Zola's Life
Hi, I'm Lauren and I'm 17. I'm a junior in high school, really wanna go to AZ state one day. my lifes pretty normal........school, work, homework.....weekends =)
Jordan and me...AZ
Jerrad and me...AZ
Family
Friends
Something about myself: Me and song lyrics....damn. I don't have a boyfriend, but have realized a lot from my last one. Everything is a learning experience...right? Anyways, I have the GREATEST friends in the world, i love them all, especially the GULS!! Tracey, Nikki, Keleen and Carly, you guys ROCK i love you all so much. My guys friends I wouldn't trade for anything in the world either. We have soooooooo much fun together, and you are all the best!!
Meaningful Song Quotes! (my Life! =)) lol oh yeah.
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1/29/01
GNO:
MINE won hell YEAH miss texas!
Duh, cuz there are 51 states! =
THATS alright im torn, im all otta faith, this is how i feel
I will love again, thugoh my heart IS breakin i will love again, stronger than before
CIRCLE DANCE>>>>>>>>YOU SAY i only hear what i want to! u said that i was neive and , i thought that iw as strong
come on baby mix it mix it, come on baby stir it stir it come on baby shake it shake it come on baby eat it eat it....lol yeah char your AWWWWWWWWWWESOME LOL!!
hey tracey! hjey lauren! where are u! i can't find u! im looking! im looking! im looking! where are u! where are u!
To My closet FRIENDS who i Love!
Tracey: You are the greatest....u always know how to make me feel better and give me awesome advice about luke....u really care how other people feel and don't just act like it...never change!
Carly: We've gotten closer in the past 2 years than every before, even though we were neighbors for years! You are awesoime and we have some hilarious memories and maybe blackmales! lol dont change either
Nikki: You know what i mean when I say anything cuz we go through a lot of the same things....you always make me feel better, and alway sknow just what to say...you're frienship means a lot to me....dont change either!
Keleen: I think i have the most inside jokes with you than with anyone in the whole world, and each time I think of them, i start laughing....you are crazy and funny and always know how to have a good time....dont change either
Toni: We have gotten to be such good frineds this year, well becuse of the unobvious reasons cuz we both just....get it! You are an awesome girl and Im' glad that we are friends....don't change
Todd: You were prob my first new friend frosh yeah that was new....and from the first time i talked to u i knew we would be friends. i'll always remmeber freshmen biology with Prellwitz.....you're awesome, i never laughed so hard at anything in school...ur the best
Joe W: You area good friend....kinda quiet hehe but a good friend at that....u give awesome advice, u really do,and u get things more than other people do. be good to trace! or ill shootcha=)
Danny:Your one of hte easiest people to talk to, and i feel like i could tell u anything. I am guarenteed to have a good time when I'm with ya, cuz u make even the boriest things fun. ur awesome
Scooter: I know we just started talking...but you are becoming an awesome friend to me....best! hehe sucha sweetheart
Mike: you hav always been a true friend to me.....being honest no matter what, even if its not what i want to hear! i can and do tell u everything, and that means a lot ....oh YOU KNOW!.....yo! haha i remember. have i told................!?!?
Joel: Hey love doc what up....u are there to listen and thats really appreciated! you make me smile and i trust ya a lot...im always here for ya if u need anything, remmber that joely!
GULS!: I will never EVER forget any of you.....summer of 99 was THE best summer...nevre a DULL MOMENT!!!! heheheF and I don't think i ever laughed so hard, or had so much fun every DAY of the whole summer as I had then. Memories that I will never ever forget....roof talks out the bathroom window with oreo shakes right after rollerbalding to subway were the best....summerfest....ON HE TABLES singing "Lemme lick you up and down, to u saaaaaay stop...freaky...freaky...." and "conversing" with literally EVERy guy that walked by was unbelievable. i love you all forever!
People change, and things change. No matter how bad things may look, it never really is as bad as it first appears.
People are who they are, and they are going to remain who they are. True, changes take place, but you just have to accept that and get on with your life.
It's amazing how much a few kind words can really brighten your day and its equally amazing how a few huretful words can crush you for a week.
Don't worry about the small things! Life is too short!
Believe in yourself, if you think about it, you are your own best friend
Don't count on others to bail you out or cheer you up, "no one can ruin your day with out YOUR permission"
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!
*SHIT HAPPENS AND THERE AIN"T A DAMN THING YOU CAN DO ABOUT
NO one is completely honest... NO one
You gotta look out for your self before any one else.
TODD"S FAVORITE QUOTES
Always remember, its better to be pisses off than pissed on!
Live like there's no tomorrow...cuz no one survives anyways!
If alll your friends were to jump off a bridge, don't jump off too, be at the bottum to catch them.
HAVE fun in EVERY THING you DO!
You should go to bed each nite with not a single regret.
Always, always....ALWAYS listen to your HEAD....screw what your heart thinks....little does IT know anything about anything.
=) right!?
Jokes That we Just LOve...right GULS!!
(even though we may be the only ones to think they are funny, we KNOW they Are!!)
----- Why did the Monkey Fall Out of the Tree?.....................He was dead.
-----A bunch of flies were sitting around talkin to one another. One fly leaned over and whispered to his friend..."Psst....buddy, your humans open!" lol think trace! think carly! =)
 I KNOW!!
I know we arent' together
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I hate to think that all I know is how to be afraid
I hate to think that love was just a silly game we played
I'm walking into headlights, fearing nothing to be known
My eyes are drying up, my tears becoming stone
I close my eyes, slip in a daze......everything seems so surreal
I'm dropping to beneathe in exasperation of how I feel
My beliefs are slowing shifting, I'm oblivious to what holds truth
I've lost my sense of innoscence, my last tie to my youth
Hold on, hold on tight
Wrap your hands around your heart, and never let it go
If you feel the magic of love begin, refuse to let it show
For nothing is as magical, as it may first appear
NOthing lasts that long, your hearts destruction you'll now fear.
Lock your heart up, hide the key, so it never may be found
Or else your heart will end up black and blue upon the ground
Never believe what you are told, it seldom holds the truth
If spoken words you listen to, you're only gonna lose
Hold on, Hold on tight.
histroy
If you only knew!by NIkKi NowAk
If you only knew what you did to my heart
If I only knew how it'd be from the start
If you only knew you shined brighter than the stars
If I only knew that you weren't worth all the scars
If you only knew that my heart was not a toy
If I only knew you were nothing more than just a boy
If you only knew the pain you caused would be forever
Then maybe, then, we'd still be together.
awesome thanks so much nikki !!!!!!!! |
