Suicide

My head my body,
It has no feelings,
I try and find why,
But there are no meanings,

My world has turned black,
My surroundings are grey,
Too tired to try,
And live each day.

I lie on my bed,
No thoughts in my head,
Pop some pills,
Or shoot the lead.

I scribble a note,
To say goodbye,
To tell them i love them,
And with reasons why.

Whiskey's going down nice now,
Pop a pill or two,
My minds getting sorted,
Another worlds in veiw.

My bodies becoming lifeless,
I'm motionless and still,
I am feeling very weary,
And pop another pill.

Tears rolling down my cheeks now,
No energy , no life,
I'm going to a better place,
Without trouble or strife.

My time in this world,
Has now all gone,
Goodbye - Godbless,
A new lifes begun.

...:::RIP Adam Brooke 23.1.03:::...



I have no name for this one , it was write on september 10th 2001 when my g.f broke up with me.

Today i write 'I'
Where i used to put we,
Last night it was us but now its just me,
I'm so alone,
It hurts me so much,
To think of your kisses,
And tender soft touch.







Questions

Did you ever love someone,
But know she didn't care,
Did you ever love someone,
But know you'd get no where,
Did you ever look into her eyes,
And say a little prayer,
Did you ever look into her heart,
And wish that you we're there?
















Feel my energy
Feel my power
I'll have you dead in an hour
I'll kill your ass
I'll run you through
I swear you basturd you wont know what hit you
Like a Tyson blow to the dome
My fist will feel like steel going through your bone
Your face mangled, bones in two
And death to the fuckers who try and help you!










This one actually happend I know it doesn't rhyme as it isn't suposed to.


The Weeping Girl.

The girl was crying
the pain on her face
i shall never forget
i could of helped her
it was up to me
she was on the second floor ready to jump
I told her id catch her
if she had only hurried up
All of a sudden bang goes the door
her boyfriend was ready to beat her some more
He dragged her back in and warned us to leave
we went round the corner in hope he wouldnt see
The police came shortly after
all thanks to me
Alas they we're to late.
The girl was gone. . .
specs of blood on the floor
Was all they found
but they couldnt convict him
lack of evidence you see
but if your in the same situation
don't be a coward . .. .
Like me.







Bitch.

I'm so scared of what I may do
I mean it's all your fault
It was down to you
You could of resisted
you could of said no
but you kissed him
you bitch you cant let go
leave the others alone
they we're the old
I am the new
my life My body My love
I gave it all to you
you tore it up
threw it in my face
told me you could never love me
& that I'm a disgrace to the human race
I cant beleive it
you fucking whore
I gave you roses
as i came thorugh your door
yet again i saw him with you
naked on the floor,
I enter silently
walk over to the bed
pick up a ornement
and raise it above my head
and. . .
He's dead.






{D}eath is what is meant for me,
{E}ternally is the way I shall be,
{A}waiting my end, sat here day after day,
{T}ill finnally my time arrives,
(H}ere I am bleeding from every pore.

{T}ore limb from limb, hanging from the door,
{O}utraged my mother shall be...

{M}um will at once avenge the death of me,
{E}verlasting agony 'casued by the one I thought loved me.

Love you too mum,



Sitting in my room.
Holding a knife,
REady to end,
All trouble and strife.

Been getting bullied at school,
For no reason visible to my eye,
I'm just a perfectly normal,
Everyday kinda guy,

6 weeks and still no end,
I get it day in,
Day out,
Without a single friend,

Parents accuse me,
Pupils abuse me,
Professors confuse me,.
Friends..Are imaginary.

This and many reasons more,
Is why my life must end,
I'm going to leave this planet,
With my new best friend,
You!



Slit my wrists,
Slash my throat,
Impale my heart,
It's all your fault.

I feel it inside me,
Breaking loose,
All this pain,
Because of us.

I'm out and about,
Running wild,
Out to capture,
The heart of a child,

The pain inside me has merged,
And become one,
I will no longer,
Appear in the eyes of the sun.

A stalkter of the night,
The moon shall make me roam,
Looking for your child,
Who's heart I shall turn to stone.

Your child is mine,
And will love no more,
To live in eternal darkness,
Forever more.



Hehe, this one is about a chess match, just a parody nothing special.

You played your best,
You tried real hard,
You expected to win,
Alas you dropped your gaurd,

Please don't cry,
YOu never stood a chance,
I swiped your Queen,
Before you took a second glance,

You walked up in confidence,
Now your leaving in shame,
But have no fear,
We'll play another game.

As we begin the second bout,
I might even perform the unltimate sin,
And just maybe,
I'll let you win...

But as for now,
I must gloat,
I sunk you faster,
Than a 40 tonne boat..

I won the match by the way :o)