My Love Poems - What Is Real Love? - Poetry - http://maxpages.com/myxsoul/My_Love

Bye love

I watch the water rushing down
I slip my hands into cool flow
I feel my hopes slowly drown
and see love's fading wistful glow

I think about what might have been
if only what, or how or when?
What was it that I might've seen
if I had chanced to true love again

The water feels healing on my tired hands
I dream of seashores' happy ways
and faraway calling of distant lands
and laughter echoing from long ago days

My head is bowed, the tears won't come
as I watch water go down the drain
but this time its taking more than my hopes
it's also taking my pain

^
My heart is not a game

you think my love is just a game,
and you run and play with it in vain,
but do you fully realize,
just how much i truly hurt inside?

but even though, on the outside i dont let it show,
i know you have to know,
that you own my heart,
and i wish you would let it go

and just when im about
to give my love for you a doubt,
you pull my heart back,
and i land a smack

and everytime you play with my mind,
you act as if
its just to take up time
but to me its not
its like a shot threw the heart
and you just like to watch and see
just how much that it can bleed

but now im done
now im threw
becasue what was left of me
youve ripped into
anything that could ever
be put back together
is now just like
a long lost feather

^
haunted regrets

I wish that I could rip out my heart
then maybe I wouldn't feel so much pain.
I wish I could rip out my tounge.
Then I wouldn't have spoken words
that drained compassion from those I care about.
I wish I could throw away my brain
maybe then I wouldn't be haunted by memories.
I wish I could cut off my fingers
then I might not type words which are inconsiderate.

^
Dreams of you

Sometimes when I fall asleep your spirit often comes to me. It's liked I can feel your touch
and it gently wakes me up. I lite a candle and watch it burn. Lie in the dark alone and for you I yearn.
I turn on our music and listen to it play and dream of us being together again one day. I slowly drift back to sleep. Knowing that you and I in my dreams
will meet. For now I must be happy with you in my dreams to stay. Because giving up on us is light years away.

^
As I die

as I wither and die
I still see the love in your eye.
I remember the softness of your kiss
and how you always numbed my lips
even the way you held me
as i broke down and lost my sanity
As I wither and die.
I will never forget that winter night
I touched as I stared I even studderd without care
But it was you who always held me there
It was the way you talk
it was the way you walk
it was all of you that made this love so true
as I wither and died..

^

THE RAIN
DRIP
DRIP
DRIP
THE RAIN KEEPS FALLING
PITTER-PATTERING LIKE FOOTSTEPS ON MY HEART
THE LIGHT OF HAPPINESS GETS BLOWN FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY
WITH EVERY GUST OF WIND
RAINDROPS TRICKLE DOWN THE WINDOW PANES UNTIL THEY DISAPPEAR
AS THE HOPES OF RECONCILIATION SLOWLY DIMINISH
DARKNESS SETS IN
IS THERE ANY LIGHT AHEAD?
THE RAIN FALLS HARDER AND HARDER
IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER TO SMILE
AS THE PUDDLES GROW
SO DOES THE HEARTACHE
RAIN FLOODS THE STREETS,
AS IT WASHES AWAY HOPES AND DREAMS.
THE HEART FLOODS WITH GRIEF AND REGRET.
WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS
AS EMOTIONS FLOW FROM MY PEN
WILL THERE EVER BE LIGHT IN SIGHT?
WILL THE CLOUDS EVER PART?
WILL THE GROUND EVER DRY?
WILL THERE EVER BE LOVE AGAIN?
TEARS FLOOD MY PILLOW.
WILL THE WATERS EVER RECEDE?
BECAUSE WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS.

^

Falling Deeper For You

I don't know what it is,
But I feel like I'm falling deeper for you.
I don't know how to act,
And I don't know what to do.

It's like I'm falling in love
All over again.
We spent hours together,
And I felt it then.

You may not believe me.
When I tell you how I feel.
But I'm telling the truth.
These feelings are real.

From what I see and hear from you,
You're the perfect girl.
I want to be with you,
And that's not a lie.

