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My Babies Dad
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This page is a page about my babies' dad. He wasn't around the whole time I was pregnant and I am to blame for that. The reason I am to blame is because I found out after he left me, that I was pregnant and I never told him. Instead of telling him I was pregnant, I got mean to him and said things to him that I didn't mean. I just assumed he didn't want the babies and I treated him like the type of guy who didn't want his babies instead of telling him and giving him the chance to decide for himself if he wanted them or not. I wish now that I would have told him and let him make the decission himself. I guess the reason I never told him was because I was afraid he'd think I was using the babies to get him back and I wouldn't have ever in any way like that. If he ever sees this, I want him to know that I truely am sorry, he never deserved to be put through what I put him through and I hope that someday he can forgive me for everything I put him through and for every mean thing I said to him. Their father is a great guy and he deserves to be treated better than I ever treated him. He may have left me, but it was because he saw something that I was to blind to see and that was the fact that we both weren't ready for marriage. Neither one of us had a college degree. I'm now enrolled in a writing course through tht Institute Of Children's Literature and I have him to thank for that. He made me realize that I did need my education. This poem is a poem I wrote for him that he has never seen. I hope that he sees this page and this poem and realizes that I truely am sorry and I hope that someday we can be friends again, but if not, I'm grateful for the time I did get to spend with
*****Ode+To+The+Greatest+Guy+Alive*****
I am grateful for the time we did have together
It was the best months of my life
I was never happier
If I had it all to do again I would in a heart beat
I will always remember you
You will always be in my heart and mind forever
Just remember you made me the happiest I have ever been
When you stepped into my life
Even though our time together was brief
You changed my life forever
I wish you all the luck and happiness in the world
For you truely deserve it |
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