Loneliness
She looked over at him. It had been a long time since they've seen each other. She ached for him to stay, to touch her gently. But those days were gone. Was it her fault that whenever they were together, they fought? What happened? He left her shortly, whenever he left she cried. But this time no tear shed. She became adjusted to the coldness that she lived with. The coldness he forced upon her. The only thing now she knew was the coldness. How could she love him so much when all he did was inflict pain upon her? Why had she stuck around to be forgotten, why had she try so hard? He came back. Now the time was right, she needed to go. She needed to continue on life without the coldness. She needed to continue on life without him.
Heartache
He couldn't breathe. From the moment she left, he was left paralyzed. The pain soared through him, leaving his senses in shattered pieces. Was it his fault that he couldn't see her much? Why did this happen? Tears stung his eyes. She could have waited for him, she could have loved him. How could he have been foolish to think she was going to stay there? How could he have possibly known the suffering she's been through? She had escaped him like he escaped her so many times, now she was gone forever. How could he ever do that to her when all she wanted was to be loved? Why did she have to hurt? He never meant to hurt her. It hurt so much not to be there with her, he had to find some other way for love. Someone else for love.
"Justin I'm leaving you now, I'm not ever coming back." She stared in his eyes to find the sorrow that would equal hers, but none showed. She walked out that door and never looked behind.
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