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Death in an agricultural town
Splintering
The Drowning braid
Fire drill
Orchids and Sandcastles
Fallen amber
Hey Hey Whiteboy
Daughter
Towing Jehovah
Lacerate
Pain
Redneck
Shafted of my social weaponry
The sons of the Catfish
The same
The Red Spring Heron
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| answer machine message #1: "(young girls voice)hi, its me.. please pick up if your there?? um look phone me? please? i need you, ok i'm in all day today and between 4 and 9 tomorrow.. i'll try later though.. ok i hope all went well today,ok speak soon "..(hangs up) I like radio late at night, i mean REALLY late,the hours when anything is possible or where life is so unbearable and you are so caught up in yourself that suicide is a very real and very probable option, I think that between 1 and 2:30 am I am a very real danger to myself but at the same time in this time anything is POSSIBLE (or can be) your whole future can spread out infront of you and its ALL good! the girl (or boy) that you are currently looking to muster up the courage to actually speak to is in your mind at this time - a WIFE OR HUSBAND!! and you have beautiful children and whatever it was that made you rich you are a leader in the field of it and respected for it infinately.how come we sleep through this time so often? i think that when you are in this state of mind (good or bad) at this time of night its the closest i get to living,maybe i think to much,maybe it'll kill me. answer machine message #2: "(womans voice)(angry) ARE you there???? look, we have to talk, i know what you said,we HAVE to talk um.. you know my number..please ring? PLEASE??? ok ..byeeee"(hangs up)> they could sit out amongst the pillars at night, the clubbers and late night drinkers and the people out to see shows or whatever were abundant though not threatening,the streets not even that dark,the temperature cool and the atmosphere dry - it was nice to sit on the cubes that made the base of the pillars just to observe the life, and for once these people would look back and not judge,they'd smile,buy you a drink,they'd be interested in whatyou had to say,it didn't matter,i couldn't be happy and content,she wasn't there.>> answer machine message #3: "(male voice) hey,hey son! pick up the phone! ....aaah you lazy shit...well when you getout of bed..and its um...(mumbled).. about 12.30-ish can you phone me?? ok .. .. i'll try your mobile .. seeya later "(hangs up) answer machine message #4: "(the same young girl as before) hi.. (sobbing uncontrolably).. um i REALLY need you.. (crying out loud before (presumably) covering the handset to preserve some dignity at least) .. please phone me? i'm begging you?...ok its me .. my number, in case you lost it is xxxxx xxxxxx ok, hope your ok..bye."(hangs up) |
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