
I open up the cupboard and all I see,
Is a bottle of pills staring back at me.
How easy it would be to take off the cap
And choke them all back.
To stand here looking at these pill's
Longing for still
The strength to take them
And deliver me from this world.
All I can do is sit and
Wishing I had the courage
To get through this despair.
How easy it would be to open them up
And take them one by one.
But I cannot leave this world
That I hate
For fear of the hell it would create.
So I sit and stare and wish it were easy,
To take away the pain
For it to release me.
But I cannot leave the one's I love
They would never understand
And think I was just giving up.
Written by: Kimberly 2000

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