I'm falling deeper for you.
It's hard for me to believe.
With you I want to stay;
With my girl Emily…I want to leave.

I'm was talking on the phone with Emily today.
And I'm feeling nothing.
I wish it were you on the other end;
I know I would feel something.

I don't know, my love.
This feeling is really taking over me.
I'm getting kind of scared now.
Should I escape it, or just let it be?

I'm falling deeper, boo.
And I'm gonna hit the floor.
The longer I'm with you,
I'm gonna want you more.

I'm not saying that I want you to stay away.
That will seriously break my heart.
I just wish I was single.
If that was so, we'll never be apart.

She's telling me she loves me,
And my tears are racing down.
My head and heart is killing me,
And I can't get rid of this frown.

I'm feeling miserable inside.
I'm feeling guilty too.
She's talking happily to me,
And I'm here daydreaming of you.

I'm falling deeper, baby.
And there's nothing I could do.
Well I could but wouldn't dare.
I have to be with you.

I don't want you to leave
On my behalf.
With you I blush,
I smile, I laugh.

I guess we should keep things,
The way that they are.
Whatever happens happens.
I could see it going far.

Don't stop talking to me;
Keep up with what you do.
Well it doesn't really matter,
I already fell for you.

^

A Simple Hi
Your voice is like a soothing breeze
It pleases with the greatest ease
It softly touches every curve
And penetrates my every nerve

A simple "hi" from you to me
Is instant electricity
Because of just that simple way
It has to brighten up my day

With your voice so deep and strong
You've had it wrong all along
For the path you chose to go
Should have been in radio

So what I'd like for you to see
Is simply what it means to me
Just to hear you tell me "hi"
And how much I miss it at "goodbye"

^

My dream's of you
i dreamed about you last night
i dreamed you didn't just walk past me
you actually stopped for a moment in my sight
and made sure your face i could see..
you gave me the sweetest smile
then walked off all alone,
i thought hard for a while
if i should call you on the phone
my dream didn't end there
you picked up the phone so sincere
we talked about the past,
i told you i wish our love would of last
for the first time a dream felt real. i never imagined my heart you'd unknowingly steal,,
i awoke in a cold sweat,
gripping my pillow in my hands
tears flowed from my saddened eyes
i want you so bad as my girl.
for so long i didn't know of love
then you came along and showed me...
things weren't so perfect
but not so wrong that we shouldn't be!?.
i set you free like a bird
with pain and confusion still in mind,
nothing could compare to us
and what we had at one point in time
years later and i still think of you,,
i wonder what love would of been like today
if i never let you go
or if you made sure to stay
lately changes have been taking place.
i wake up in the morning picturing your face,
we fool around now
but not sure if it's right
i just want a piece of you
satisfying a part of my life

^

My heart is gone for a long ride
But it'll be back someday
Now I feel empty-hurt inside
I hope my heart isn't too far away

It's left me with feelings bare
I have no love to share
The heartbreaker threw my feelings away
I've stood in the cold and been left astray

Now's the time to pull myself together
Find everything that has gone away
I've got to do that for myself
Or I'll be heartless forever.

^

I give you my love
A mirror of the love
You have richly endowed me
So pure and burning eternally
Like the fire that keeps my heart alive
I give you my love
For yours have shown me the world
Taken me beyond the stars, the moon
And the heavens up above
Where no bounderies exist
So shall our love will never end
And so you have all my love...

^

In My Head:

In my head are so many thoughts:
overflowing sensations,
of wondrous imaginations.
Varieties of flavor
some sweet, some tart
trapped in the need
to express my heart.
Not regretting all my fantasies
so I write them down
for you to read.
Well, I thought this you would like to know,
and now I'm done,
so I guess I'll go.

Whew in my head
are so many thoughts!

