
My heart wanted it to be forever
My soul knew it would be only a short time
I poured my life into you
For you to only spill it on the dirty floor
Leaving me to clean it up
Remain a memory locked in my heart
And hold forever that we were once in love
We were once souls combined
But life has different paths for us both
Let me come to accept that a life with you would have been unhappy
My heart was not wrong in loving you
Only wrong in not realizing when it stopped beating to the rhythm of your own

Escape My Thoughts

Tears fall as I write words that wish to escape my thoughts
Anger boils deep down inside me; I hate my life without you
And still no words I write calm my frail mind
I still feel your touch in the wind
Your glance in the raises from the sun
It's so unjust, so cruel
To give so generously
And take away so abrupt
How to put to words an action so foul and unneeded?
The skies plead for the past
When love filled my eyes
For now they are used for tears
Something has changed
As the smell of the air has not the same effect
The cool breeze that caresses my back does not enchant me as it has
I've never felt so alone
Where do I move on from here?
How to reach a point of familiar happiness as before?
Let my memory haunt you
For your memory haunts my every thought

Lost Love

Let this hunger seep through my fingers
I want to be free from you
Let my breath rise to the heavens
And not try to find your skin
An empty room is inside of my heart
A hunger for something better then my life without you is calling
Let me let go of your soul
Your eyes are cold now
Your arms are tied to only yourself
My lost love, you damaged my soul
You've polluted my mind with your blood
You came into my life without permission
And my lost love, you left the same way

Through my Eyes

To see death cloak your soul
To realize the core of peace is damaged
Broken down into thousands of dead hearts
Only mending with more demise
To ponder if tomorrow your life will still be
To want to touch your love and reach out to find nothing
To let fear steal your thoughts
And rape your sprit
Until you can't define hope
To see a darken sky fill with mocking light
A light so beautiful and still so fatal
To hide your soul from evil
To try and protect your heart from linking with pain
But having your eyes exposed to it unending
To watch your friends parish with that of little effort
To let their souls rise to heaven before they were beckoned
The only revenge being to send another soul to a condemned fate
Letting time pass with such anticipation for the next hour
For that hour is one more you've survived
To wash your mind with images of blood
To let them imprint on the very core of your being
To have the blessing to leave this place of dismay
But to return to it every night in impending dreams
This is to witness the war through my eyes

No Love

I'm so tired of looking down,
love nowhere to be found,
silence all around

Like tonight, it's cold, uncaring
no one who cares about sharing
it's all so very wearing

My joy is replaced by sadness
the sadness replaced the madness
the madness replaced the gladness

How much longer do I hold onto you
for your emotions I cannot construe
and we're both tired of feeling blue

My heart you held so indifferently
never understanding my pleas
tears my only release

Back into dreamland I'll gently fall
wondering if you loved me at all
knowing I'll never get past your wall
after all...

I LIKE DREAMING

Dreams take me back in time,
when your love was mine
A place where our love is still new,
A place so beautiful,
sequences of images,
you and me
in this trance I perceive,
physical sensations so real,
In my dreams
I can feel
the sense of your touch,
a sentiment, I miss so much,
paying close attention
to all my emotions,
your spirit,
your real meaning,
comes only to be in my dreams
A fanciful place I see,
supernaturally you are revealed,
apparent only to me,
the power of seeing,
in this, thinking, feeling, place
touching your face,
watching your smile,
looking in your eyes,
If only for a little while
Being fully aware,
dreams taking me there,
I like dreaming,
in my dreams, you are mine.

The Hurt Circle

She loves me.
I love her.
We love each other.
She loves him.
She wants him.
She wants me.
He wants her.
He loves her.
I want her.
He had her, he hurt her.
She left him, that hurt him.
Hurting him, hurts her.
She loves me, while loving him,
That hurts me, while hurting him.
She wants me, that hurts him.
She wants him, that hurts me.
When I hurt, she hurts.
When he hurts, she hurts.
It hurts her to want "US."

My heart still belongs to you

You hurt me once again,
and left me here to cry.
It was at that time,
that made me want to die.

I thought you said you loved me,
i thought our love was true.
But it only came to find out,
that you turned my heart blue.

All my friends used to tell me,
that we should have part.
For they always knew you better,
right from the start.

I thought you had changed,
I really did believe in you.
You seemed like my angel,
you were too good to be true.

So now I will sit here,
not knowing what to do.
My heart has been broken,
but it will always belong to you....

Matters of the Heart

I never asked fore more
than you could give
Now I must forget
What I cannot forgive
But if you dont want me
You know what to say
And I'll leave you alone
You wont see me tonight
And you wont see me tomorrow
I'll be out of your life
And you'll be so full of sorrow
You'll regret all the things
You've done to me
And theres no second chance
After you set me free
Though saying good-bye
Is the hardest thing to do
I know you dont love me
So I gotta get over you
You broke my heart
And made me cry
You promised you wouldnt do that
But you told me a lie
But now I know
And understand
In matters of the heart
Dont trust a girl.

True Love....

