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CHAPTER 31

Oh god bella that was amazing kevin said when he got his breathing under control. Hey what are you doing kevin ask.
Getting dressed I said while looking for my stuff. Hey what's the rush come on lets cuddle some. No kevin I said while getting up. Couple's cuddle we sure as hell arn't a couple. Bella come on what's wrong hunny? Nothing's wrong kevin just take me
home.

Why? Because I want to go home kevin I got stuff to do. Baby come on lets lie back down baby. Let's make love again .
Kevin that wasn't love that was a friendly fuck. I said. Not to me what are you saying bella. I am saying what we did wasn't love.

I can't love someone like you I said while we got dress. Why not he called to me as I was walking to his truck.
Because I love someone esle kevin that's why.

Well if you loved this someone then why did you just did what you did over less than 25 mins ago.

Right then and there I was caught like a deer in headlights. And the worse part about it kevin saw the look to.

Thought so. Now tell me why you can't love me. I just can't kevin. There is no way I could love you kevin.

I was wrong there was still a big part of me that still loved kevin very much that it hurt. But I couldn't get hurt, I wouldn't get hurt.
Plus there was nick.

Yes there is away you can love me bella if you only tried bella please. No kevin there is no way on god green earth kevin.

How can you say that bella ? Why won't you let me love you? Why won't you let yourself love me?
Kevin there is no way you could love me. I saw that years ago. And as for me loving you. I did to much and it almost killed me.

You took my love for granted and played with it. You toyed with me. You didn't want my love . All you did was played with it kevin.

I was young than bella I didn't know what love was. When I saw you yesterday. Everything came back to me. When I looked
In your eyes. I knew that I loved you. I was just to blind to see it.

Kevin STOP IT. I screamed. Why bella because I am telling you the truth. Than yes bella I love you. And I know deep down inside you . You still love. I see it in your eyes.

No kevin you can't love someone truely YOU DON'T HAVE IT IN YOU. You just don't know how to love. And I feel sorry for you. I really do.

Bella please just , just let me please love you. No matter what you say I am going to love you alexandria annabella grenwth crane.

I see it in your eyes that you love me. Just say it come one JUST DO IT. he screamed.

OK FINE KEVIN I LOVE YOU I NEVER STOPPED ARE YOU HAPPY NOW. I screamed. Then I turned away and ran away.

CHAPTER 32

I finally got home from a taxi. When I ran from kevin I was so mad at myself. It was just so hard I hated myself for giving him my body.

I walk thu the double doors to the manison. I went up the stairs. Nobody notice I was room yet. I went to my room and when I went in there was a huge set of pink , purple and red roses. I went to look at the card it was from nick.

Hey baby I just wanted to let you know that I love you with all my heart. Every passing second make love grows so much more for you. Eveything I do and see reminds me of you. I know that seems dumb but it is true. You are all over my heart. And my heart beats for you and only you.

Love,
Your Nicky,

Oh god what have I done I cried. I back up to the wall and fall down it crying so hard. Oh god bella what happend . My friend nicole asked.

When I looked up to her voice I grab her and started crying on her shoulder. Oh god nicole I did the worst thing I could have done. I cried.

Sweet heart it can't be that bad why don't you tell me she said softly.

I told her the hole story with kevin and nick sending the flowers and what happend with nick the night before.

Well sweetie you got yourself in a mess. All I can say is don't tell nick I know as bad as it sounds but he can tell he is in love with you.

I know I said. But what am I going to do about kevin? Well stay away from him, but it he does mange to talk to him just tell him to fuck off easy as pie. Nicole said with a smile.

I laughed. I don't think he will back off that easy. nic. Yeah well he will once he see how in love you and nick are.

Yeah you are right. I got up and went to clean off my face just before there was a nock on the door.

I got it take care of your face . Nicole said while opening the door. Hey nick how you doing? Good and you? Great.

Is bell here? Yeah I will leave you two alone later. Bye nick said. He walked over to the bed waiting for bella to come out.

Hey baby what are you doing here? Well I have been dying all day from not being with you. So I had to come see my princess.

I laughed well I am glad my prince came to see me. How was your day. I ask as he sat down on my bed and he pulled me
to his lap.

It was ok. I just had to go over some of the tracks to go with my voice. He said with a smile. Oh guess what! I give up what.
I saw on mtv news that your parents tour is one of the biggest selling tours in 2001.

