Okay....here's my problem guys....I can't seem to fix it neither.....I messed up. Here's what happened...she said that she saw this guy she used to date and he cussed her out.......I asked her where she saw him and she said that she saw him on the internet.....I said mk........then said that for a second I thought that she was seeing him behind my back.......Yeah....I know.... that was below the belt....but she became completely disgusted with me.....when I asked her wether we were still going out she just put "..". After I said "whaddas dat mean", she didn't answer me.....I messed up bad and can't fix it......Allison....If you are reading this......I fucked up....please give me another chance....i'll do ANYTHING! Well.....e-mail me if you think that you know what I can do to make this right....'Cause I do love her......... December 7, 2004-okay....I chatted with Allison....and she said that she STILL LOVES ME!!!! But....she says that she doesn't know wether we are still going out.....WOW....But.....I think that she'll still wanna go out if I don't fuck up anymore.......I hope she doesn't leave me....I will prolly be a sad mufucker if she doesn't wanna go out........but I can't change her mind if she wants something....that's why I like her....she's forceful......and sexy....and......ohh.......ahem......sorry.....daydreaming again.... well....she is one of the few people besides my family that I have ever told "I love you".... the only other person i've ever told that was my friend Andrew Patterson....and he drowned.....FUCK!!!! December 9, 2004- I broke up with her and she was calm about it.... I don't hate her and wrote a poem about her.....i'll post it tommorrow or so...... December 10, 2004- I am in pursuit of a better person that won't get pissed at me for some stupid shit.....(no offense Allison) I will maybe have her soon.....just depends on wether or not I am in a good mood.......If you think my site is cool......then YOU FUCKIN ROCK!!!!! "Should I shoot 'em now cheif? I don't care"......"Chief, you farted?" "uhhh...I dunno." It din't take long for the girl to say yes to me.......I feel sorry for her....she's going out with a loser....... Of course, she knew that, and I know that (obviously). If you happen to know of something better I can do with my life then worry about chix, email me @ dudemanvampire@yahoo.com I have a new girlfriend that's Hott. much better looking then Allison. She's KATIE. I went to a "rodeo", and Katie was a horse barrel something or other. She won like 4 events. She is sooooooooo GOOD looking. I just want to.........hmmm.......Better keep that one secret. Anyway, I attempted to stop smoking, and it's working quite well, I haven't smoked for *checks watch* about 5 minutes. I am thinking of staying in Fordyce for the rest of my life. Sad, in't it? I have morrowind (game of the year addition) cheats. Contact me for them. I sooooo wish that I could get the nerve to kiss her...... I will eventually. I think i'm in love, and I like it. My dog got ran over a few weeks ago, and now we have Ganondorf, my prized doggy. God she is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better looking then Allison. Of course, it's not just that I'm going out with her, ask anyone in Fordyce, they'll tell you that too. page continues on faq2.