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Death of A Heartbroken Teen
Last day on earth when it seems all's gone wrong
And all I can do is sing this song
The day is dreary, my face a concrete frown
Life just sux and it seems I'm falling down
"Breaking up is hard to do
But it begins with the love of two
I though he was gonna be the one
Obviously not, he was just having fun"
I walk around, with endless stares
Asking why, but non one cares
The drones of humanity seem harsh today
All because nothing seems to go my way
"Breakng up is hard to do
But it begins with the love of two
I thought he was gonna be the one
Obviously not, he was just having fun"
Why'd it happen and where'd I go wrong
All I can hear is this stupid song
My heart is twisted, tormented, and torn
My head is pounding while my eyes are worn
"Breakng up is hard to do
But it begins with the love of two
I thought he was gonna be the one
Obviously not, he was just having fun"
I'm sick of the happiness amidst all the lies
Nobody understands my painful cries
It seemed OK until right now
My only words were why and how
"Breakng up is hard to do
But it begins with the love of two
I thought he was gonna be the one
Obviously not, he was just having fun"
They say that 'love can mess with you'
But what did I do to be messed with too
I thought he cared, but I got it wrong
And I began to think of my made up song
"Breakng up is hard to do
But it begins with the love of two
I thought he was gonna be the one
Obviously not, he was just having fun"
I open the drawer and say goodbye
I sing my song and begin to cry
With a fearful stab I'll take this knife
And announce the last day of my life
"Breakng up is hard to do
But it begins with the love of two
I thought he was gonna be the one
Obviously not, he was just having fun"
Country Song of A Moron On a Sunday Afternoon
*actually written at 11 pm on a thursday*
(this is what happens when you're really tired)
I left my heart in Texas
With my can of soup.
It was a god damned horror
Shit started to hit the roof
Heartache could not be an option
If it weren't for that man
Went down to that state, Georgia
Eventually to dance
Ride me cowboy's what I said
Even to the preacher
And I called my dog a bastard
No maybe that was my teacher
Oh, Jesus is a savior but
Satan is my friend
Can I ask you a question
And if not I'll ask again
Remember when I met you
Make sure you really do
Even if your lying
You better now be true
Everyone used to tell me
Really what went on, but
Would you ever tell me what happened to that gun
If you cannot tell the stroy
Exit or you're done
Never ever hurt me never
Ever make me cry.
Remember what I told you cuz now You're gonna die
now read just the capital letters down the side
Ecstasy
Temptation sears my mind and covers my body with a relentless sweat.
The twisted ideas send sinister chills down my spine.
My conscience comes into play and i contemplate the importance of family
And my craving to rid myself from the harsh realities of everday life.
Staring blindly at the sweet yet sinister drug in my hand,
It burns a mental chronology of historical drug instances.
From lotus, the sweet drug of Odysseus' times and the ambrosia of gods, to herb and pills,
Modern drugs and the doorway for melancholy teens looking for a way out.
Drugs seem to be the portal to an unrealistic but fun life.
Pondering over fact, myth, and moral; my brain screaming at me to get real.
Felling numb, I gaze at the pill one last time.
Is it worth it? To rish my health, my social status, my name, my morals?
The pill drops from my hand; i walk away relieved.
Changes
changes happening too fast..
one minute your flying the next,
your face is splattered on the cold pavement.
your entire existence gone in a flash.
it could be the littlest thing that sets you off;
like a match slightly brushed to light a candle,
finding the gas leak and causing
the whole house to go up in flames.
it could be a weekend of hell
where thought you were finally making the right choice
and afterwards everything goes downhill.
it could be a day of joy and then somebody dies in your presence.
whatever the cause.. it's changes.
changes causing the end to our happiness.
Poetry
like spring cleaning, but for the soul.
ripping apart the brain.
searching throught memories,
keepsakes, garbage.
disregarding unknown and forgotten
starting anew.
contemplating what's really important,
what needs to be kept, while
cobwebs, dust, and unneccesary
items clutter the rag.
fixing structures,mending broken thoughts,
preserving the perfect touches.
organizing, perfecting, saving, finishing up.
savoring the moment when the finished
prodect is presented to all.
