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| Thoughts Lying here in the darkness. Many thoughts fly through my mind. Thoughts of love and hate. Of the living and the dead. Music plays softly in the background, However, I pay it no head. These are but thought, never deed. Thoughts which scare me. Horrifies others. They don't understand the difference between thought and deed. They see a child, obsessed with death. Fascinated by the darkside. But they don't understand. The pain, the fire, deep inside my soul. In my heart. There is a place consumed. This fire consumes me inside out. I don't care, I'll never tell. Never tell the truth. As many thoughts run through my head. Roses A garden, full of red roses I inhale their intoxicating perfume Remembering another flower Gone in the blink of an eye. She came and went, Silent. Only remembered in pictures and stories and hot bitter tears. And a small heart shaped gravestone A small angel Double; split; Fold one; Break the other. Windy whispers Sometimes I walk alone Through the crowded hall of school My mind so far away Lost in thought, far away. I watch the antics of the others And I wonder- If I pricked you, would you bleed? Or would there only be a gust of air, As if a ghost exhaled? Shadows flitting unaware Of the light which flickers on and off and on. Unaware of the darkness which lurks Waiting for the light to go off To swallow you whole. Rainy mornings Silently I walk Across the noisy street Cold wind whipping and My wet hair stinging My face red and numb Cross my arms, stay warm Raindrops fall on me alone Shiver Cold Wet Will he ever come? I stand there waiting Shivering Stopped Now. Getting warmer Lean on the pole Close my eyes Under a dead light pole. Eyes The eyes in the mirror Stare back Cold, deep knowing all your hidden secrets The piece of candy filched from the candy dish The pumpkin you smashed The bug you put in your sister's bed. You watch Entranced You can't fight it They pull you in Upon yourself You fall into the emerald pools Struggling, choking for air But eventually you weaken. And you are consumed. Then the trance is broken And you shake off the shackles Of truth You keep hidden deep inside Only allowed out In those moments you leave Unguarded. Witches Witches hiding all about Hiding, for fear of death Those who do not understand React with fear and horror They tear our books of shadows, Fearing the powers within They have nothing to fear if they understand the motto of "do no harm" When they think of witches, they think Ugly hags from their movies. Black devils flying through the sky on broomsticks Hanging, hysterical. Spirits tormenting and evil. We do no such thing. We believe different, that is all. Why do you fear us? If we would harm you, do you really think you'd still be standing there? Fate We met so long ago But in my heart I've always known That you were meant for me Together for eternity. I thought that I could forget you, When you went away But my love for you got stronger Each and every day. I used to lay in bed at night Missing you so bad. Part of me was crying Another part was mad You left so fast. Without a backward glance. I thought you had forgotten me. I thought you didn't care. Then I got your letter. And all else faded away When I tore it open And saw your name. Our love might break all the rules. But just see if I care. We'll be together, my love Hope springs eternal, As does my love for you. Faces How many faces must I wear? I play so many roles. The good little daughter, the hard working student, the carefree teen, blessed by gods grace. Then there's the real me. The one no one sees. Silly sometimes, often sad. There's much more than meets the eyes. Thinker, philosopher, dreamer extraordinare. Explore each path, follow none. Christian, Atheist, Wiccan, I've tried them all. My mind goes anywhere. My love If you ever need me You need only think of me And I will be there. Our hearts, our souls are one. They try to poison our love with their pain and anger That they should make us as miserable as they are We are not like them We are not part of that world. Their world full of pain and hatred. They scream while we hugged, Killed while we kissed. All the gods of history could not stop us. We are one, forever more. Others try to understand, but what do they know Of the nights we both lay On tearstained pillows, far apart in space. But sharing heart and soul, crying out to unhearing Ears of the sorrow and the love we share. We prayed to the Lord, He didn't hear. We prayed to the all the stars, they did not hear. I called upon the Goddess, and you on the God, and together We became one. Until the Beltane fires burn, my love. |
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