My second page of poems, enjoy! - Looks like me in a Latin lesson - Life Style

DEATH

There is no heaven,
No hell, no life,
For death is end of those,
In this at least we end the strife.

Like a crow's black wing,
That over life does sweep,
Like cold stones crashing down,
That makes the mortals weep.

Alone yes but isn't it anyway,
In a world so corrupt and empty,
A fool will watch the world go by,
I am gone and you have sent me.

Footsteps like fresh fallen snow,
Lays down along a rested coffin,
And mourning lookers on will see,
Like angel's tears the death will soften.

At least now the world won't die,
And if it does i'll watch it so,
For I am gone and can't go back,
I flew so high and walked so low.

Dreams may come and dreams may go,
But here I lay with no return,
For no saint's wings were there to guide me,
Death like death i have learnt.

LIFE

Life like thousands of tiny daggers falling,
life like angels' coarse voices calling,
Life like endless maundering days,
Life like the shadow of death that lays,
Life like tumbling demon's tears,
Life like every human's rumbling fears,
Life like bleakness that wisps our heart,
Life that falls and breaks apart,
Life like life that breaks away,
Life getting worse with every day.

THIS IS ME

So this is how it feels,
So this is who I am,
And I will stand alone,
Brought to slaughter like a lamb.

I watch you cry,
Collapse and fall apart,
I can see me in your eyes,
Some bully will too kill my heart.

I don't live inside,
Cos' I have found your lies,
And I know I will be killed,
Only a dead angel flies.

So this is how I'll live,
Watch you die in tears,
How can i smile now,
Nobody knows about my fears.

You don't seem to know,
Of how I rock back and forth,
Scream and cry,
The scar on my arm is stil sore.

Rip out my heart,
I do not care,
Is this how I laugh,
I'm caught in life's snare.

Scream, go on, scream,
How does it feel,
A murdered soul,
No crime here, what's the deal?

Don't devil's scream?
Don't children cry?
Doesn't death kill?
Don't spirits die?

COUNTRYSIDE

Stare out along the hills of green.
Watch the sun gleam.
See a light tear along my skin,
View a corpse, washing in the stream.

Breathe in the air that you love,
Taste the toxin's trail.
Sense the cough left in your throat,
And feel your life support fail.

I LOVE YOU

I love you now and will forever,
You're my stars and my sunny weather,
My heart is written in the sand,
On the beach where you held my hand,
And my love will forever,
Be as strong as when we're together,
I want to tell you how i feel,
So this is an everlasting seal,
Of the love that i have,
For now i can never be sad,
You are the one i think about,
If i'm lost now i know i'll be found.

LOVE IS LIKE

Love is like blood pouring down as rain,
Too many droughts, but when it comes,
It is the life running in our veins.

Love is like turning a corner and seeing
Your face, and from then on, my heart,
Is melted from its place.

Love is like the moon shining brighter
Than ever, as if forbidden love finally
Had its caretaker.

Love is like one last immortal kiss,
That bites into our neck,
And lingers on our lips.

PLEASE JUST STAY CLOSE TO ME

Do you realise
I cant tear away
I want you here,
I dont want to go
Do i have to scream
Before you notice
I'm here because
I love your words
I'm listening
Just for you
I want to tell you
I want to kiss you
I wont forget you
But you will me
Please stay close
Just stay close to me
I'll be here for you
I'll be waiting
Will you stay close
Will you love me back
I just want
Your arms around me
Please stay close
Just stay close to me