Did you ever think it could be possible to fall in love for someone without seeing this person all the time ?
Just by simply talking for hurs, you were able to find a way into this persons soul
You saw things in them that you only dreamed you could find in somnoe, never realizing that its could be possible.
each morning when you wake up they are the first thing you think of, and when you fall asleep at night you only hope that that are in your dreams.
beacause, you see, you have fallen in love w/ this person.
You dont see them very often, but everyday you see into their soul.
You have come to know them for who they are not for what they look like.
Every day, you wonder about them .Where they are at right then, what they are doing at that very moment, hoping that they are thinking about you as well .
You long for the days when you can just hold eachother forever . You want to despatly to be together, but circumstances wont allow for that today, so you wait.
You wait for their call every night, knowing that for those brief moments you´ll again be ablr to see in to their soul of the one you hold so dear.
And then, the time comes yet for another goodbye. You´ve shared for hurs,yet it seems like only moments have passes since you said hello.
But times like these are inevitable, so again you must let them go, not knowing for sure when you´ll ge tthe opportunity to open the wondow of their soul again.
You lie awake at night w/ them on your mind. They have begun to comsume your entire being coz you truly are in love w/ this person.
And although the miles keep you apart, your souls are together already.
Coz true love its greater than anything else in the world.
And when your luck enough to find a love like that , NEVER LET IT GO !!

IT DOESN'T HURT FOR EVER

When i first met you everything was so right
I thought you were meant to be mine
When you placed your hand in my hand
I imagined we were frozen in time
But the love was replaced with anger
the tenderness replaced with fear
the wholeness replaced be emptiness
the smiles replaced by tears
We no longer had long conversations
love we no longer made
I cried into my pillow wondering
what mistakes I made
How could something that started out so good
turn into something like this
When exactly did you stop loving me
how did destruction spring forth from bliss
I thought we'd be together forever
but that to was not meant to be
because somewhere between then and now
you somehow stopped loving me
the pain I first felt from your rejection
hollowed out my soul
I found myself crying for no reason
wishing I could hold you close
But one day I realized
the pain had started to subside
there were no tears on my pillow
it felt good to be alive
I don't exactly know when
things started to get better
all i do know is that it's true
IT DOESN'T HURT 4 EVER

Broken Harted

I thought before I first saw you, I knew what love was.
That, I later found, to be false.
You showed me the meaning of True love.

I loved you with all my heart, I gave you everything I had to give.
I thought our loved would last a lifetime,
Though, I thought I was the only one
Then You showed me it wouldnt be forever.

You tried to tell me. I always chose not to listen.
I only heard what my heart was telling me.
If I could go back in time and change things, I wouldn't.
I always want the memories of you and I together,
the way we were - Happy for the most part.

I still love you, And I always will.
But now my life starts over, Starts over without you.
This will be a tough journey for me,
So I close my eyes and ask heaven to Help Me....

My Journey

My eyes are wet with the tears I've cried
A thousand times I felt I've died
For nothing more can I try.
My feet are cut from the roads of life
For I have brought no sandals upon my journey.

My skin is pale, pallor, and cold
For on this journey, I've brought no robe
No staff to support my weary load.
And my pain and hunger grows and grows
For I have brought no food for my journey.

My shoulders bruised from the sins I bear
My hands are cut and with ragged hai
For peace I search--but where?
Sometimes it seems like no one cares
And yet I still continue on my journey.

And still in want, and still in pain
Through the madding droughts and torrential rains,
Through all of it, there's one thing that keeps me sane
That thing is you
And so I continue on my journey.

Today I Will

I been hurt so I sit in the rain,
I cry so hard, no1 can see the pain,
The rain drop, they cover my tears,
The wind... it plays with my fears,
I give up, I have nothing left,
I await for the angel of death,
A voice is heard from a distant corner,
A girl, with the rain pouring on her,
" I know you, and have for quite some time",
"You were always there, but never was mine",
Why does she care,
It just isn't fair,
Sitting in the rain with me,
Making me smile at thee,
She said she wanted to to fix what everyone broke,
And for you this poem I wrote,
But I tell you this now and I hold this to be true,
Today I will begin the journey to love you,
It won't be easy, a real hard things to do,
But when I say it you'll know will be true,
The Journey will be hard and when it is through,
Today I will be the one to love you.

Princess who steals my heart!

Dreams of passion long and willing,
heart of a princess sweet and true,
arches of rainbows fill the sky,
her letters of promise still continue...

Perfume drifts all through the air,
i give you a kiss aloft your face,
cheeks felt of peaches and cream,
my heart now beats back in its place...

longing for years of one fare soul,
a journey that has ended, victory in SIGHT!
the feeling of love overcomes me tonight...

an aurora of happiness binds me to your light...

Tears of joy falling from my eyes,
holding your hand,kissing your lips,
music is echoing all through the air,
two hearts waiting for the moment of truth,
a spell being lifted from a century of dispair...

A path of red roses paint the way...
you've come into my life and i want you to STAY!

Our Sky

Where are you, my soul, on this cold winter's night
What words are you speaking at this moment
What thoughts run through your head?
Who is sharing your space?

