"Sometimes"
Sometimes I wonder why I'm here
Sometimes I wonder why there's so much to fear
Sometimes I wonder why I even try
Sometimes I wonder why I have to cry
I don't really know what I'm doing right now
Don't know why, and I don't know how
I don't understand the things that I do,
I don't understand even one or two.
Sometimes things are rough,
Sometimes happiness isn't enough
Sometimes no one can feel it my way
Sometimes for a minute, sometimes for a day
Why must this be life?
Why the pain, why the strife?
Bad things, yes, but where are the good?
They are not appearing, where they should.
Love
I need to feel you here beside me
Need it, want it, why can't that be?
I frown when I want to smile
Can't take these tests, can't make this trial
I wish you could see the way that I feel
Maybe if you saw, you could help me heal
I am confused, and sad, no doubt
But that's what my life, is all about
You try, no matter what
Without an if, or a but
"Apples"
Please give me direction
All the pain has set in
If youve never heard the silence
Its a god awful thing
Hand me the bottle
I dont feel anything
Hold the chains attached
To my heart
Tie yourself to me
You'll be the death of me
True love
A sick life
So precious you know me
Hate exploded
Please give me direction
I think I just broke down
Cut the apples skin
Feel my rage burn within
How does it feel?
You treated me like an animal
I still find it hard to
Say what I must say
So cut the apples skin
Feel the love burning within
How does it feel?
Now how should I feel?
Now I stand here and cut the apples skin
And I feel my blood burn within.
By Vanessa J. Ingrahm
One Last Kiss
Whisk me back to the past,
to the place where you reside.
and take away these black clouds,
with whom I now confide.
tell me again you love me
and take away this sorrow,
bring me back to yesterday
or step into tomorrow...
but then tomorrow never comes,
because I'm stuck here in today
and though our love is near forgotten,
in my dreams are where you'll stay.
so let me give you one last kiss
and let me say one last goodbye,
so I can take a step ahead
and never look behind.
*Tragic Eyes Of The World*
If I died now I would die happy.
For I've done the impossible...
People say you can't fly, that's only for the birds and planes
But I've flown
Love gave me wings
People say you can't be imortal,
Only in the movies and imaginations...
But I'm imortal
For the love in my heart lives forver.
People say life is to fast,
They don't have enough time to do everything they want to do
But I've done everything
I found true love, and that's all that I've lived for.
People say that there will never be peace.
But true peace is in your heart,
You just have to have faith in it.
People always want,
They work and work until they get that gold watch or diamond ring.
There never satisfied
But for me, I've got all I've ever wanted and could ask for
Wether I realized it or not, I've got love
Love is what two people were put on earth in search of.
I believe in fate,
that there's someone out there meant for another.
But most of all, I believe in love.
It's that peak of the mountian we yern to reach,
It's that piece of us that's been missing all our years,
It's that one word that can never be defined,
The question you never knew the answer to.
Love is in their eyes, their touch, their every thought of you.
If I die today I'll die the best way anyone can ever leave earth.
My body may be gone, but my heart, my love, lives on for eternity
*What would it have been like?*
What would it have been like
To feel you lips, hungry for mine?
You seem so indifferent,
like I'm the only one who feels this way.
I know there must be something
inside you that says, "she's the one"
but somehow, you manage to make it quiet.
I wish that I could have had a chance,
to make you see I'd be worth your while.
To make you see that I'm not like everybody else.
To make you see that difference,
and to have you understand it,
would be pure bliss.
I wonder what it would have been like,
if you only knew.
*Love Is*
Love is something I have got,
Love is something you have not.
Love may hurt
Love may stay,
Love may kill
And go away.
Love is weird
Love is not,
Love is cool
Love is hot.
Love is peace
Love is a mate,
Love is many things
God don't hate.
Love is something I have got,
Love is something you may not.
Perfect World
In a perfect world, there would be no broken hearts
In a perfect world, there would be no bad endings, only perfect starts
In a perfect world, to make things right, we would only need one chance
In a perfect world, all would have true romance
In a perfect world, you could find love with just a glimpse
In a perfect world, every embrace would feel like the first kiss
In a perfect world, there is no such word as never
In a perfect world, there will always be forever
In a perfect world, love would show no boundaries or cost
In a perfect world, true love could never be lost
A perfect world?
You say this cant be true?
But my world is perfect when I'm with you
Don't Give Up
You said you had to go so you showed yourself to the door,
But when you left I just cried and I hit the floor.