GET ME AWAY FROM HERE

Step by step I can see a light ahead of me
The grass catches on the sides of my boots
I wonder if the stains will come out of my trousers
I just bought.
The bus shelter lays strewn to the left
The glass is missing, the graffiti scrawls
Across it’s tainted walls,
No one stands there anymore.
The perverts pray on them all too much,
They watch their moves,
They'll stop them being free,
That won't be me.
I cross under the railway-bridge,
May as well be a ladder, all bad luck was brought,
Those passengers won't wave to me,
Their passports all ran out.
How many souls trust every day, those wheels?
Those tufts of teal clouds,
I won't believe the ratio of crashes to
Clear runs, I won't buy their conversation rounds.
Across that road the light shines brighter,
Harsher, the reeds are gone,
The grass won't tread my way,
I step and jump back, the sound stops me.
Like a deer caught in headlights, I’ve heard that sound
Before, that sound tearing the tarmac floor,
The sky turns grey as it approaches,
The car would run me down if I didn’t move.
I can't balance on two wheels,
It's not as easy as riding tandem for me,
I'd fall on my face, the person holding
My back let go. They trusted me to ride.
The birds cry above my head, run away, run away
They cry in screams, to each other, to me,
Then it comes, stolen wings, flooding the blue sky
With white, a noble untrustworthy figure.
Kiss me now before I go, I’ve found no way
Better. I'm not taking any tunnel, my passport has been
Revoked, I've lost my trust in great inventions,
I'll trust my feet to get me away from here.

STUPID SCHOOL GIRL

Save me from my soul, please.
Drag me through this droll nonsense.
I want to lay on beds of needles with you,
Take me apart and please don’t sue, me
When you find the Disney copyright,
Stuck to my romantic light, that pools over you.
Your eyes make my confidence quiver,
I know I’m ugly as a sliver, of grit.
Dance me over the edge of the world,
Make me feel more than a stupid school girl.

SHIT HOLE

It's my final note,
To add against my case - against the world,
This is it,
It proves it all,
My fears have been confirmed,
This world is just a crappy shit hole.
Well i knew that before
But i never really believed it,
I was holding on to something further on,
Now there's nothing else to hold,
I'm just anyone in this shit hole.
I won't understand,
I won't fight, there's no point,
It wouldn't seem right,
I might as well just leave,
There's no need to feel sorry,
It all seems the same from space.

SECRET PRAYING

Now how am i supposed to listen,
Concentrate on days of books,
Sideways looks,
Between so called friends.
Look up quickly, she's talking to you,
The class is waiting,
The question - silently repeating,
I answer vaguely, the teacher smiles.
back to day dreaming, secret praying,
Still can't get you off my mind,
Partly wish to leave behind,
My love unrequieted.

CARE

Take this pain from my heart,
I don't want to care anymore,
I don't want the stress of
Feeling for others,
I don't want to defend my war.
No-one will argue for me,
No-one will listen to my cry,
I feel so frustrated listening
To these fools.
They should louder, until i can't
Be heard, but i'm still there.

THORNY ROSE

Strands of hair fall from what seems,
Miles above.
They float, they curl, they fall.
Too many things have fallen recently,
Thorny Rose.
They float, they smile, they fall.
And you sit dumbly, staring, waiting,
For them to come back.
They won't, you know, Thorny Rose.
Now don't start crying, it's never worth it,
Your eyes will sting.
Head burn, eyes red, not attractive.
Things will all be fine in the morning,
Tell yourself again.
The screams, will fade, will fall.
If you mean it, there's the dagger,
Thorny Rose.
You always, were too, weak inside.
There she goes, taking the easy way,
Miles above.
She floats, she curls, she falls.

EARTH ROSE

You toil all day
To get to the top
Through the earth mounds
That cut into you

You push as hard
As you have been taught
But its not enough
You toil anew.

BOY AT THE BUS STOP

Metal tress stand side by side
A marching band of aluminium
Telling us to stop, or go,
Or wait for the coming ride.
And for a while I did not see
The figure standing
Black against the rising sun,
Leaning against one metal tree.
Once I looked up from my gaze
Upon the steering wheel
Adjusting to the morning light
With shapes appearing from the haze.
And then I saw that figure there,
And I punched the wheel
For taking my attention from
Those dazzling eyes and hair.
Now I have the choice to make
Each day, to be late for
School or never see that figure
Or maybe take an early trip fake.
And I haven’t talked to him yet
But he probably thinks me strange
Because once I smiled to him,
Someone I have never met.

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