A true friend is not someone who calls you a 2 in the morning, a true friend is someone who is sitting next to you in the police station saying "boy that was fun, lets do it again! u laugh at me cause i am differant, i laugh at u cause ur all the same Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted There comes a time for all things to end If you're my lover or if you're my friend It always happens, somebody's neglected Or somebody better or worse is selected You'll say that you hate me and wish I were dead I'll say I hate you, pouring lies in your head It's all too strange, I say I don't care But in your sleep, I've been caressing your hair I'll brush your hand and know it's not right 'Cause in my head, there's a huge fight We should break up, you cheated on me, But then again, I told you to "stay free" So why do I care, why am I mad? Am I jealous? Yes, and very sad. In the beginning we were great friends But that is where the story ends. As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way them seems to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing There he goes, hitting me again, what have I done to deserve this, he doesn't say, just everyday, more bruises come to stay, he says tell and you'll pay, so I had nothing to say... "Death is another great adventure" Tired of T.r.i.n.g Sick of C.r.y.i.n.g Ya im S.m.i.l.i.n.g But inside Im D.I.E.I.N.G! "Life is a lemon, and I want my money back" MeatLoaf *Not All Scars Show* *Not All Wounds Heal* *Sometimes You Can't Always See* *The Pain Someone else Feels*