What do I have now? You're what I was living for,
And when I was telling myself this I always heard a little voice say...
...Don't give up, you have someone to turn to .
You have somewhere to go.
Don't look back only look ahead.
He wasn't worth it and now you know.
I remember our first kiss I'v always wondered what we've missed
I wanted to know what I did wrong
But you wouldn't tell me you were to busy leading me on
Then I heard the voice say...
...Don't give up, you have someone to turn to .
You have somewhere to go.
Don't look back only look ahead.
He wasn't worth it and now you know.
...Don't give up, you have someone to turn to .
You have somewhere to go.
Don't look back only look ahead.
He wasn't worth it and now you know... and now you know.
Pool of Color
In pools of color a misty delight.
I think of you all through the night.
Remebering the past with shadows of grey.
I'll wait for you my love is here to stay.
There's just one vision in my mind.
It's all of you and the future we'll find.
Just wait till then and you will see.
We'll dance in rainbows and fly so free.
If I can't be with you now,
I'll wait till when the pools of color let you in.
...?
My life is bending
as it tries mending
the mistakes i made.
I hurt my self,
I drove my head into a shelf.
I don't know how to go on.
Stop me now,
find out how.
Blink
In a blink of an eye
you came into my world
My heart was pure
my defenses were furled
In a blink of an eye
you left with no goodbye
Parched by sorrow
tears dawned my eye
In a blink of an eye
you returned
I took you back
forgot what I learned
Please don't blink
open your eye
If I lose you again
this heart will die
Lies
Speak of more than words to me, don't trap me in a fantasy
Let me see through your disguise, a language independent from lies.
Don't wanna hang my hopes on fiction
and lead my heart to pain and confusion
Speak truth I'd suffer the pain
than put all the sacrifice in vain
To please me don't say I love you
break your words and my heart in two
Keep me awake both feet on the ground
don't turn your words upside down
Only you
I saunter through the fields of mystery
unraveling charms anonymity
Long have I searched for something unknown to me
the reason behind my hearts captivity
Bewitched by the enchanting look of eyes
questions emerge as the conspiracy intensifies
A twinkle in your eye capture my soul
a special twinkle you hold sole
What is the reason for curiosity in this matter
when I am certain to find this in no other
Probably for proof just to make you see
that you are the only one for me
Not the same
I know that I still love you
but it's just getting me all blue
I don't dig one way loving
so tell me what you are feeling
Tell me if you're still in love with me
and if you think about what used to be
Tell me if the love is all gone
because I don't wan't to keep holding on
I could get over you so fast
and I could also make my love last
So get your act together
coz I'm not gon' be forever!
Never again write a lonely rhyme
never again waste my time!
Never again fear for a love gone
I'm now always set to move on
All the pain you gave made me wiser
all the tears I shed made me stronger
Baby, I'm still in love wit' you
...but I'm not the girl you once knew
Paths
Stuck in the middle of a two way path
suffering the severity of lifes wrath
Left and right your path is now two
you stop and wonder what to do
To go on with life you have to decide
make choices, theres nowhere to hide
Whatever it is may it be wise
use not only your heart but your eyes
You can never go both ways
and feel guilty all your days
So as lifes path divides in two
should I go for him or you?
Broken Promises
You said your love was forever
only for me no other
You said nothing can keep us apart
for we were close in heart
You said we would be strong
together though things go wrong
You made a million promises
all these just to impress
These promises were never done
words soon faded, now gone
I should have seen it in your eyes
all your promises were lies
So I'll just sit and watch the love die
don't even bother to ask why
Your forever was just a lie
all we had was between hello and goodbye
Falling
Filled the emptiness caused by pain
overcame the state of restrain
Back on my feet, ready to fly
certain to soar through the sky
One last look at the hell I've been through
I can't believe I'm over you
Never again to this place
the one thing I'd want time to erase
Before I turn, I see you one more time
I quickly grab my suitcase on the floor
I don't want my heart to soften
I don't want to fall again...
But then you managed to catch my eye
feel my anxiety intesify..
Something in your eyes took control of me
...got me thinking how could this be
A feeling in me I must discover
I think I'm falling all over
This moment was never forseen
tell me what do my feelings mean...
It's too late, I'm falling f for you...
this time don't break my heart in two
I restored the life of the heart you tore
... I don't want to close one more door...
or you...
this time don't break my heart in twoI restored the life of the heart you tore
... I don't want to close one more door...
These poems were written by other web users, my friends, and myself, but will always remain anonymous unless the writer wishes to have their name revealed.