3 Haiku about Bugs
red and black flash by
the ladybugs wings carry
her all the way home
flying by with grace,
butterflies rest in flowers
taking in their fill
buzzing noisily,
busy bees make sweet honey,
all throughout the day.
The Life of Rosa Parks
On the fourth of February, 1913,
A little girl Rosa born in Tuskegee.
She had ringlets of black that surrounded her face,
And whatever room she was in, it was filled with grace.
Although she was young her parents knew she'd do good.
And that later on in her life she could change the world.
She was homeschooled til age 'leven when she moved to her aunt's
There she attended a private school for three years and a half.
She later attended a normal high school.
But was forced to leave when her mom came down with the flu.
Although she was a teen she knew she'd do good.
And that later on in her life she could change the world.
In 1932, she married a wonderful man, Raymond.
He supported her idea of High school graduation.
In 1955, she worked in a department store.
But after December first, that job was no more.
Although she was just one , she knew she'd do good.
And that how in her life she would chang the world.
When a white mand wanted a seat Rosa got,
She refused to surrender and started a boycott.
A law had said Blacks were different from white.
Rosa thought she could change this and make things right.
Although she was alone she knew she'd do good.
And when she looks back on her life she did change the world.
i need someone to talk to
someone who will listen to what im saying
i need someone to love
for i have so any emotions locked away
i need someone i can truly trust
someone who can keep a secret well
i need someone to care for me
because i'm going insane all alone
my friends have guys to talk to
i used to. I thought i loved him
wait i still do. its him.
i thought he loved me.
that went too quickly. Heart broken.
too bad broken hearts aren't mendable.
you can only build so many feelings
on top of feelings till you burst.
i's sad so many burst before the person who
stops the pain actually comes.
sad that one of those people were me.
Tears form out of the corners of my eyes.
I'm all alone, I wanna die.
Pain rips through me when we're apart.
It's like a knife, that stabs my heart.
I seem to dissapoint you all of the time.
But what I do is not a crime.
I do not like them, I'm just a flirt.
But the looks you give me are full of hurt.
Remember this; you don't own my life.
I'm just you're girlfriend, not your wife.
MY FAULT MY FAULT
THE RELATIONSHIP DIED
MY FAULT MY FAULT
YOU'VE GONE AWAY FROM ME
MY FAULT MY FAULT
IT'S ME WHO LIED
MY FAULT MY FAULT
I MADE YOU FLEE
MY FAULT MY FAULT
THAT I'VE CRIED
MY FAULT MY FAULT
YOU DIDN'T SEE
MY FAULT MY FAULT
I DIDN'T TRY
MY FAULT MY FAULT
WE'RE NO MEANT TO BE
so many feelings
locked up tight
so many feelings
i feel tonight
so many people
i have lost
so many people
left in the dust
so many reasons
i could cry
so many reasons
i should die
somehow i know
that you'll never come back to me.
how will i grow
without you by my side?
why did you leave me in this state?
i can't live at this rate.
what will happen to me now?
will i live, i don't know how.
i'm alwas crying,
i think i'm dying,
what is going on?
i think that something's wrong
please tell me what your thinking
i have to know because im freaking.
i can't go on
it's been too long
what will happen to me?
what happened to the we?
where'd you go?
i have to know.
please don't go away.
Joy
Pain
It's all the same
in this strange and cynical world
Happy
Sad
Being bad
All I am is a girl
I'm trying to escape
the hell which I came from
I'm insane all the time
Yet I'm still absolutely normal
Why, Why, Why,
Must we all thrive pain?
How, How, How,
Do we escape the eternal maze?
What, What, What,
Can we do to stop the suffering?
Who, Who, Who,
Can I call to be my friend?
Where, Where, Where,
Can I go to find the answers?
When, When, When,
Will the insanity stop??
