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| We all have our unique ways of expressing ourselves to God... Writing is mine. |
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| A Prayer | Dear God, |
| What is this, Lord? I can't understand This pain that seems to be holding my hand. It follows me everywhere; it won't let go. What happened to the happiness I used to know? Is it my fault I carry a frown? Am I the one letting myself down? This burden is getting too heavy to carry. This pain I live with I might as well marry. For who else is there in this world for me? I'm looking straight ahead, only darkness I see. "YOUR BURDEN, YOUR PAIN, IT WON'T GO AWAY UNTIL YOU LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY." I want to see hope and light in my future. I want to be happy, cheerful and sure. I want this pest to let go of my hand. I need help, don't You understand? "ON YOUR OWN WITH A BROKEN HEART WILL FIND YOU THE END BEFORE THE START. I CAN CARRY YOUR BURDEN IF YOU'LL LET ME BUT YOUR HEART IS CLOSED, DON'T YOU SEE?" I know what You're saying but it hurts too bad. Why does knowing the truth make me so mad? I don't want to push him out of my life. I've dreamt of the day I'd be his wife. What is it about him that is so wrong? "YOU HAVE BEEN PRETENDING FOR FAR TOO LONG. WAIT FOR MY TIMING, I KNOW MY PLAN; I KNOW IF ONE DAY HE'LL BE YOUR MAN." If I can't have him what will I do? "I HAVE SOMEONE BETTER IN MIND FOR YOU." What if he breaks my heart again? "I'LL TAKE AWAY THE PEIRCING PAIN." What is that? A speck of light? "YES MY CHILD, THAT IS RIGHT." Where's the pain? My hand is free! "YOU FINALLY OPENED YOUR HEART TO ME." What is this, Lord? I don't understand. "DON'T WORRY, CHILD, JUST HOLD MY HAND" 11-3-99 |
Things have been really tough lately. I just thought I'd let You know. The pain is getting hard to bear. It's so much easier to just let my bitterness show. He hurt me real bad, Lord, He broke my tender heart. Why didn't you warn me, God? You knew from the very start. Speak louder to me next time; Don't stop yelling til I hear. Why did you let me be so happy While he was holding me near? Then rip my heart right out of my chest, Causing me to cry from deep in my soul. Why try to put my heart back together? There are missing pieces, it will never be whole. Forgive me, Father, for being so bitter. I know You love me though You've allowed me much pain. You've shown me through the beautiful sunsets; You've shown me through the crystal rain. I love You, Savior, with all my heart, Though sometimes it is hard to tell. Thank You for forgiving me, Lord. Now, with my soul, all is well. 9-12-99 |
| Thank You | My Prayer |
| Thank You for this day. Thank You for Your Son. Thank You for nature, And all the beautiful work You've done. Thank You for my parents; My brothers and sister, too. But most importantly, Thank You for You. Now thank You for this person Who means a lot to me. Thank You for his gorgeous face And thank You that I can see. Thank You for his hands And his arms so strong. Thank You for when he holds me For so, so long. Thank You that I can be alive With him right by my side. Now help me, Father, That you I won't ever hide. Help me to remember You When he's kissing me right; Remember that I love You When he's holding me tight. Help me to be thankful Even when he plays with my heart. Help me to lean on You From the very start. Thank You for my life, And for this beautiful day. Thank You for watching over me, And loving me anyway. 3-9-00 |
Dear God, This prayer is not for him Or for my broken heart. This prayer is for You and me And how we need a new start. Call me to Your side. Don't let me pull away. And help me to not Want to cancel every day. Relight the dimming fire That once burned so true. Take away my selfishness; Shift my focus to only You. If something's in Your way, Don't hesitate, tear it apart. And if I fail You, Convict my sinful heart. Help me to depend on You Through times of such pain. And help me to count My losses as gain. For only You matter In this depraved world. Make Yourself my focus, And make me Your girl I love You, Amen 8-31/9-24-00 |
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