^

My Love

My love is like the distant star
from the heavens above
who shone down on me
Though we may be far apart
he lives in me
like a flower that never dies
like a light that never goes out.
My love is the rain
that blossoms me and makes me grow
she is the rainbow after the rain
the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
full of promise and full of hope
one I found and believed in.
With every breath I will whisper her name
with every spark of colour
I will paint our life together
every word I write is written for her
she is my dream, my reality
She is firmly cemented
in my soul and in my heart
Where she is I am.

^

WHEN
I knew many before you, I will know many after you.
But no matter how hard I try,
My heart just wont get over you.
We didnt have that strong of a love,
Hell, we didnt even acknowldege a love.
But I dont know what it was,
Even so, we had something I knew could hold.
You werent my frist, You wont be my last
But you , to me, were one the most my brain had no control of.
As the days go by,
The time seems to fly,
And slowly, but surely,
I am starting to get over you.
Maybe not completely
Maybe never for sure,
But I know everyday, that my heart will forever stay
With you hwere we may go.
People have always told me.
That your first love with a girl will never last
But, although you are put in my past,
Your soul is with me
And my love for you will never pass

^
My Love For You Is Endless

My love for you is endless,
there's no way I can end this.

I only want to say I do,
but by force I can never do that for you.

I love you more than life itself,
I'm sorry but I did hurt myself.

I have too many scratches on my arm,
I never thought it would cause this much harm.

I never thought I'd get this bad,
but my mom just got me much too mad.

I'm starting to get pale now,
I just wanted to tell you how.

there's no way I can mend this,
My love for you is endless.

^

"perfect dream to me"
the perfect dream to me
would have to be ........
us on the beach
walking hand-n-hand
running our toes through the sand
on a warm breezy night
trying to make everything right
then to hold each other very tight
telling our hopes
sharing our dreams
of what our future may bring
to be together
just you and me
would be a perfect dream

^
Love Song
As we lay together under soft covers
you put your head upon my chest
You are my long lost soulmate lover
I patiently waited and God did the rest

My hands caress your passion's need
As your shoulder and neck I softly kiss
Your building desire I quickly heed
I want you so badly I must confess

Before we go further I take your face
and caress it tenderly with my hands
God brought us to this time and place
the love we'll make is part of His plan

I look into your eyes so passionately yearning
and tell you how much you mean to me
how hard waiting was while we were learning
what God's plan would come to mean

I gently lay you back on our pillows
and slide myself on top of you
the wind blows through the weeping willows
"I love you honey" "I love you too"

Gently rocking we weep sweet tears
for we have waited so very long
tears of our ecstacy smother our fears
for we're finally singing our love song

^

Key to my heart
I hAD clOSEd THe DOor UpON mY HeaRt
ans WOulDN't LET anyonE in
i HAD trUStEd AND lovEd onlY to bE HurT
but THAT wouLD nevER happEN AGain

I had LOCkeD the DOor AND tosseD thE KeY
as HARD and as Far AS i coULd
LovE wOULd NEVeR entEr thERe AGain
mY hEArT WAS cloSEd fOR GOOd

THen you CamE Into MY LifE
and MADe mE changE mY minD
jUSt WHen I THoughT THat TINy KEY
WAS iMPossIBlE TO fiND

thATs WHEn u helD out yOUr hANd
AND PrOVEd To ME thAT i wAS wroNG
InsiDE YoUR paLm was THe key TO My HEART
yOU HAd IT ALL alonG

^

What is true love?
It's learning
from our mistakes
and growing in wisdom
together
It's sharing the secrets
of our hearts
and trusting each other
with our dreams
for tomorrow
its complementing
one anothers strengths
and weaknesses
talking through misunderstandings
until they make sense.
and trusting the familarity
of everyday life
into the intimacy and passion
of a
LIFELONG ROMANCE

^

"Seeing You"

I woke this morning my first thought was of you,
My love is so strong I ache without you,
I count the days till we will be together,
Fantasy is the world I live in,

I walk down the street and I think I see you,
I see you everywhere I go,
Your a constant vision etched into my mind,
I close my eyes and you are there,

When we are together fear and excitement will prevail,
Not knowing how to act or react,
Whether to touch or run,
To love or be loved,

Mystery, wonder, love and happiness,
These are the things I will bring to you,
Trust, passion, understanding and hope,
Will always be a way to express our love,

Hold me close to your heart,
Keep my mind on the things that are important,
Tell me you love me daily,
Your spirituality is like a guiding light,

If I was ever alone again I could always think of you and
feel your love. Your love to me is a gift from God
trust in your dreams they "will" become reality.
I have never been so happy in my life
I count the days until you are here.

