Untitled One
©2000 by Maria Sidirokastritis
i pass the long white steps seeing a distant shadow
i heard u call my name
you, with a gentile, soft, nurturing voice calling me closer to you
you lead me outside and all i see is the ground
you pick me up and hold me so none of my body touches the wet cold ground
i can feel the cold air brushing softly through my hair
the sky still dark
and on the east you can see the sun rising
i feel the wet air leaving a damp wetness to my face as if it were raining.
oh how i will never forget this feeling
someone like you
©2000 by Maria Sidirokastritis
i didn't understand it
i don't know why it's true.
i would never fall in love with someone like you.
how do you know me?
where do you come from?
you don't look familure to me.
i do not know you.
leave me alone.
don't you understand?
don't you know you make me feel uncomfortable.
leave me alone!
i don't want to talk to you!
you scare me!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
someone help me!
i think i'm going crazy!
No ones here!
The Voice
©2000 by Maria Sidirokastritis
the soft and gentile voice i hear
i know it is an angels voice.
no one with such a voice
i have never met you before,
but i know i love you.
the voice i hear so sweet and simlpe.
a gentile voice to my ear like a gentile touch from a soft angel.
can you be my prince?
i didn't think so.
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Untitled Two
©2000 by Maria Sidirokastritis
can u feel it?
her blood rushing
her heart pumping
her rush
she can't stop
all of her body is shaking
what has caused it?
why is she rushing?
her fingers are shaking
she can't stop
her muscles ach
her fingers shook
she still can't stand still
what is wrong with her?
why can't she stop?
HELP
how do i help her?
what do i do?
what should i do?
nothing is helping
she can't control it!
HELP!
HELP HER!
HELP ME!
What Should She Do?
©2000 by Maria Sidirokastritis
shaking, uneasiness
trying to let go.
the feeling of emptiness
not knowing what to do.
where should she go?
what should she do?
where does she belong?
crying every night is the way she gets out
out of her grieving
out of her life
her wanting to leave
her wanting to let go
suicide
should she?
shouldn't she?
its the way to leave
the way she has to go
should she?
she's grieving
she has no more strength to go on.
how should she do it?
she knows she must.
she can't go on
depression has stuck her
she must go now
noone loves her
she has no friends
on one will listen to her
she's gone
All About You
©2000 by Maria Sidirokastritis
Its ok, i don't mind.
you can't do this too me anymore.
and i cry and i try
to get through the day.
will you care?
Will you Be therefor me, When i'm down?
i will be there when you ask.
i will be there for you at anytime.
i will cry and i will try to let you know how i feel.
its ok. its alright
don't stand there and pretend to cry.
i know you. your no good.
i feel so MISUNDERSTOOD!
be quiet. don't talk
all i know is , your no good.
no good. No Good!
no good for me!
your deseprate and i know. but i won't,
I WON'T BE THERE FOR YOU, there for you.
your too in love with yourself!
you'll always be too in love with yourself.
you'll never be there for, all of time.
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