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Why can't I stop loving you?
You were the first person I fell in love with.
Whatever love may mean.
Now you hate me.
You won't even speak to me.
And you're leaving out of my life forever soon.
I haven't seen you in a week,
and I'll never see you again.
I still can't deal with that.
I haven't talked to you on the phone for a couple weeks.
And yet I still think and hope that everytime the phone rings,
it will be you.
I just hope that you'll atleast call to say bye to me before you leave.
It would make me feel a lot better than just never another word again.
I still don't see what went wrong between us.
But I guess I'll never know,
cuz you're too stubborn to tell me.
And whenever I try to get you to tell me,
you just get mad and then I shut up cuz I hate it when you're mad at me.
You've done a lot of rude things to me,
and I think that if it were any other guy I would hate him.
But for some reason I can't hate you.
I wish I could,
cuz then I wouldn't think about you so much,
and wish we were still together as much.
But I have to deal with that.
Just like everything else in life.
But I'll always be here for you.
Just in case you ever need me. |