Falling and drifting away from sleep
Cotton soft pillow soaked in tears I weep
Almost impossible not to think
Hurt and depression
My emotions on fire
These are not feelings
That I desire
Midnight strikes
And yet I'm awake
Sobbing so silent
I shiver and quake
Holding in words and secrets
Locked up in my mind, they'll never escape
No one understands my feelings
Loving you has made me sick
Every night
I dream of you
I try to forget you
But we have to face the truth
We were meant to be together
I can almost taste the feel of your lips
Are moments to fantasy forever?
Obsessed with the thought of a first kiss
I used to be your friend
But things start to disappear
Seeing you is my new trend
Afraid I'll lose you is my worst fear
Wanting you so bad
Is part of how I live
If we could go back in time
I'd ask for you to forgive
My sins are only temporary
And yet I will repent
Not seeing you for a moment
Is almost as if you have gotten up and left
Needless to say
I can't hold it in
I love you so much
That my heart burns my skin
Love is a hard thing to say
But it's true
Because I do
Love you
You're my sky
My world
My life
You could stab me with a knife
That couldn't stop me
From loving you
I finally drift off into
A slumber of sadness, cold tears, and death
I know it's too late
You've already went
Whimpering in my sleep
I whine
How dreadful to dream
That you have died
I awaken to see you
Standing by my side
Breathing heavily
I touch your face
Just a nightmare
And a disgrace
No sooner
Did I know
I was the one
Who had to go
Looking into your pupils, I smile with relief
My last words were, I love you so
Then my eyelids slipped shut, and I fell into
An everlasting sleep
-Alexa Cox- |
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 Lost and forgotten to the world
Things are better left untold
I am lost and gone forever
No one seems to remember
The darkness surrounds me
The evil spirits never leave
I am invisible out on the streets
The dark sides erase their memories
I walk alone
Tumbleweeds roll
Down the abandoned ally
Everyone's gone
I am blinded to their eyes
As they are invisible to mine
Should I follow the eerie and the dead
Or stumble behind the light instead
All I see is black and white
I shiver with fright
Only I can see
The ghosts who try to scare me
Every day for me is night
Afraid, afraid of the sight
They all forgot I ever existed
Long gone, long gone
Sh listen
If you whisper these words I will appear
Long gone, long gone
You see the girl who disappeared
-Alexa Cox- |
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