My Fire ***************************************************************************************** The rain nerver stops and the sun never shines time never moves forward or back every thing is emotionless and hollow every one has the same vaccant look in there eyes every thing is black and grey and every one is broken inside and every one,dies...alone. ***************************************************************************************** Black And Alone I call your name and here an echo and no responce i crawl around blindly searching, feeling the floor for direction where were you when i needed you most? were has the passion that burned in your eyes gone? why cant you look at me? why wount you talk to me? why did you stabb me with hatered and leave me to bleed? why is your love...black? ***************************************************************************************** Sick I'm not sick,its not my fault that i know the truth about life and how depressing it is. i'm not sick its not my fault that i can see the sadness that lives inside them that brings them down. i'm not sick,please don't call me sick. i dont wanna be sick,im afraid of being sick...i'm not sick. ***************************************************************************************** My Faite I know a girl who shines with radiounce and beauty.when i look at her i see every thing that i cant be she is beautiful, nice, and loved by all.i ugly, mean, and hated for what i am...i guess thats all my fault. i made a disition long ago to not trust any one, to push every one away, to keep to my self, to become an angery shadow on the wall,to b the girl with the anger problems who cant cry and feels no emotion but pure rage and hatred.i pushed every one away.i got what i wanted...this is what i wanted. i wanted to be alone, i will always be alone, i was ment to be unloved, a prisoner of my own choosing this is my fait the fait that i have chosen and this is the fait i will serve. *****************************************************************************************