The distance between us is immense
The lonely days and nights are so long
I wonder how to stop the feelings of loss
From overwhelming my heart

I look out at this night and see all the stars
Lighting up the dark sky with their splendor
And suddenly I know where to find my strength
The secret to close the distance

I look up into that sky with your face in my mind
And I know, in my heart, that you are looking at those same stars
That we are under the same sky and when the moon brightens again
It will be our moon - reaching out to bring us together

So when my heart aches for you, when my soul reaches for you
Stretch out your hand, reach out your heart, look at our stars
And know that I am there reaching for you too
And we will be together - under our sky.

The Hand of Love

Love found one today
Gave me its hand
Said here I am
Let me help you stand
I was so shocked
By the love standing there
I almost missed its beat
And refused the hand to share
For in my despair
I set blinded in sight
Sitting on my own
Feeling nothing was ever right
I could not let myself
Trust to open a door
So confused was I
I just set there on the floor
Yet love would not await
For my mind to heal on its own
It found its own way in
Said you do not have to sit alone
Take the hand I offer
I know you have not planned
But I am present now
Offering my hand
Amazed I almost faltered
Waited just a moment too long
Now where would I be
If I had not heard this loves song
For today I am healed
Have a love so strong and true
Though I almost missed out
I snapped long enough to see you
I was a bit confused
Maybe a little slow
Yet I gave you my hand
Gaining more than I could know
Now I stand here
This story I give to you
So maybe you can see
The love you might be blind to
For in a state of turmoil
It is easy to let pass by
The hand of love that is offered
Because you fear again to try

UNDERSTAND ME

I fell your pain in every taer that falls
those eyes of hidden wealness
your strenght lying in shared emotions
are not to be revealed
Depth of feeling makes you staunch
that which I will never be
coming out from my dungeon filled with
painful memories
Impossible to shec tears so vulnerable
I want to find security in them
I want to free myself of this ache
it screams,
"CRY GODDAMMIT"
"FEEL"
"if you can't you're dead"
whispers, "worthless"
How can I touch my innerself and
know of that existence
when this painful essence has
beaten me down?
From you I breathe the love
you share
my thoughts want freedom
my heart never liberated of that
shackled anger
it has become accustomed to
filled with anguish.
Sparse tears cry "help me"
while anger yells,
"I'm insecure!"
and a smile could be a plea
in total darkness begging
With every tear not streaming down my face
there's a thousand more that need to come
out of the darkness silent pleas
of HELP PLEASE!......

Memory and Love

This rain is messing with my mind
Clouding it with thoughts left behind
Wanting to take out to play
With the memories of yesterday
Wondering what could have been
If we had stayed together then
In heated kisses and embraced arms
Lingering in love and its charms
Spellbound I was back then
Skating on love way too thin
Not really sure of where it would go
Or even if we wanted to know
So in a moment of unsure mind
This new love was left behind
Now with the rain and the memory
I wonder about what I just let be
Smiling with such a lingering thought
On the love so strong that time brought
For today I just have to think of you
And know love is lasting and true

From The Depth of My Soul

Let me step up to you...kiss you on the cheek
Your arms wrapped around me is what I seek
Embraced by the depth of my soul
I transfer to you this feeling of whole
Which being with you envelopes me with
A love so strong and true...not a myth
For every moment I am given air
I wonder how I can show you care
From a heart that belongs to you
So completely the picture is a vivid hue
Of Love's deeply colored true red
All thoughts of blue have from my heart fled
For there is no room for anything
Except the beauty which your love does bring

Heart Glow

You have made my heart smile
With a smile which lingers awhile
Warming the soul so deep
I can feel the warmth in my sleep
Each day you state your love
I look to the heavens above
With such thankfulness on my part
For having such a blessed heart
Your daily path takes you away
Yet you continue to find ways to say
I love you, you are my reason
For embracing the day no matter the season
Rain or shine, sleet or snow
It is you who makes my heart glow

Aching Heart

When people see me,they ask what is with my tears,
Is there something wrong or am I expressing some of my fears,
I just walk on, they never know what to expect,
But they could guess a million times, but would never be correct.
I may be a guy but I suffer too,
And I'd always suffer if I didn't have you.
Love is a funny thing, cause noone knows when it hits,
But when it does the impact can be felt always,
You can never fall out of love,
But it will fade if its not sincere.
Did you know I've always loved you?
I stand in the background and observe from afar,
The love I have is still true, and honest.
Could you ever believe me, if I told you the truth?
Or would you just go on about your merry way.
I'm still in love with you,
And have been since the first day.
How long does it take to notice me, how long does it take for your thought,
Have you ever cared, that it was for you I fought.
Does it take much courage to approach me, when it seems I'm on my knees,
I love you with all that I am silence this aching heart please.
Does it make you feel better that I always pour out my heart,
Or should you just walk away taking another part.
I suffer more, just because I need you,
Do you realize love has just hit,
Will you come to me my true love,
Or will you miss it.
As I still plead, let me now end,
You are what I live for, my one true love, my one dear friend.

Adam Wolbransky
Philadelphia	Pa.
USA
E-mail me!
TwistedDreams42o@aol.com

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