Why does it storm so deep within me. So deep, so very deep so no one can see. I laugh, giggle and I'm jolly on the outside for you to see. But on the inside, it thunders, rains, and lightings for me. Not all the time, I guess, sometimes it is as calm as the sea. I relize the storm must show up and they say thats normal for he or she. I say," I know that, but the storm within me is not a normal feeling if you know what I mean." I hate this rollercoaster ride that God has bestowed upon me. I would like to get off now, Oh please, please listen to me and let me be. I know this hurts the people that I love the best. They just don't understand, they ask, "Was it something I said." I try to explain that it is a decease, like cancer or diabietes. But they don't listen to that, oh, why can't they believe? I know this is a fight thats only within me. Oh, I must fight, and be sure I succeed. But there is help and thats why I'm here, you see. So I can be safe from harming myself, from hurting me. written by: Cla Sena