SKIN BENEATH THE NAIL
HAIR PULLED OUT
TOO SCARED TO TELL
WHAT ON THE INSIDE I SHOUT
SOAKED IN SWEAT
DRIED UP TEARS
A NIGHT I CANT FORGET
HE SUDDENLY APPEARS
AT MY BED
AND TOUCHES ME AGAIN
NO WORDS ARE SAID
AS HE TAKES A PART OF ME AGAIN
I TAKE A BREATHE AND HOLD IT IN
I CLOSE MY EYES
I TRY TO PRETEND HE IS MY BOYFRIEND
HIDING IN A DISQUISE
BUT IT IS NOT HIM
AND ITS NOT HIS KISS
SO I HOPE HE UNDERSTANDS
I JUST CANT TAKE THIS
SOON ILL BE GONE
BUT NOT CAUSE OF HIM
IT WAS ALSO MY WRONG
I JUST WISH I HAD THE GUTS TO TELL HIM |