This was written right after the last time I talked to Sara, it was like a snipping match. She just asked me some dumb question, and I felt bad that I cannot be anymore than I am in Sara's life. The more I thought about Sara, the more I wanted to be with her. I hated looking at her, the more I looked at her, the more I suffer from a broken heart.
I refuse to look in your eyes
Eyes: beautiful, eyes: I love
I refuse to look at all those things I cant have
I refuse to look in your eyes
Eyes: beautiful, eyes: I love
I refuse to look at all those things that I make sad
I admit there are times when I want to see you
I want to feel all your problems and make them go away
There was some kind of greed that took over
I just want to make you see this my way
(Dont you hate the idea that you cant have her)
I just want to make you see that you need me
I refuse to look in your eyes
Eyes: beautiful, eyes: I love
I refuse to look at all those things I cant have
I refuse to look in your eyes
Eyes: beautiful, eyes: I love
I refuse to look at all those things that I make sad
I admit that Im a little rough round the edges
Sometimes I dont know what to think or to do, when Im in love
I figured that you are in key to my opening up
You would understand everything I say or do, anything Id do for you
But now, theres not a chance that we could be together
(Dont you hate the reality that you cant have her)
You just have to see, dont you dream? That you really need me
in your life
Theres never a time, where I dont want to give in
October 19, 1999
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