Next Time I'll Know
©2001 by Veronica
I hear the shattered echoes, I hear the crumble of walls,
I hear the rain outside falling, I hear the winds howling calls.
I hear the secrete whispers, I hear the scream of death, I fel
a coldness pondering, I feel the regreat is set.
I can't with my mind make it vanish, I can't make my eye's stop
there sight, I can't pretend it didn't happen, I can't stop the
flashes in the night.
I wish it hadn't happen
I wish I would of known
I wish I hadn't hurt myself.
Next time i'll know.
TO MY LOVE,
(C)2001 by Veronica
SO LONELY I AM WITHOUT YOU, I AM NOT WHOLE, I AM NOT COMPLETE. MY
MIND A PUZZLE, PIECING THE PIECES I CANNOT DEFEAT. I HAVE NO
CONCEPT OF HOW TO PIECE THIS LIFE, MY OWN LIFE WITHOUT YOU HERE
IN IT, A CONTAN PAIN, IM GOING INSAINE, IF I CANNOT ON YOU WHO
CAN I BLAMN.
I FEEL SO COLD FOR IT WAS YOUR WARMTH FOR SO LONG I DEPENDED
ON,THE LIGHT OF DAY BECOMES MORE BLEAK, MORE BLURRED, SO DARK,
NEVER I IMAGGINED MY LIFE WOULD GO THIS WAY, SO CLOSE AT ONCE,
SO NEAR IT WAS YOU HEAR THAT WOULD ARRISE MY EACH AND UPCOMING
DAY. AT ONCE EACH DAY MEANT SO MUCH, TO FEEL AND HAVE YOUR TOUCH,
IAM SO LOST I CANNOT FIND MY WAY.
I FIND MYSELF BEING MORE LOST FURTHER AND FURTHER I MENTALLY
WONDER IN SEARCH IN HOPES THAT ONE DAY SOON AGAIN ILL WONDER
UPON AND FIND MYSELF RIGHT BACK TO YOU, WILL I EVER FIND YOU
MY LOVE OF MINE, IS THERE ETERNAL TIME, FOR THERE IS NOONE OF
GREATER LOVE THAN THE LOVE WITH YOU I WILL AGAIN FIND.
IAM SO ANGRY, MY HIGHER POWER I LONG FOR YOUR WARMTH AGAIN,
THAT ONLY YOU COULD GIVE THAT ONLY YOU COULD BRING, IAM SO DISTANT
SO UNREACHABLE, FOR ITS ONLY YOU WHO COULD AGAIN REVIVE AND BRING
ME BACK, IAM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU, IAM NOONE UNLESS YOUR WITH
ME,IAM UNHUMAN UNLESS YOUR HERE TO LIVE IT OUT WITH ME, I CANNOT
LIVE WITHOUT YOU HERE, I DON'T WANNA BE HERE IF YOUR NOT HERE,
THERE'S NOTHING HERE FOR ME, NOTHING LEFT FOR ME,
SO TO WHOM SHOULD EVEN OR EVER READ THIS IAM NOW BETTER OFF,IM
FINALLY FREE, IAM EXACTLY WHERE I WANT TO BE ONCE AGAIN WITH
THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN FOR ETERNAL LIFE LOVE ME.
THIS POEM IS OF A MAN WHO END HIS LIFE TO LIVE A NEW LIFE WITH
HIS PASSED ON LOVER.
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