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   SILENCE It ended not a single word no backward glance just silence what happened to the passion words of love forgotten promises unkept hopes that died as I waited in silence but, I wonder was it ever real or was it meant to end was it just a fantasy were you ever here or was it only me, alone in silence was it never meant to be did you lie to me you said always and forever and now I sit alone in silence I can only cry you didn't even tell me why you couldn't care that much to leave me here in silence and yet there's thunder a roaring in my ears the pounding of my heart when I realize the joke did you only want to see how long it would take for me to hear the silence does it make you glad do you feel power that you could hurt me so badly do you laugh out loud or are you just amused in silence were you that afraid of the promises you made or was it just a game to see just how much pain you could cause me with silence now when you stop and pray does God hear the words you say does He disapprove and show it by answering your prayers with silence someday you will know it was really you who lost for love like this can never come again and all you'll ever have is silence you won't ever see these final words from me or know what you have done my muffled screams the agony I bear in silence not the deeds of a man to leave without a word and no one else will ever give you all the things you need and always got from me and you will suffer all alone in silence love will come to me again but you'll look back and wish you'd never let me go days and nights will come and you'll always be waiting for the praise but you will wait in silence © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998  THE ROLLER COASTER A roller coaster has so many ups and downs, and love, it's true, can have a few but then they settle down. Beware my friend if they don't end. For then, you see it's not real love, but just a ride you're on! © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998 BELOVED Beloved... What sense could be made of my life if we were not meant to be, you and me? Beloved... Why draw breath or have walked this earth, knowing you share the same sky if I was not meant to be yours? Beloved... How, knowing we are children of the Father divine, and that we share the same place in time, if we weren't meant to be, wouldn't it be the cruelest fate of all? Beloved... To wonder for all time about this love sublime, if never to have this dream fulfilled, would not my soul perish, unfulfilled? Beloved... Did you know, I dared not even pray, or dream it in my dreams that there could ever be someone such as you? Beloved... You are everything to me. You are my life, my love, more important than the air I breathe, the water I drink the food I eat. Beloved... You are the epitome of goodness and greatness and that it surely must be the will of God that you have entered my life, and I am humbled and so grateful that for however long, or in whatever way He wills it, you are in my life. Beloved... There would not have been a single moment of my life that would have had a second's worth of meaning had you not been in it. Beloved... If you will have me, I will dedicate my life to you, my heart and soul to you, my body to give you pleasure, my lips to kiss, caress and praise you,my heart to love you, and my eyes to gaze lovingly upon you. Beloved... For whatever in my life it was that blessed me and made me worthy to have your love, I will always be grateful and make you happy that it was so. Beloved... Surely, the sun must rise, the stars must shine, and the angels sing because you walk this earth. Beloved... If you want me, it is my promise to you, that I shall love you always, totally, without condition and if you will allow it, my love will be yours, forever, for you are, my Beloved... © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998 I WISHEDThere were daisies and some daffodils along the path up in the hills and then a butterfly went by and landed gently as a sigh on a bush where roses grew. Such colors! and a sky so blue, except for a puffy cloud or two, and I wished I could be with you. © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998 FADED MEMORIES faded memories of the times we used to talk of love, of hopes, when you loved me and I loved you, when we talked about always ... forever when we couldn't wait until we'd be together, but slowly, the memory is starting to fade was it ever real? you said it was - but I cry, for you, for us, for what could have been the memories of what we seemed to have and now you never call, you don't write, you don't answer anymore I should have known when you didn't want to see me it wasn't real... sometimes you still say you love me but then, how can you stand the awful silence? you don't have time for me anymore this wasn't supposed to happen to us and yet, like an old photograph the edges are fading, the images blurring and when I can no longer hold back the feelings they return as if they were new and it hurts so much I cry for without a word, silently, you said goodbye and I wish, oh how I wish it could be yesterday again but then, I'd have to face today once more and I couldn't stand the pain of watching us become a memory again you don't love me anymore and crying all the tears I've cried and all the tears I've yet to cry as silently, without a word, you said goodbye. © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998 YOU LIED The night we met I should have known my life with you I'd be alone. The first feeling I had of you I remember, was I didn't like you very much. An actor? So full of yourself as you shook my hand, avoiding my eyes more as if to impress the crowd of people all around. We didn't really speak as you tried to entertain with jokes tumbling from your mouth.. one following another, expecting applause. I didn't listen to the voice inside that told me simply, step aside. I caught you in so many lies, and still, I let you talk me into being your bride. And now so many years have passed and I remember all the lies. The cold, empty, lonely nights. You don't understand or let me speak, you do not see me anymore. You're still an actor, waiting for the crowd to roar. But there's only silence from all the empty words you speak in a neverending stream as you ignore the loneliness I feel inside. You're not real, you have no heart. Your soul had died long before I became your bride. You lied, you lied! Now years have come and gone. I have no more tears to cry, there are no words left in this song. The music died, the band went home. You promised me children then changed your mind and I haven't had my unborn child. I feel the emptiness inside. There's never been a tender touch. You do not listen, cannot hear or want to know the screams, the emptiness inside my heart. For all the lonely years. Goodbye. © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998 I WISH FOR YOU I feel you crying from deep inside where dead hopes and dreams reside I try and hope to be your friend and wish your misery would end. You are a very special man always there to lend a hand, you put aside your unfilled dreams but inside I can hear your screams as silently you bear the load and travel on your lonely road. There are many things I wish for you but there's so little I can do because you choose to bear in silence all the new and remembered violence, the loneliness and sorrow you endure, I wish that I could somehow cure. It may help for you to know that in my way I love you so and I will always be your friend - my prayers for you to God I send that someday soon all this will end and on this road will be a bend. I hope you will find such happiness and you will have all that is best to fill your heart and soul with joy and forever, happiness, but mostly joy. © KisSoSoft@aol.com 1998 THESE POEMS MAY NOT BE COPIED, PUBLISHED OR USED IN ANY WAY WITHOUT THE EXPRESS WRITTEN PERMISSION OF THE AUTHOR. |
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