^

A Special Message About Love

Sometimes when you want to hold onto love
cuz you feel desperate for the other person
to give love back to you, the best thing you
can do for yourself is to let it go

You might be in love with someone who for
whatever reasons just cannot return the
love to you--who knows why they cannot
return the love, don't spend to much of
your time trying to figure that out, that is
their job to do

If you're feeling sad and down because someone
has let you down, or is ignoring you or just
not putting forth any effort to show you love back,
I want to you to understand this one thing--this
unwillingness to love is that person's genuine loss

If you're feeling lonely, unwanted, sad, depressed
because of love, I want to let you know I most
definitely understand and I feel for you. I've been
walking in your shoes lately and I've decided I'm
tired of hearing the excuses, accuses and refuses

To all of the sensitive souls out there who feel
rejected, unimportant, uncared about, silly,
I just want to let you know that your willingness
to love, in spite of the pain it can bring, makes
you a true student of life, a liver and lover of life

Those who cut others off and refuse to return love
miss the absolute best life has to offer. You who
are able to show and give love, take that love and
spread it around to those you see who need it
and appreciate it. So maybe it's not romantic love
at that point. It's still love and love conquers all.

And I'll tell you a secret. When you start spreading
love in this way, to others who really need it--maybe
lonely old people sitting in a nursing home, maybe
kids whose parents work and don't get much positive
attention, perhaps a friend who is going through a
difficult time, God rewards you for that kind of sharing.

This is what I want to tell you. Don't let the harshness
and selfishness of someone who cannot appreciate
your love stop you from giving love. Cuz when you
start spreading that gorgeous love of yours around,
even when you're so low you feel like you couldn't get
any lower, God will bring it back to you. What goes
around comes around, remember?

All the gold in China won't make a person who is lacking
in grace and kindness be able or willing to love you, so
don't waste one more tear or one more agonizing moment
wondering what you've done wrong or what you could've
done differently. Of course it's okay to grieve the loss
of love, but if you truly want to feel love in your life again,
and I know you do, release what is causing you so much
pain and start on a new journey. Love will find you, then,
because like attracts like, and also, because you have now
made your heart open to receive real love.

^

Once Upon My Heart....

I do not understand
Why love is so complicated
Why the feeling of passion for someone doesn't stay eternally
Why it hurts so much

But most of all
I do not understand
Why people fall in love
Just to fall right back out of it
And how people are blinded
By what the future will hold
I do not understand
Most of all
Why we can't tell it apart from lust
And how come people
Just don't live lonely
So nobody feels unaccepted.
Not cared for. Not loved.

What I do understand
More than all
Is myself
And why my heart is still aching
It's because I wish for the days
When I will be loved and I, too,
Will love once again.

^

I Now Have Strength

You have touched my heart
More than you know
It is like you know a part
Of me I am unable to let go
I tell no one of the pain
I hold so tightly to
For there is nothing to gain
Yet I tell my heart to you
You have brought a smile
Which gives me daily strength
Lingers with me while
The day goes through its length
I can listen in my mind
To the talks we've had
Knowing peace I will find
And things won't continue to be bad
So I sit here and compose this note
To say my thanks for sure
It is a lot to tote
Being a friend is like a cure
I will continue now with hope
For I know you are standing there
Giving me strength to cope
In the simple ways you care
I am glad the day came
Which brought you to reply
For things will never be the same
I now feel I can try
To get past all the old
Which has lingered for so long
Learning to be bold
And sing a brand new song

Adam Wolbransky
Philadelphia	Pa.
USA
E-mail me!
TwistedDreams42o@aol.com

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