The Perfect One
Standing there by my locker
watching you watching me
I look at you and turn away
floating and floating away
on an invisible cloud of love
At the end of the day
I saw you there
Staring at me and smiling
I glance at you but you
Turn away too soon to
See me blush
Melting and Melting away
on an invisible cloud of love
Maria
you left us oh so suddenly
leaving the world for a much better place
you are an angel now for sure
in the heavenly clouds above
you should've told us sooner when you found the lump that day
should've gotten help so you could be here on this day
you could've made it for graduation day
if you had only called someone for help
you left this world for a better place
but you made this world much more dismal by leaving oh so soon
I miss the smile upon your face
why'd you have to leave?
I Love You
I'll love you truly til the end of time
I'll cherish you for the rest of my life
Never to part cuz my love for you
Will never die I see no one else only
You in my eyes I love you from the
Depths of my soul Your mine forever
Justin
Listen to Me
What can I do to get some attention?
Should I scream or kick down the walls?
Should I carry on and act like a baby,
Or should I run up and down the halls?
Whatever I say, Whatever I do,
Nobody listens, Not even you.
Why?
Why is this world so sick and twisted,
tilted, turned upside down?
Why do we have to deal with this shit?
Live life without a frown!
Some people stare, someone people laugh.
Those people suck, what do they have?
Why does humanity and humankind
treat everyone one like they're dirt?
Don't they see past the lies,
It's themselves they truly hurt?
Best Friend
dedicated to Kelly
Friends til the end never to part.
Loving like sisters right from the start.
We'll be friends for an eternity.
We might get in fights, but wait you'll see.
Pigging out on our favorite foods,
We'll stick together even when in our "moods".
Sleepovers, parties, and staying up late,
chats on the phone and guessing our fate,
Tic Tacs and Dr. Pepper, our recipe for a sugar high.
These are our memories, you can't ask why.
Tickling and laughing the whole day away,
Remember the things we used to say?
I love ya man and monkey snots and flying cupcakes.
We'll be friends even though we'll make mistakes.
Never forget the good tims and bad.
I love ya Kelly, You're the best friend I've had.
^
Where'd You Go?
Whatever happened to her being my mom?
The one who loved and was always calm.
Whatever happened to the one I looked up to?
The one that was there for me and said "I love you"
Everything's changed since she got that machine,
Now neglected and abused as a teen.
Whatever happened to the one who chased away my fears?
Now my mom only causes me tears.
Justin
to my mom
you say I'm too young for love
but you can't tell when a person is in love.
I love Justin with all my heart.
I met him in my classes at school.
He tried to hook me back up with the player
who I believed I truly loved.
Justin hid that he really loved me.
His feelings were built up behind an invisible wall and
over the phone I
crushed that wall
with all the love in my heart for him. you say I'm too
young for a boyfriend because of what
happened to you.
but that was then and him
Justin would never do that. He'd do anything.
He'd die for me, he wouldn't hurt me for anything.
You've been abused and neglected but it isn't my fault.
Just because your first husband
abused you and made you lose you first child
ISN'T MY FAULT!!
Just let me love Justin for who he is not who you
want him to be. I'm in love mom, and I'll be in
love with Justin forever
Mirror
Mirror, Mirror on the door,
Is it true that I'm a whore?
Or that I really am a bore?
Can you really see me soar,
like you never have before?
Can you see me dead on the floor,
amidst of all the guts and gore?
Beyond the mirror, through the glass,
I'd really like to kick their ass
for being really mean to me
By not showing who I'm meant to be.
A bunch of lies drawn up in ties
thrown in a room until they assume
that I have disappeared
or the reflection no longer recognized.
why do you treat me as if im not a person?
i am a human being with real feelings.
you treat me like trash after you treat me like gold
what is this secret you think you behold?
you are nothing but a small irritating bug
in which i can hold in my hand and
squish til your eyes and intestines pop
or control you with all my might and power.
you suck as a living thing, and you have no
use in this world. i wish you would go away and
possibly fall off the side of the earth.
boys suck
they're not worth a buck
worthless pieces of a hockey puck
all they think of is getting a fuck
if ya get a good one then your in luck
cuz boys make life a muck
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