Whoppie I said. Hey what's that about. nick asked nothing sweetie I said with a kiss.

I broke the kiss and rested my forehead aganist his. What's wrong baby? Nothing nick, really. Are you aure it looks like you have something on your mind.

Yeah I do nothing big. I said with a sigh. What you know you can tell me. It's just people are wondering if I am going to start singing. And my mom already said yeah maybe , we are going to keep the music going in the family.

I love singing and music. But I don't know if I want to be in the bussiness I said while closing my eyes.

Well princess you got to do what's right for you and only you. But when it all comes down to it. You can sing wonderfuly.

I opened my eyes and smiled. You always know the right things to say. Yeah I know it's a gift nick joked. I shook my head and kissed him.

While I was kissing him I was thinking how can I not love him. And then I thought how can I not love kevin.

CHAPTER 33

A month has passed since what happend with kevin and my love for nick has grown stronger and stronger.
Kevin still tried to get bella but nothing didn't work. He watched her with nick and it made him sick.
He saw them hugging and kissing together. After a few weeks nick and bella told everyone that they were a couple.
Needless to say everyone was happy. Nick even took bella to see his parents and rest of his family. They all loved her.
She won the hole family over.

Same went for nick. Bella took him to see her parent's concert. And everyone loved him. Her parents, brother's and sisters even the roadies.

It was July and they were getting ready for bella's god mother birthdau party and kevin had a plan to tear bella and nick
a part. He knew that it wasn't a chance in hell that it will work but he would try it any way. But little did he know that the night of bella's god-mother and his manger for the group birthday party. That he would get what he wants.

Nick ? nick where are you. I screamed. People was all over the house preparing for the party that was tonight and I was in charge of the party and I wanted every thing to go right.

Brian came down the stairs then came nick,. Geez bella scream much brian joked. I gave him the evil eye.

Jesus bella do you want me to go deaf nick asked. No sweetie I said. I do want you to help me.

That I can do he said. I smiled when he put his arms arounded me. What can I do for you princess ?

I pulled a paper it a list of orders out. I need you to take you the the flower shop for me. MORE FLOWER'S bella? Yes
MORE FLOWERS. Ok OK.

ROK LET'S GO. Brian in the room. Now I know where she get the screaming from his said while shaking his head. I laughed
I kissed nick.

While there were walking out the door . I said Be careful. WE WILL they said at the same time. I laughed and shook my head.

I was going over my party list when I felt breathing on my neck. I turn around and kevin was looking over my shoulder.

My arn't we a busy girl. he said. Without looking from my list. Yes we are. I walked out to the back yard with him behind me.

Do you need my help for anything. he asked while he tipped my chin and looked me in the eyes.

I looked at him. No kevin I said. Are you sure. It's no problem if you need me he said. If you really want to help.
You can help a.j. and howie with the music. Alright he said while he looked me in the eyes and turned around.

I turned away from kevin went on looking at the back yard without thinking about how kevin was acting. For a good while he haven't tried anything so the hole eye looking thing I didn't give it a second thought.

I just hope that tonights party will be a night to remember.

Little did she know that what she hoped will change everything forever.

AT THE PARTY

At the party everything looked wonderful and people was have a wonderful time. Everything was like I wanted it.
The birthday girl was happy and on cloud nine. And that is what I really wanted.

I was looking for nick in big crowd of people but didn't spot him yet. I looked around a little bit more then I found him talking with kevin and this girl.

Baby there you are I have been looking for you everywhere I said while I kissed him. Oh I am sorry sweetie. I have been here talking to train. I turn around to kevin. Hi kevin how are you doing?I asked trying to be nice.

I am doing great bella. You really out did yourself he said looking around the party. Thanks I said I looked at him then at the blonde he was with.

Oh bella I am sorry where is my manners he laughed. This amber he said while looking at the blonde. She smiled.
Nice to meet you. Hi I said trying my hardest to be nice while shaking her hand. I am alexandria. I smiled. I didn't want her using my nickname.

Oh I just love that name amber said showing her teeth. Thank you. Don't think I am rude when I ask you this but what is your last name? she asked.

Crane I said wondering where she was going with this.

ARE YOU THE ALEXANDRIA CRANE. THE DANCER SHE ASKED WIDE EYED. I shook my head yes. OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU.With that I wanted to kill kevin for bringing her here,

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