| I am very sorry to those whom have come back time and time again just to see this page. My life has been up and down, side to side, Hell to Heaven, and anything and everything else in between. For those teenagers out there, remember that I am not that much older than you at the moment. I just turned twenty one in June. Anyway, if you or anyone you know is depressed about a guy or a girl, let them know that it is okay. Shit happens. Plain and simple. But take a piece of advice from somebody who knows and has been there before. Enjoy your life for what it is at the moment. It will only get HARDER as the years pass. When I was in high school, I couldn't WAIT to get out! Now that I am out, and have been for three years now, I wish I would have enjoyed that time that I had more. There is a page about Josh on my site. He is what really triggered my depression. Being overweight hasn't ever helped either. When I was in high school, I got very depressed. That depression triggered my poetry writing. While some of the poems I have written I consider to be great, the feelings, the confusion, the hurt, everything, every emotion I was going through, wasn't worth it. My life would have been better if I wasn't depressed. I probably would have never written the poems that I have, but at least I would probably have been happy. I am sure that everybody gets depressed once in awhile. |